camp was good :)

went up to the mountains for hiking

it was suuuper cold.

made spaghetti bolognese with the group, from scratch! haha now with google, everyone can cook! =D

sermon on sunday was about backsliding

lol i guess He knows huh.

it was also about how there are no shortcuts in life.

in our walk with God and all

i guess all this while ive been praying for everything to be easy.

why can't life be like that?

no worries no pain no need for hard work.

then it dawned on me that if life were like that

we wouldn't need Him any more then, wont we

when will we rely on Him then?

if we ourselves are like gods of our own

is there a need for a god then?

most of the time we get down on our knees and cry out for help,

only when we realise that we cannot,

and remember that He can

and He knows this so well,

how "human" we really are, and so are our hearts

how ungrateful we can really be.

i guess without all this, there will be no miracles, and there will be no other way to show His amazing love and powers, no other way to show that there is a God

it wont be full of His surprises, it wont even be of Him any more

life would be meaningless then, if it were easy

Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men. Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers. Pray for powers equal to your tasks. Then the doing of your work shall be no miracle, but you shall be the miracle.

its gonna be more than 10 degrees tomorrow. yay!

i can't wait.

even though it comes rain. but oh well

at least i get to feel my fingers

im sho hungry.

how is this possible when i just ate one bowl of cereal??

rah.

i want ice cream.

it's for my sore throat.

the best cure i tell u

=D

maybe i shall steal some from the fridge later, when hannatan isnt looking

she wants it all for herself.

haha

i still cannot understand my company lecturer.

she is from cyprus i tell u.

CYPRUS.

sigh. and it doesnt help when u have 0 knowledge of company stuff

thank God i got this super kind woman as a tutor

she is awesome! =)

went for nottingham games that day

was great seeing familiar faces.

am so tired of trying to making new friends.

felt good being with people u knew since the start of high school.

at least we went through the whole peeling of the onion bit.

was nice feeling comfortable again.

:)

things that make my day

my spongebob cup! =)

digestive biscuits, with milk choc topping! and hot milo

elmer! haha yes he is very cute. but he belongs to the evil hannatan. and yes, hugs! =)

and the clear blue skies! with the sun. lots and lots of it.

my best friends in uk

the alpha

and elmo!

i just brushed my teeth. and now i have wet sleeves. yuck

study plan fail tonight. PHAILLLL

yday an evil monster ate my spare lip balm :(

this is the evil monster

tonight's dinner :)

potato and ham. good stuff!

and the grand finale: chicken! haha

it was awesome. thank God my housemate is a really good cook!

the ingredients of the friend rice dinner yday

veggie, carrot and potato. and abit of chicken

its already 7pm over here. and its so quiet :(

life here is well, kindoff depressing at night i guess.

but u wait till 11-12, the streets will be filled with happy voices, and singing and loud jokes

all happily on their way to the bar

i think i fat liao. :(
oh and i need a mouse. rah!

tsufei is coming on the 24th! of nov. wheeee

and we are going down to london on the 3rd to the 5th :)

i hope i find interesting places to take her in this month

shall go exploring next week maybe

i is hungry :(

but i is fat ady :(((

temptation go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

it doesnt help when u put ur groceries in the living room

sigh.

the cheese was so good.

maybe il have one with bread later

:D

which reminds me. how am i going to melt the cheese without using a microwave because i will die early or a pan which i will have to wash later.

rah! i need a toaster oven.

i go check argos now. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yay

its 12.19

no i just need to tahan till 12.30

so i wont get up at 5am... again

i got an electric heater

=)

sho happy

sometimes spoilt heaters are a blessing in disguise

hannatan is sleeping soundly beside me

this is a first lol

i usually sleep at 9.30 over here

i know right, sad cardiff life

sigh.

i used to be so busy in msia.

now that ur here

u wonder what were u so busy doing all the time

there is too much time here.

sigh i do not have textbooks

and my friends are asleep

so what do we overseas students do at night?

make full use of the internet speed here and stream vids =)

they have lots of bees here

=(

i think it has finally dawned on me that i wont be seeing the family and friends for a year, more than that maybe.

