long live her royal highness pirated queen In Xin of TImbuktu

Happy Birthday yun xin!

you one of a kind old woman..
pirated queen In Xin.
lazy, messy, dirty, smelly, stinky, naggy, manja.. etc.
(though i dont think ur as dirty as u used to be ever since u stayed in room513.. but sometimes .. yeeeshhh!!)
but then i guess i shouldn't be complaining much coz without all these u wont be yun xin ady rite? heheh.

but u're a fun person to be with :D
getting to know u and the TnF gang, being in the same class during form 2 with the Pei Chee gang, hanging out with u, evonne, ai chin, wan ying and salinas, lepaking at the hostel with u and wan ying, going out for movies with u, wan ying, pc, pei rong.. these are the best things that have happened to me. hia hia hia i know u'll be missing me shouting for u from the 3rd floor outside 314 if i were to leave next year.

i enjoyed the "studying" days we spent at umarani. with the teh o ice limau and the teh bing. haha not to forget the roti idly and wud was the other one again? pattaya?? *shakes head with a sigh* IT TASTED LIKE DRIED & FRIED PANCAKES LAAAAAAAA!!!!!

oh and one last thing. u know ur gonna get diabetes rite??!!! with all that milo kao ( 2 packets of 3 in one + half a cup of water)
it tastes like milo porridge! n NO. u dont have enough insulin for all that sugar.
joanne once said pei chee will be the first to die among us coz she inhales daily second hand smoke from her grandad. lol.
but now i think even pei chee will outlive u.

holiday

i'll be pontenging till thursday!! :)

random stuff

i bombed my bio and chemistry test. TT
oh ya. add maths too. sigh.. shall be returning to the hostel to study..TT . no more hols now.
haha at least il be getting a fresh peeled orange from yun xin everyday at wan ying's room :)

Mr. lonely who is not so lonely anymore xD

Mr lonely came on thursday for a visit.. i think i was thursday, can't remember.

we showed her around the school, kindoff like some day trip. haha. then double e took them outside to get good food like potato la, ice cream la, siew mai la, choc taufufa la, ribena la.. etc. shes one cool gal. so ying and sensitive at the same time. haha had a lot of fun with u mr lonely!
she cares alot for ah boon. protects her too. just like her guardian angel. but u ar mr lonely. u should know that everyone needs someone too.. u take care of urself ya mr lonely, dun make her worry too much. she treasures every single minute she spends with u and cares about every lil thing u say. and by taking good care of urself u just might make her day :)

yinglui and lenglui - one cool gal and one pretty gal.

queen wenly and lala

ah shiong, ah fong, barbie doll and double e

Chewy

when chewy was a puppy:

so cute!!

she deceived us!! with that angelic looking face, round starry eyes.. she really is a monster underneath all that!! i thought i saw this crabstick lying on the floor, a closer look at it and i saw that this particular crabstick had a tail !! it was the goldfish from the pond!!! later i saw Chewy standing by the pond trying to grab another goldfish.. *big sigh*

scolded her but felt a little guilty later.. how can anyone not feel guilty after looking at her adorable face?! u see:

my dad's shoe.. i think

daniel's socks

and this is the puppy nobody wanted.. TT

then i had to cut her hair.. see, this was before the haircut..

after the haircut, all uneven. but it will grow back to be the same length i think..

haha she looks like some elf here. elven dog.

one fine day

went to the jusco at kepong after exams last wednesday i think..

heheh. now that i stay at jln ipoh, the nearest and cheapest place to go is jusco, kepong. hahaha i think yun xin has influenced me alot ever since staying at the hostel.. and i quote her: " 20mins journey very far ady.. go kepong la, ten mins and rm 0.70 oni.." thanks to her the word far, now has a new definition.
our "best friend" chong pei chee fong fei gei!!! hmph. nvm la u'll always be our bestest friend..
she chose ai chin over us.. TT and how long have they known each other huh?? less than 9 months! our 4 years of friendship...
had lunch at the food court and had ABC with lots and lots of the sweet f&n milk thing. ehehe
we watched the seekers. not bad la, but they got the wrong guy la.. his brother at the end of the movie more lnegzai.. should kidnap the younger one. aih.

