pms and paper butterflies

graaaahhh!
was in a bad mood today
well apparently i wasnt the only one.
zy was pmsing too.
haha but hers was pre mine was post
so we grumbled all our way through physics

then on our way to stuff our face, my fren banged a taxi
walaoweh
stupid taxi driver kept on shouting at us:" i drive my dis car arh, for 5 yrs ady, I NEVER BANG before, now im very angry and bla bla bla"
if u weren't there at that time of the accident u would have thought that we owed him big time since our "lives" before. lol

so everyone was kinda in a bad mood at the end of everything
and to cool ourselves off,
we went for some tong sui and bought some books! YAY!
haha. the bookstore at atria so cheap weh the warehouse thing
if i died and went to heaven i wana go there. haha

and so we are kinda happy now.
to tsufei: U WONT FAINT, CRY or THROW UP larh
just keep on reminding urself, that if u cry how sad u will make those poor people feel and if u faint how the poor people will have to drag u off the stage or how those poor people will have to do their makeup all over again if you ever throw up on them

but if u ever do i wana see the pics! :D

oh and she sent me a pic of the paper butterflies at the coldplay concert in aus.
so pretty!

I WANA SEE COLDPLAY TOO TT

like that kind of day

feel like strangling sth now. or slapping someone. (haha shuwei will kena tomoro.)
and someone's gonna kill me for that. lol
sigh
feeling numb, void. just realized i've not been talking to You like i used to. have not been telling You everything.
i'll tell You now,
felt terrible when i lost the ticket. was searching high and low for it
then
i found it today!!! yes i was happy.
just for a few secs before i got to know that i couldve been there that day
that couldve been feeling has been nagging me.. GAH!
frustrated that i cannot do anything alreadyyyy..
but i guess il just have to be grateful i found the ticket.
thanks anyway i know im acting like some kid. gosh like KEN HU!!!
haha nah he's not even like that anymore.

grow uP!

went to celebrate xiu wei's bday that day. u can get the pics at www.peichee.blogspot.com.
lazy to post all of it up when they are about the same.
but i like this one:

tada!

oh and went to ou before valentines dat with the yap sisters. nah heres a pic of them playing HOUSE OF THE DEAD. LOL ern ying was helping her "reload" haha

and this is a vid of the elder one doing some "CHUNTED" dance moves. HAHA


NOW SEE THIS AND COMPARE. LOL

and finally, some funny pics to brighten up everyone's day. well, they did make my day.

my ming xiiii


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sanctus real, whatever you're doing

It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time to make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender...

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This is something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly
Something Heavenly

insomnia

am finding it hard to sleep these few weeks. since exams and cny and all.
i think i slept for about 2 hours the whole of last night
rah! its like my mind can't shut itself down. and i cannot seem to turn it off.
but it seems to like to shut down at all the wrong times, for example during those "night before exams crash course", 8am bio classes and all.

survived today on sugar and two pills of vitamin c.
oh and teh panas and nat's black pedas halls sweet.
being high on sugar, i only slept during the last question in the 8am bio class, and that was like amazing huh, i know :D *pats self on the back*

and we went bangsar for some shopping and banana leaf lunch!
haha the banana leaf thing was good! with mutton and fried brinjals and the nice nice curry
all for rm7.00!
and i bought a pair of jeans from cat whiskers for rm10.00!!!!!
TEN RINGGIT!!
hia hia. am sooo happy with it :DDDDDDDDD

oh and while visiting the track team's site, i found this:

meet my juniors! :)

first thing i noticed was there wasn't a single senior with them.
they look happy, cute, relaxed, probably after some strenuous training
and most importantly they look like a TEAM,
like 1 family, and like stitch says: Ohana means family, family means no one gets left behind
knew some of the kids wayy back, when they first started high school
and looking at them now, its sooo hard to believe that they are the same person i met the first day of kk.
lots of them have changed, gained confidence ( lots of it), learned to love, to give and to sacrifice one's self for others, to put others above self
because in a team, its not about you, its about everyone plus you

looking at the pic again, closely, my thoughts are : so this is the future of the track team
now i get the picture.
no matter how many medals each one of them won or how badly they lost,
they will always be part of the team
and no matter how they did in those meets i'll always be proud of them. very very proud.

haha this picture reminds me of the fun times we had together as a team

on today

ello world :)

so our new year break has officially ended.
and i made my chinese new year's resolution for this whole year.

1. to listen for His voice rather than talk nonstop
   
2. to actually Do my homework!! DOOO YOURR HOMEEWORRRKKKKK!!!!
3. stop eating unnecessarily, in other words, stop eating when we feel like eating!
4. stop emo-ing
5. get new songs from singhuey!!!
6. get my rich boyfriend ( hmm the lousang hasn't worked yet)

haha been in a good mood this past few days. i even slept like twice only this whole week. not counting tomoro yet. usually im not awake before ten but I didnt even sleep in the 8am bio class on the first day of school! well maybe just dozed off for like ten seconds but then i was wide awake again! credits to nathalie's suuuuper hot HALLS sweet. the black kind. i felt like spitting it out halfway but i managed to tahan and was wide awake for the whole 2 hours :) go ahead and compliment me, its an achievement!

oh and today lemme intro u to two new friends of mine:

meet errrr teddy 1 and teddy 2!

haha obviously i haven't named them yet but i will soon! still thinking of nice guyish names for them. bought them for like rm 10 each.
OH WAIT!!! I DIDNT BUY THEM FOR MYSELF.
well u see, they started selling them to us in class as some Valentine's Day gift to ur loved ones. and we thought they were oh so cute. but then, it would be so sad to buy urself a Valentine's Day gift. haha sing huey was like: To sing huey, I LOVE U!!! I ALWAYS DO AND ALWAYS WILL" or sth lidat. haha. and we nearly didnt get them.

but suddenly.. was it nathalie or sing huey or shuwei or carmen had a brilliant idea.

