bak kut teh

had games today. . had fun early in the morning. filled up the water ballons with vivian and eliza. HAHA! so funny, the water ballons kept popping, some chun long wan!! then i popped some cz my fingernails were quite long, haha vivian popped some too! cz she CHO LO ma.. hahathen i realized they were like water bags. neh some of those desperate woman who want theirs big so they put water bags inside. haha i tried. so heavy weh. yuckyuckyuck. then it sagged down summore. later my team lost bcoz we ran out of amonition. but some of the ballons relli cannot save wan.. !

THEN the worst part came.. as team leader, i led my team to the last place ..yea i kno theres no such thing as lucky or not wan la. but i just bring that losing aura evrywhere. .. i knew all long that i do not have any leadership qualities in me. i cant lead for nuts..!! cz yea,.i lack self confidence. relli felt bad coz i din know what to do when all the other leaders knew how to guide them and stuff and LEAD them.. ishh!..
i hate being leader!! even if i have any suggestions or ideas of my own, il always tend to follow others. what if im wrong? what if they are doing the right thing dadadada... i even took some colour test for personality or sumting lidat. self esteem was supposed to be in brown and i couldnt find brown in that box!!! later i this thin straight line..sigh.. couldnt even see the colour properly.

i relli admire ppl who have self confidence tho. like tsu fei, pei chee, ying hui and bao yi.. haha all my close friends. cz maybe with them i kno i can follow them, dont have to think whether what i choose is right or wrong. they just know what to do or what they want or what to say or what to choose!

anyway, had fun la playing those farney kind of games like gully-dui, dodgeball, newshockey where u had to use a rolled up newspaper to hit a ball, and later, capture the flag where we used up all the water ballons to hit the green team members. later, daddy came to pick us up n we went sg buluh for bak-kut-teh. nice weh! haha brighten my whole day up.
im having exams next week so wont be blogging for awhile.. i think. haha. going for my school punya 24 drums performance later! friend belanjaing.

so hav a good week all u ppl! and to those in AUS, dun eat so much ya. ! haha