deposits

come back! :( it wasnt enough

exams are like 3 weeks away? lol i guess it is about time to start panicking.
i need a wake up call.

had a good laugh today with the gang. haha power socket kononnya, with a switch and the wire to go with it.


had this thought somewhere last year end. its kindof fading away now,
shall write this thought down before it leaves my memory.

how did we come to love Him in the first place? what passed through our minds when we were kids in that CW class saying that sinner's prayer? i can tell u mine was yay, now i wont end up in hell. yes, clearly it wasnt purely out of love.

love for Him was once 'so that i can go to heaven' or rather 'so that i will not burn in hell'

take heaven and hell away from the picture,
will our love still be the same? will we still choose Him in the first place
was our love for our salvation more than our love for Him.
how more conditional can our love for Him be?

when are we going to love Him for what He is.

funny how it doesnt matter to Him whether He is what we choose eventually.
His love, unconditional


we love, because He first loved us - 1john 4:19
dont think He knows of the word 'because' when it comes to love, He just loves.