i keep thinking that i will be seeing them soon.

tomoro maybe.

at help, ou or jln ipoh

this feels like a holiday. lol

sigh.

i need those books to studyyyy!

i need stress to keep my mind busy

change, it is the constant in life

today's file

ever thought how our days are like files?
made up of a number of papers, some highlighted sentences where special things took place, which will then form our only memory of the day;
and maybe special notes which form our mental "note to self", all filed up into one colored file, maybe a rainbow shade from jan to dec.
Everyday it ends when the clock strikes 12, with the clicking of the metal binder and the titling of the file infront - 29 september 2010

let me show u my file today.

today i woke up at 6am, along with more than half the population of malaysia to go to coll, which starts at 8am.
i bought taufufa from the van, got a free nasi lemak from Acts' Church Help Campus Revo team. felt really blessed by it, and it kindof made my day, and my day lasted till 4pm.

today i went for my evidence tutorial, which was kindof a waste of time, and so i slept during the last 10 mins of class. i accidentally drew a line on mumbles' face, his jaw to be specific, and spent 5 minutes trying to get rid of the stain with my sanitizer.

today i went down to the mamak after class, laughed along with some friends, drank a few sips of my friend's drink which i cannot remember what it was now

today i skipped contract tutorial, cz it was our first, and she probably wasnt going to do much. had KFC for lunch with a few friends, watched the pipe explode and water gushing upwards near the toilet.

today i had another meet up with sarah and jaylyn and gang, to talk about cardiff , what we were gonna do over there, all the places to see and people to meet. and we tried our best to get jaylyn to go this year . heh tough luck.

today hanna tan and i spent an hr in the library choosing subjects for 2nd year, thinking of our future ahead, where hanna tan said she's gonna work for UN, and all i said was im not gonna take a 30 credit EU law.

today we spent another 45 mins in the mamak again, talking and laughing and basically waiting for time to pass

today i followed hanna tan to mainblock to take her visa pic AGAIN, cz she lost hers -.-
which she found later on

today hanna tan dropped me at KA, and i was gonna follow my mom back, and she was gonna pick her sister.

today i went online while waiting for my mom

today i found out a friend died.


i wonder what was he doing today before the accident. how was his day like, who did he meet, who did he talk to, what did he do

he couldve gotten up early too, just like the rest of us, maybe to rush an assignment, to get breakfast, to catch a train, to go to a meeting. what did he wake up to?

what were his plans for the day, im sure he had some, unlike some of us who just wanted to pass time, and get the day over with.

what did he slot into his file today? what were the highlighted things and the small notes written on the papers?

and to think we were making plans for year 2 and 3,

some of us dont even make it through the day.

today i went for a pasar malam session with annee, yiling and lam, where they bought new screen protectors and covers for their almost one day old iphone 4

today they came to see the puppy, heh they like moopie alot ;)

today i get to go home, take a shower, make a drink and sleep in my bed, while it rains outside

today i can close a file, and start a new one tomorrow.

i think i did quite a number of things today, with friends and all
maybe i didnt get all the ticks on the list of 'what has to be done today',
but i think i had a 24 hrs day, which is the only requirement to close a file

he didnt have a full 24 hours today.
i bet he only got half of the ticks on the 'to do' list today.
maybe even less than that.
why him? sigh is there even an answer to that question
if only there was one, at least we would have an explanation, a report.

it wont be sufficient even then would it? no matter what answer.
he was a great person, a nice guy. a super smart one too
what did he do to deserve this?
nothing right?
nobody deserves death somehow

why him then, why now?
why does he get his today and tomorrows taken away, when they are worth so much

in new york, concrete jungles where dreams are made of huh

his dream was destroyed there, along with his future.

and to see the impact he left in everyone's lives from high school to uni
from before and after today.
amazing person u are bryan.
one that the CH-ians will always remember.
i guess now he only doesnt exist when we forget,
but we never will

and so, how was ur file today?