wan ying, yun xin, wenly, pei rong

went to mutiara pizza hut after kepong, had to give ah fong a proper birthday celebration.. xD

this is double E, trying to get some attention. heheh.

then ah shiong took the camera and insisted she take some pics of us. yea right, shudnt have believed her. she did a good job taking pics of herself tho.

ah shiong and li ci

birthday girl ( ah fong) , ah shiong and li ci

this is the bottle my sister made for tracey. heheh. i did the buttons!

was supposed to pass it to her on sundayduring evening service. gam ngam we forgot to bring the bottle and gam ngam she was sick at home. aih'

bethany dillon - Beautiful

Beautiful

I was so unique
Now I feel skin deep
I count on the make-up to cover it all
Crying myself to sleep cause I
cannot keep their attention
I thought I could be strong
But it's killing me

Does someone hear my cry?
I'm dying for new life

[Chorus]

I want to be beautiful
Make you stand in awe
Look inside my heart,
and be amazed
I want to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
Just want to be worthy of love
And beautiful

Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me
Fighting to make the mirror happy
Trying to find whatever is missing
Won't you help me back to glory

[Chorus]

You make me beautiful
You make me stand in awe
You step inside my heart,
and I am amazed
I love to hear You say
Who I am is quite enough
You make me worthy of love
and beautiful

self esteem

had gsp today. haha fun la. lee en la, ah ben la, julia la and carmen.
then we talked about self esteem today. y aren't we confident in ourselves? the way we are, the stuff we do.. etc. im sure the most confident person in the world will also feel down and stupid sometimes. why can't i be like the other people in class who are actually passing the maths or why can't i be like the other kids who are so talented in evrything they do.

arghhh.. i just feel so stupid at times. insecure. uncomfortable. useless.

n the thing that rubs in the most is it seems to us that other people are so good in the stuff that we suck at.
if we just happen to have this big annoying nose in the middle of our face, suddenly the whole world seems to have perfect snubby cute looking noses. or when we fail a test and almost the whole class passes the test..

i am reminded again today that we are skillfully made by Him, and no matter how imperfect or how useless we may be at times, God has a plan for us all and we are not useless at all. Who will want to make something useless ??! Why will God care about how much hair there is on ur head or spend time perfecting ur features? u think he nth to do meh.. ITS becoz He loves us and has a big big plan for us . being beautiful in His eyes means so much more than being beautiful in the eyes of the world.

A big Amen to that.

hols

heheh. been having holidays for almost a week now. i only have 2 weeks of school this whole month. sigh. suddenly holidays are not nice anymore. especially when lots of ppl are leaving nxt year.. sigh. holidays just doesnt make u feel better at ALL.

anyway. had my trials and in the midst of it.. it was AH FONG's BIRTHDAY!!

haha didnt have a suprise party this time coz we were hving trials. but nyway form 1 oni so must celebrate and make her day. ^^
her mom brought KFC for us. yep all 8 of us. 2 big BUCKETS!!! spicy and normal ones. duno la but food tastes so much better in the hostel and especially when ur eating it with friends. heheh. n ever since my stay there, i've learnt to treasure everything like biscuits from someone or frinks la, supper la.. etc. coz its not like at home where u just eat and take what u want.

i sang the whole MAMULA moon song to ah fong. the whole thing.. eheh... i guess my other roommates didnt like it tho.. coz they told me to look at the full moon that night n sing mamula moon with them which i did eagerly. i was kindoff surprised tho why they wanted to singalong with me. dim zhe they splashed water from behind n got me all wet at 12 am in the morning. hmph. ah fong was the best and the matured one. didnt have anything to do with their doing.

heheh i shall miss them if i leave chong hwa next year. they are one of the reasons that make me wana stay back for one more year. will be giving a proper birthday celebration to ah fong next week. GOING TO KEPONG FOR STEAMBOAT!!! heheh.

one last thing. tsu fei dance ur best ya! dun worry coz He is there to help u. and we will be praying for u!!

-wenly-