countdown: 5 days to treasure hunt

going to ipoh for treasure hunt this sat! arrgh.. the food! the cousins, the aunties and uncles! nyahah the HOTEL! cannot wait arrr...

started painting my class. brought food and macaroni for my frens on sat. went to umarani today and had ice cream goreng!. haha found out the true story of hong shen and khai ling. haha i reject you!! that poor guy. err maybe that poor girl.

thought about this one night. what will happen to us after death. i used assure myself without thinking : heaven lah. but then again am i really sure? what if its just like we sleep but not wake up at all. will we even feel anything ? what becomes of our soul.do we even have one? . that really got me to think seriously. i Am going to die one day unless Jesus comes when im like i dunno.. thirty? what will it be like, life after death. i only keep saying to myself that i will go to heaven. but do i really believe it or how sure am i?

after that night, i felt kindoff empty the next few days. it was like i suddenly knew i was actually going to die. all these earthly stuff i care about, like what my friends think of me, my money, everything i have or i plan to have. i cant take all these with me after i die. so whats the purpose of living? if my only purpose of living is to improve myself of get myself new things or do what i want to do. that wont bring me anywhere after i die. how can all the other people be so happy when they know that one day they will lose everything and they will be forgotten?

then it dawned me how little time i have to really know about my Father in heaven and know about His promises or what He wants me to do. there are soo many things in the Bible that i havent read about yet. all the answers to these questions are in His Word. what people think about you or how much money or nice stuff u have. its not really gonna matter if i really go to heaven. but what matters most is what God thinks about me and all my treasures stored in heaven. will my house be like a mansion in heaven? or some old shack built beside king David's mansion. i really want to find out and know Him better.

what about all those non-Christians? what about their lives? are they empty? they have nothing to cling on to even after they die. dont they know that they have a purpose too? dont they know they have hope? who can they turn to when they dont have Jesus or know about His Word?

after thinking this out, i realised i need to focus on God and His Word before its too late. i felt like a different person after this. not living for myself but God. doing his Will and not my own. how empty my life will be without Him. i will be living for the sake of living to please ppl and myself. whats the point of it when everything will be gone after i die?

being a Christian, i can turn to God. i live for a purpose.

and for that i am glad.


DID U ALL KNOW?

chickens mate before they lay eggs!! according to se ken at youth. but if they lay eggs everyday they have to mate everyday? so mafan. haha.

ps: cheryn zhe bought a new nikon d40!!! and she uses auto.. -.- hehe

-wenly-

which is right and which is wrong???!!

haih.. i really dont know wat to do.. which is right and wrong?
need some advice.. here's the story..
this good teacher who can really teach is so unwilling to giv us tuition. but after begging her for like a hundred years. she gave us tuition for the chapter of the subject..during this 1st lesson.. a fren of mine was in charge of looking for the teacher.. she had a twin brother.. man! they are so selfish.. jus like their mother..
so when i ask them to tok to the teacher and ask for the next class during a public holiday aftetr for like 2 months, they gav me all kinds of nonsense like ; i lazy to ask or why u tell me so late or u go ask la.. fine.. since they didnt wan to do anything bout it.. so me and my frens called.. and this time.. we had our tuition in the teacher's place (used to be in the twin's house, since their relluctant to ask, no havin it there), the place was bigger nicer.. this time.. there were more students ( its used to be a few cox the twins' mother said it would be troublesome to let ppl join - selfish). alot of students wanted to join.. well tht evil mother of theirs jus say, i dun wan so many students, later they cancel this cancel tht.. grrh.. irritating! keep on tellin me the same thing.. i respect her becox she's older..
guess wat.. we we asked for the second lesson. she faster phone me askin 'did u put my two children's name in the list? are they included in the tuition?' and when alot of students showed up tht day, they were so unhappy.. knowledge is everyone's.. not jus theirs.. so kia su for wat...
so.. now.. on to the third lesson. which is gonna be held next monday.. the mother faster called the teacher ( too scared tht i would do the same thing again and call lots of ppl..) she jus wanted to be incharge..... and she told me.. dun call other students.. i said ' they are included in the group, u cant jus kick them out!' she said' well, u can join us and jus forget them.. is non of our and your business' her house couldnt fit in so many ppl.. i told her i'll try to open anohter group for them.. i just couldnt ditch them.. she told me.. the teacher is only willin to teach another 2 lesson.. 1 is for her twin's group and for the others.. and then no more.. i was like 'WAT THE ..." she is so talented in makin up stories.. she told me friend they wil have bout 3 lessons more during the holiday for each chapter.. she lied jus to prevent me from openign the other group..

well.. this is the thing now..
wat should i do??
should i jus join the tuition and pull as much students i can and leave the others behind or go against this scary mother and her evil twins and lose the chance of goin to this tuition?
if i jus join the tuition and act like nothing happen.. i could live in peace.. avoid lots of problems...if i dun.. i'll feel like betray myself and felt like i lost to this selfish mother.. she takes control.. but i'll be getting on with my own life..

so tell me.. which is right and which is wrong? whats my next step?

p.s. wenly.. i am jealous of u.. giv me ur IPOD!