I'm falling even more in love with You
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until You make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with You
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with You

-lifehouse

went up to genting with hannatan, jaylyn, sarah, nic, colin and shaun
cold air, starbucks, cards, friends, conversations, laughs, complaints, oh and jln ipoh hokkien mee :)

went up around 4 and reached at 5.45 -6 i think. stoopid gps. and the horrid kl traffic jam. ugh
there is nothing like traffic jams in KL. especially the one going towards the heart of kl. for example: jln TAR >:(

played monopoly deal and everyone kept bullying hannatan, nick and shaun. poor hannatan had nothing left at one point.
drank ice blended green tea frapp. sho smart of me.
was shivering by the time we finished our drinks and the 2nd round of monopoly deal.
and to think i was gonna wear shorts up, heh.
and all hannatan brought up was a pathetic shawl.
was shivering from the start till we went down. hahahha
halfway up genting, someone asked why dont we stay a night
i suddenly remembered abt the apartment sony has up there -.-
rah! i shouldve asked for the keys and permission :((
was actually thinking of hotels before this. sigh. stoopid.
in the end we had to leave early cz nic's parents were spending the night in gohtong jaya.
and he didnt tell them that he was gonna drive up.
his dad even asked him whether he was in the casino. LOL

and so i found out
cold air + starbucks + cards + friends + conversations + laughs + complaints + hokkien mee

is like drug

we need to do this againnnn ! :))

sigh want to sleep.
to numb the feeling of being punched in the stomach
but sleep, it brings tomorrow
making it today

emilia the great

thanks for sacrificing your time for others,
and your time for Him.
thanks for putting others above yourself,
and Him above everything else.
thanks for being a role model for us,
with Him as yours.
thanks for being such a blessing to us,
and thank You for blessing us with her.

i guess He decided the people there need you more than we do now.
bring her back okay? in one piece.
have a great 10 months over there
go make Him glad :)



thanks for letting me be your friend

imperfections

had a great dinner last night. was talking when a friend suddenly mentioned, "i dont know whether it's normal or am i being too "calvary". haha. it was so funny but so true. sigh.
i guess back there it was all about how good we can sing, how good we can play, how good we looked, how good we sounded.

we sounded great, we looked great, we performed well. to an extent we even had youth concerts, shows, productions and got one big crowd of audience.

it started off well, a sacrifice.
then it became a show for the world.

our first time here, many could not even concentrate on worship. the music was too loud and the mics too soft, is something wrong with the sound system, why arent the singers giving signs to change, or giving signs to the musicians to change, theyre not singing in sync, the beats were off, why hasnt the screen changed to the chorus yet?

lol it sounded weird at first, dont get me wrong. it was good, but it wasnt anything like back then. music back there sounded great, after 12341234 hours of practice every week. ppl there were disciplined, on their toes, the lyrics had to be in sync, the singers would hv to come in on cue, ready to get their show on, and to make it look great.
cz they know if it didnt, they would hv to go up to the "holy of holies" and "get it" for an hour or more.

it wouldn't be a sacrifice then would it, if they were forced to give their best, till it became a burden, or worse, a show.

talked to waikin quite some time ago.
told him abt all the stuff we did back then. and said something like if u think they sound good here, u should come to calvary some day last time.
lol and he said sth like: thats cz u just pick those who are great, but not those who worship.

then it dawned on me how we were always emphasizing on being perfect back there. being great for the world to see. it was great for the world, but was it of any value at all to God

sometimes being good, does not mean it is right; being great, does not mean that it is of any worth.

guess we focused too much on what the world will think of us, rather than what does God think of it

we hid our imperfections, first from the world, and then from God.
ps andy said " let ur scars be someone else's stars". it really should be.

funny how a church has become a place for the perfects, and not the imperfects. the ppl who drink, who smoke, or who are different or weird in our eyes, it is like ppl are even embarrassed by their presence in church. that church would not be a holy place anymore, with these inside.

and He loves us the same.

guess we are still like that deep down. still imperfect, as much as them. and even more. what gives us the right to look at them differently, the right to judge.

at least they've got nothing to hide from the world or from Him.
why can't we be like that too.
instead of giving something that was great, why can't we give something of worth.
instead of being perfect, i guess sometimes it is when we are imperfect that God can do more. but we need to show Him that in the first place.

