youth again tomorrow!

sometimes it gets so frustrating, discouraging. to see them looking at the time, hearing them rapidly answer a question just for the sake of answering

but then again. they joy of watching some change

some taking charge, and some willing to share.

and laughter! the best thing ever

il take on more of the bad moments just to see these.

refined under pressure huh. 

no one else can do it like how we do it

so why dont we go ahead and do what we were meant to do

fear, pressure, insecurity, they lock our feet back onto the ground.

along with its grip on our hearts.

its so encouraging sometimes to see the people stepping up

when they realize, hey, i need to do this. 

and even more when they have never done it before.

ruth said something on a thursday,

' u know sometimes when God is asking you to do sth, just do it already. dont wait, dont ask questions

dont ask opinions'

why the wait? why the insecurity?

sometimes we feel the call, we know it, deep down. 

there will be no peace until we answer

why do we hesitate, when we know it is from God

why the fear of our own inabilities, when we know of God's abilities

some shoes, no one can fill.