WEI

the afterexams

exams are OVER!! happeeee!

went for chicken chop with pei rong and jean sean. then went to jun yuan's hse at night. haha yun wei started to c if we ppl were wearing bras in bed.

went for jogathon the next day. more like walkathon.. those form 1 ppl were a funny sight tho. it was as tho they were running for their life!!! all short short and skinny skinny summore. all of us seniors were just walking demurely, while criticizing them. haha meanies. i guess it will always be the same every year. the seniors stepping on those juniors who think they rule the world.

seriously! someone should teach them manners from scratch. for example: lining up like civilized people and not rushing to the chicken rice stall from the OPPOSITE way. have they any sense of direction??? or humility when the WHOLE line is looking at you and talking about you at the top of their lungs.. and this is not just to one chu yi zai. but to the many who make their way to food by cutting in as tho it is the most natural thing to do. hmph. they should know that alot of people care when it comes to food.


haha ok enuff of those people. il blog about the rest of yesterday. going to read some stuff now. bye!
-wenly-

introducing my new ipod shuffle. /shouffle. heheh. from my aunt and uncle. its not video but still.. at least i can save my money for something else now that i have this.. :D

the skinny one

haiyor

haiyor u so geng, DRIVE BACK LA!!!!!!!!! hehe.

did a sketch in school about the pearl. sigh me n my horrible acting skills. i had to play the part where that juana kena slap summore. eh WOMAN! u must stand up for urself sumtimes u kno!!

haha my friend acted as coyotito and sat on the teacher's table to cry. then the whole table toppled oVER! muahaha! too bad he wasnt in our group.
but pooi leng did a relly gd job as directer n evryting. she even wrote scripts for us to memorize. how professional is that?! haha one of the kebaikan having the president of the drama society in ur group. evrything is organised! in other words, no need to do anything!

i finished my sejarah test in half an hour. skipped most of the questions. cz i *ahhem* flipped through 4 chapters in one hour.

then after exams went for CAs. it was movie day! one night with the king was not bad. minus the love story. come on la, after two days then say i love u ad.where is the logic to that??!
haha liked the part where one of the girl was thrown off her horse. elyse said: eh u see? even the horse also dont want her. wahahha! nearly slept in the beginning but elyse kept me awake. and there was one part where i thought some yellow flowers were bird poo. then dim zhe they started throwiing them flowers on the wedding day! elyse turned to me and said: eh ur bird poo! bahahaha!
then it started to get colder and colder. i lent my jacket to ernying. so elyse, angeline, eliza and i sat there trying to not freeze to death. my teeth were chattering, knucles n knees knocking into each other. brrr.

then that queen esther. ppl here freezing ade she still walk up the stairs so sloww. one step by one step summore. ishh the agony watching her take her time.. haiyorr... RUN UP ALREADY!! that moment was supposed to be a very gamdung but too cold ade . cannot show emotion or feel anything. NUMB..

went to crc to eat then went to western cafe at night. had to cut the chicken into small pieces so i wouldnt have to bite hard or chew too much. sigh.. wad a big price to pay just to be PRETTIER.

thats all for now. take care u ppl!

staying at home this time

three weeks of exams! this is killin me.. slowly.. so cruel.. and after this 3 weeks of exams s a very cruel holiday.. i cant go to kl.. yes i'm tellin somebody tht i cant go to kl.. so stop tempting me with the lets-go-watch-movie-TOGETHER.. of course i wanna go to kl. but my mom said that it should be a holiday and we should reeeelaaaaxxx... weird way of relaxing though this time.. usually we realx by shopping and rushing in to the cinema.. buying the pop corns and stuff. this time.. is staying home and relax. with nothing else to do but study.. lock in a place with nothing else to do.. my oh my.. ths 'relaxing' for me..

P.S. halo! i know who you are tokin about.. dun need to cough.. burp! burp! go get your driving liscence when ya free..


wei`

and i am updating in bout. mayb once a week aint i

*gasp* its the potatoes!

yerr.. exams are near.
but it wont affect my updating.. ehehe. once a week...
but compared to somebody i know.. *cough cough* its very good already!

and happy to say, the wire in my teeth which costs about the same as erm.. i dunno.. about 2 k800s has stopped giving me ulcers.. !! after one night of salt water and bonjela every three hrs.
sigh. have to tahan la.. when evryone is eating nasi lemak and asam laksa beside you..

happy birthday li jia, ann zhe, serene, mabel, li ning.. n the list goes on..
why are so many ppl born in the month of MAY??
celebrated li jia's bday on friday. haha forced ah guu to kiss her. and he really did, just not on the lips. haiyo so shy for wad? haha.

and i just found out that u will have more chances of getting breast cancer if u eat too much potato.. do french fries count?? i have a feeling they do.. saddening isnt it?..

potato: *puts on an innocent face* i didn't do it!

wenly: yea yea ... that's what they always say.

poor potato.

n PS: i didnt make u all put braces at the same time.. u all just wanted to look like me.

-> shuwei: do u wana come for family camp?? u come backt hen we can watch spider man and pirates of the carribean... TOGETHER

the FREAKy GEEKy gang

just heard that t khin yang also put his braces.. this is gonna be weird when we walk out together.. let me see.. khin xian, me, wenly, kirly, irwin, and khin yang is wearing braces,... we're gonna be the freak gang!! too bad khin liang took off his already.. oh my. imagine goin ice skating together and u see one bunch of ppl skating with braces.. ITS FREAKY!!!! musty be wenly's fault.. made all the cousins put braces at the same time..

well then, still lookin forward to see everyone. see who looks the MOST FREAKY! wont be me.. good luck for the others freaks!

shuwei`