But he replied, "My kindness is all you need. My power is strongest when you are weak." So if Christ keeps giving me his power, I will gladly brag about how weak I am. Yes, I am glad to be weak or insulted or mistreated or to have troubles and sufferings, if it is for Christ. Because when I am weak, I am strong.
2 corinthians 12:9-10

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are

no time no time no time no time no time :((((

am writing like 5 and a half essays per day *pats self on the back*
but its not enoughhh rawrrrr!!!

i still have to flip the book while writing every single thing. ugh what a loser.

rahhh! i dowana study anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(

my friends just cried yday.
one called her dad and he was like: dun worry ah girl.. i saved up money for u to study another year ady. ur only 20 yrs old, theres still a long way to go. u dont need to finish everything in 3 yrs.

O.O her dad is soooo merciful!!

if i fail, my parents are gonna killlll meeee
i dont think there would even be a body for anyone to see and mourn

gahh! i need a bigger brain :(

and i need to buy pens to write in exams! o gosh i NEVER buy pens
theyre such a waste of money when u can just pick them up from the floor
but these few days, the students in help hv nt been very generous.
my cousin said i used to be able to get like 2 pens in 5 days.
now i get like 1 pen in 3 weeks? :(

it was even better in high school, when the pens were g2s and g1s
oh the joy of discovering one of them on the floor and adopting it
after asking the ppl around whether anyone dropped their pen of course.
and of course u only ask like 5 ppl? haha :D

its reasonable right? 5 ppl. ive tried reasonably to find the owner. so it's not theft right??
:D

but now ppl have gotten stingy. maybe its the economic i guess, ever since it got worse.
nobody leaves pens around anymore :(

and the one i want costs around rm1.50!
SO EXPENSIVE! sigh.

deposits

come back! :( it wasnt enough

exams are like 3 weeks away? lol i guess it is about time to start panicking.
i need a wake up call.

had a good laugh today with the gang. haha power socket kononnya, with a switch and the wire to go with it.


had this thought somewhere last year end. its kindof fading away now,
shall write this thought down before it leaves my memory.

how did we come to love Him in the first place? what passed through our minds when we were kids in that CW class saying that sinner's prayer? i can tell u mine was yay, now i wont end up in hell. yes, clearly it wasnt purely out of love.

love for Him was once 'so that i can go to heaven' or rather 'so that i will not burn in hell'

take heaven and hell away from the picture,
will our love still be the same? will we still choose Him in the first place
was our love for our salvation more than our love for Him.
how more conditional can our love for Him be?

when are we going to love Him for what He is.

funny how it doesnt matter to Him whether He is what we choose eventually.
His love, unconditional


we love, because He first loved us - 1john 4:19
dont think He knows of the word 'because' when it comes to love, He just loves.

crisis

help conveniently decided to reformat their computers in the law library on sat :(( how nice of them

how do i harvest my plants nowww?? :((

the library has lost its purpose

need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm

monday morning rain

it started off with the cramps
then there was the beloved slipper with one side bitten off by smokie or pepper, or maybe it was smokie AND pepper. -.-
homework due in half an hours time, for contract tutorial. ugh


and it's raining outside. sigh monday morning rain.
this day is already gloomy enough


and there's zayani leaving tonight at 9pm :(

distortion

it started off blank. then we started the colouring
simple was good, but to us it still looked empty.
then we went on with the colours, they were still bright at first
but we did not stop there, when we should have.
then they became dull as we added more and mixed them up
in hope that it we can bring it back to where it was, when it was bright and colouful
it is when the paper turns black that we stop, confused.
what have we been doing all long?
then we wish to erase it, to make it white again,
it looked its best then, when it was simple
only now do we realize

UMPQUA!

baking at nat's place in DU after class last thurs :)
spent 1 hour deciding what to bake before heading off to bake with yen to get supplies
finally decided on a brownie tart, no i still dont know why it has such a name
it was awesome! of course with a little rum and UMPQUA!

