u know u miss them when u start seeing them in other people.

funny how u thought that stage was over

that u can get up and move on ur own

when u thought u buried it deep enough, until it seemed like it never existed

then u wish and u want and u finally believe that it doesn't exist anymore

funny how little things, random places can bring back a bucketful of memories

that flood up ur mind, wave after wave, then it dazes u out

remember?

funny what a hypocrite we are sometimes

when we wish to forget, but want to remember

and we move on, to cling more

sometimes i really wish i have a memory of a goldfish

but what is life without memories? when u have nothing to remember

sometimes even the happy ones make u sad

but they were ones that were supposed to make u laugh, weren't they?

some of them, they're not what they used to be anymore

when u collect a new one, u find that some of it wasn't what it was anymore



when ur afraid of losing any of them, yet want them all to go away.