baker 1: singhuey! the camera man and our driver to pasar malamm

baker 2 : the weird cousin of mine- shuwei . she was busy arranging her 'products' and trying to persuade everyone to buy them while everyone else was figuring how to poke the brownie tart to fill it with the ganache -.- dont worry u will get to see her 'products' later. she was trying to sell me that yellow one on the top haha

baker 3: the head baker nathalie! holding the wooden spoon to poke the cake. haha singhuey thinking of the right positions for the holes

the brownie tart before

the brownie tart after. sigh i know we have to do sth to make it more presentable haha but it was awesomee!! thick, compressed and nutty, rummy with UMPQUA!

and the moment everyone has been waiting for. tadah! haha she was busy colour coordinating them -.- they're actually coffee powder! nat has this high tech coffee maker at home where u boil the milk and stick one of these in and voila! out comes the coffee! the darker the colour the more intense i think. and some of them actually have a nice fruity flavour to it. and they have weird names! haha i only remember volluto! loll

this is...

this is nathalie, getting her barbie doll colour hair wrap. and that is the very mean lady doing it for her. lol

i wanted it too!! then we can look super cool :) but by the time we got back the mean lady was gone sigh
shall go on fri with stephanie maybe before cell

this is Joy, Chewy's first puppy. i know, she looks more like a bear right??

i think she needs a better hair cut lol poor girl. i dont think Joy liked what shuwei did to her too haha

tabby's rat :) i kindof miss seeing it around

oh and this is deborah's Octy :) trying to swallow a car. she would like to shake leghands with u but she doesnt stick much

kertankongchinyee

a day out for the KER, TAN, KONG, CHIN and maybe the YEE

:)


better days are coming

dont think i have the right to ask why
but seriously, why..
can't You see she loves You the most, above everything else
the number of kids she led to You, the number of people she cared for
and though it all she still assured us You still Love

so why did You have to let this happen to her can You at least let me know??

maybe this is just a test of faith,
but how long more can she hold on?

sigh i know faith is not about receiving,
but still its so frustrating You know??

All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country—a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them. Heb 11:13-16

you should be studying you should be studying

am going to look at this for 5 mins


you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying

and try to feel guilty

and look at this for another 5 mins


exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro

then start to panic

rahhH!!

u know u miss them when u start seeing them in other people.

funny how u thought that stage was over

that u can get up and move on ur own

when u thought u buried it deep enough, until it seemed like it never existed

then u wish and u want and u finally believe that it doesn't exist anymore

funny how little things, random places can bring back a bucketful of memories

that flood up ur mind, wave after wave, then it dazes u out

remember?

funny what a hypocrite we are sometimes

when we wish to forget, but want to remember

and we move on, to cling more

sometimes i really wish i have a memory of a goldfish

but what is life without memories? when u have nothing to remember

sometimes even the happy ones make u sad

but they were ones that were supposed to make u laugh, weren't they?

some of them, they're not what they used to be anymore

when u collect a new one, u find that some of it wasn't what it was anymore



when ur afraid of losing any of them, yet want them all to go away.

i win again

yay! i do not have the talkathon today

YAYY!!

my lms lecturer canceled one of her tutorials again.
i haven't seen her since i don't know when, can't seem to remember what LMS lecture was like these days lol coz she always cancels them, she's fortunate i can still remember her face. for now.

talking machine

sorry miss, police station. :D

was 2 hrs late for my 3 hr class that day

i win. (:

that woman can talk non-stop i tell u. 3 hrs straight without breaking a sweat.

i think i have her from 4-7pm tomoro

:(

Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name

May his name endure forever; may it continue as long as the sun. All nations
will be blessed through him, and they will call him blessed
-Psalm 72:17

can't wait for cell tonight :)

like a dslr

why Lord didn't u bless me with photographic memory ? :(

then every time i blink it would be like taking a picture and locking it into the 1TB hard disk in my head forever.

so cool rite? i won't need to spend 48 hrs on my criminal notes for the test tomorrow. just flip the page, *blink*, flip again *blink*
then i can 'print' it out -words only, onto my paper tomorrow! fast draft summor..

and i can sit on the sofa guilt-free and watch Malaysia lose in the Thomas Cup.

fulfilled prophecy

i knew it i knew it.

it was a good thing i didnt even bother to lift the cover of my LMS book :D

the prophecy was fulfilled hia hia

i'm getting soooo good at this i think i should consider doing it for a living.

she didnt come

AGAIN.

and now we have 4 hours of contract

AGAIN.

:(

should be studying now. aih.
i think there's going to be LMS test tomorrow. but yea i hope class gets cancelled. as usual :)
hence the "i think"

i cannot seem to find my phone :( forgot where i left it and it's on silent -.-
will have to sit on chairs and sofas and try to feel a vibration with my butt

my friend moved one whole table from coll back to his house LOL
talk about saving money hahhaha

oh one more thing before i leave to plant more brinjals, mumble got dewhiskered that day :(((( but the process was so funny i forgot to be sad lol. poor mumble

here are some sing-a-pore pics :)

this is my sista, being happy

and the awesome awesome ice cream!

this is my sista, being a pork. haha

am still in my PJs farming. sigh need to decorate the frames soon =(

help me o Lord

today was the day chin wenly stood up for herself!! in FB!! *pats self on the back*

sigh yea pathetic rite ?? on fb -.-

the day will come when she will be able to tell it right at the person's face. soon my friends soon.

but meanwhile, i need Your forgiveness, and i need to forgive.

after tonight after tonight

debbie sent me this game
http://www.addictinggames.com/dontwhackyourboss.html

click click! it was an awesome anger reliever.

seriously.

hahha sent it to anastacia and she was like omgosh did u try the drawer?!!?! LOLL

after tonight after tonight changed to after the game after the game

and indeed i am now anger free. *takes a deep breath.. and smiles*

happy thoughts happy thoughts

what a friend i've found

everyone has at least one bff.

ad so mumble met a bff in the library today

meet Bingham!

this was the moment where they both found out that they originated from Africa but were made in China! they both speak chinese btw.

=)

got a call from my bff yesterday :) all the way from aussie land.

one of the reasons why i keep insisting we go back to bkt tinggi rabbit farm..

dont worry you.. all things will straighten themselves out before you know it. :)

have been neglecting the best friend from up above these few days. u know it is so easy to proclaim our love for You, yet so easy to say i hate You, banishing You from our thoughts. how shallow man's love can be; how childish we truly are, when we love, but we say we don't. how easy it is for earthly things to gain our love, which then pushes away the love we have for You.

am glad Your love will never cease, nor can we run away or hide from it. not because you're forced to, but because you love.

And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:38

a free human!!

I HAVE FINISHED MY CONSTI ASSIGNMENTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PRAISE THE LORD!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some colours just to show you how happy i am.
finally all of it is done of course with the big suggestions, eh no inspirations i would say, from You ! haha


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turns out he didnt forget that there was a test, just wanted less damage done -.-
and we thought he was this old man with deteriorating memory, thought we outsmarted him
loll

i bet you he was laughing at us behind our backs that day.
so much for laughing at his "bad memory" -.-" haha but seriously we thought we conned him!

look who's having the last laugh now

while we were studying

introducing the imaginary friend:

and his best friend, porky!

porky got restless and started walking everywhere:


=D

not to forget the newest addition to our little study group, Mumble!

mumble is a leopard all the way from china! or maybe a cheetah, i dont know. =(

now that i have him he can teman me while my friends are paying attention in class! hia hia

so until i find out what exactly mumble is he shall be a cat, for now.

how long can you do it?

sigh finding it very very difficult to walk on water

at first we take big steps, leaping across, eyes on Him
then we slow down, taking note of the surroundings
then from a jog we go into a walk, getting confused by everything around

then only do we notice what is beneath us and start sinking, without knowing it

"O you of little faith, why did you doubt?"
Matt 14:22-33

how many times do You have to stretch out Your hand to catch us? only to have us fall back again. sometimes i wonder why do You even bother. are we really worth the trouble?

but thanks tho, for catching us all the time

the smart people

wenly, yiling, anastacia, annee, xueqi, hannatan

i just had to do something to beautify her

=D aww u know i love you

a million raindrops

All Your thoughts let them fall
Like a million raindrops
On this desolate ground I’m standing on


- bebo norman

holidayyy =(

now i have one week of holiday.
with no friends! =(
everyone has either went back to their hometown which is a gazillion miles away from here or having exams, busy studying bla bla bla

sigh i miss a levels. when everyone lived in PJ, i shouldn't have complained back then, saying it was AIYO SO FAR AWAY, or HAR GO ONE U AGAIN??? now everyone lives in places like sabah, johor, ipoh, penang and kelantan -.-

how i wish we can go one u now. rah! shouldn't have complained so much.

OMGOSH OMGOSH

I GOT CARDIFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

praise the Lord!!!!

wenly has a uni!! =D

i have a reply from university of EXETER =)))))))))))))

dont worry dad, i wont be washing plates or wiping tables in the future! hia hia

every day you discover something new about yourself, something you never knew you had inside of you.

sometimes it jumps right out at you, slapping you in the face, when it was just right there all the time.



didn't know you had that inside of you didn't you

anastacia: ehhh yi lingg! u know?!??! SUAT CHEE'S CAR KENA TUNDA!!!
yi ling: *GASP* ( a super duper loud and long one, all with the big eyes and wide open mouth)
OMGOSH!! seriouss????

and annee goh kept imitating her the whole day! ahahhahah that girl is good wey seriously.

what a joke for suat chee lar. sigh that poor girl had to go all the way to kepong to get her car. -.- had to skip a class and test and all. was gonna laugh at her at first lol but decided perhaps this wasnt a very good time, not yet anyway. =D

what a nice day tomorrow will be! no assignments to pass up, no classes to replace
theres contract assignment due next fri but oh well, will think about that some other time.
heheh. i feel so lazy. lazily happy.

since i've got nothing to do i googled april fool's day pranks! haha
guess what i found--> aprilfools.com

looking at the pranks and jokes there, sigh some ppl are seriously too free!
look at this:

Psychology Trick: Tell your pet they were adopted. Watch the shock on their face. -.-

i tried some stuff today! told regene we had 8am replacement class tomoro haha!
and told debbie help library burned down. i seriously think she believed me for at one point.

EXCELLENT!

my turn it in report is still 0% -.-
oh well i have printed it out and there is nothing the lecturer can do about it =D
haha my friend msged her to ask about it and she said well if u resubmit and it still says 0 then EXCELLENT! hahahha i hope she doesnt ask us to turn it in again, if not i wont be EXCELLENT.

but seriously how can it be 0 when i copied and pasted so much stuff? :S
sigh weird thing that turn it in

just realized i came so close to losing a friend that day

if he had awaken from his deep sleep earlier,
if he had set his alarm clock to get up earlier,
if he had took that train to MMA that morning,
he would have been in that train that got bombed
we would have lost a friend

his seniors were on the train tho, one was the fortunate one who got out just before the bomb exploded because he felt that weird.

one moment ur here, thinking of what to eat maybe? the test an hour ago? or what movie to watch
the next moment u dont even exist in this world anymore, what's left will be memories of what u did; the thoughts u kept to urself, will be gone with u forever

how fragile life is..

just the thought of today.

here is proof that i have been studying! =)

for the test tomorrow =(

it's aliveee!

yes a feeble attempt to revive my blog.

i have an announcement!

wenlychin has finished an assignment 5 days before the due date!
whoot!

*pats self on the back*

a big accomplishment =D

now all i have to do is wait for the turn-it-in report, which is taking hours -.-

wore my "lucky" duck socks today =) haha in an attempt to make the day better as class started at 8am today .

laughed till my stomach ached during the 3 hr break today. sigh its been such a long while since i had such funny convos with help ppl.

hanna t. who laughed at the half told urine and poop joke,
annee whose laughter was mostly the source of ours
yiling the champion and anastacia the sampat haha


i miss times like these we use to have

so much for laughing at yun xin for nt being able to eat msian food
guess what?
she now has access to free chapati every single day
real authentic indian chapati all the way from india
now guess why?
cz her housemate happens to come from india

lolllllllllll