WE WILL BUY IT FOR EACH OTHER!! LOLL
at least we don't seem so despo. hahah! ok maybe still abit la.
so err i bought shuwei's red tedy, shuwei bought mine, singhuey bought carmen's pink teddy and carmen bought singhuey's pink teddy .
and we all got them together :) ain't it sweet
now i just have to name them

and ming xiang promised me he will get a mountain of teddies for me on Vday. hahah shall be waiting for it LOL

gong hei fatt choy!

lol the amount of monies i won this year! haha around 30 i guess?? coz normally i will end up with -30. and note to tsufei: i didnt get my 20 angpows!!

and so we were busy as usual. the whole week. until today
1ast day:

family photo!

then at the first uncle's house in menjalara:

cuzins photo

another uncle's house:

eason!

this cute kid i tell u. puts keys at the side of his bike to "start" the bike. then he reverses with the sensor sound, it kinda goes like this: tit tit tit tit tit .. haha
then he "locks" his bike with 1 beep and opens it with 2 beeps. so cute weh! and he talks in cantonese as if he were from hong kong.

then we went to my other uncle's house in pj. the food there is always the best among all the houses we go.

and after that we went to my cousin's house. yea my cousin who is balding. haha according to irwin. he is like i dunno, as old as my dad and i have nieces and nephews who are like wayy older, around 25 i guess. LOL

their super big house. my cousin is filthy rich!

the lookalikes

happy niu year!

then we saw this mirror at his house... haha!

and played fireworks at night as usual

2nd day:
and so after my singapore relatives left, we went to my 2nd aunt's house in the evening. didnt go to my 1st aunt's house this year coz i couldnt wake up in time. heheh
but we had fun. haha watching ken hu getting bullied and playing ginrami.

and then we lousanged our way to our rich boyfriends

quarter of my relatives

the closest ppl

bobo with her new lg phone. haha

angpow!

the pink sisters

then on the 3rd day:
the day of rest! kindof weird tho coz normally we would go to my 3rd uncle's house. but this yr no open house there. same thing for my 2nd uncle. TT
but i went out with tracy, vivian and marianne. had lunch at dragon i and snooker session in ou. haha tracy's snooker skills super chun i tell u! vivian also!
and we watched red cliff 2 at brem mall at night! haha super nice movie i tell u! and takeshi kaneshiro is sooo yao yeng! when he " borrowed" the east wind.

and the 4th day:
went to my 4th uncle's house. the day of karaoke and blackjack and more ginrami!
haha i won all of yang yang's money in blackjack, to lose it all to shukim i think was it? haha in ginrami later that night.
oh and we had LOK LOK this year too! HAHA the van broke down nearby and had to be towed all the way to the house. my uncle said so the fatman steamboat was really fat after all or sth like that. lol

with 2 of the cutest cousin bros

yellow theme!

and after the 4th day was outings and more outings. had a cousin's gathering at hun zhe's place where we watched mamma mia and chuck and larry. LOL super farney weh that day. and how my garlic breads got burnt and how i won xiao yun zhe's money. lol

headed down to sunway on monday with my roommates, had a great long talk with them. stayed in mph while they went to the water park.
headed over to yun xin's house. haha that girl will be the death of me! i waited soo long at the other side of the road for bus t623 to find that i was actually waiting at the WRONG side of the road. LOLL
so i crossed the road to see a blur flash of red passing by.the stupid t623!!! TT
yun xin said the next one would only come like 45 minutes later. -.-"
thank goodness it came in like ten minutes. phew.. stupid girl! haha

then stopped at kelana jaya and took a taxi to her place where i chilled for 1 hour waiting for miss chong to fetch us to tcher's place.
lol and she came without a car!
had dinner at some restaurant nearby, with the usual gang.
i forgot it was already chu 8!! lol rushed back just in time to see them pray to the err heavens

usually while they pray i would be busy serving the err.. burnt peanut soup. haha so mean but its true!! lol its always on that fateful day my aunt's soup will have " cao long" taste.

and the amazing fireworks display!!!
haha it was like a competition to see which house in jalan ipoh had the most money! haha!
everybody counted : 1k, 2k, 3k, along with every pop sound. loll the way those ppl burn their money. haha but it fine with me i guess coz we get free show.

lol and my cousin and i were like: ITS U I SHALL MARRY! and then an even bigger and nicer one would appear in the sky at the opposite direction, and we would go : OH NOOO! ITS THAT ONE! lolLL!!! the highest bidder would get us. haha
my silly cousin with great imagination-- ivy ,said everytime they stopped, it was to replenish their amo or err refill. their wives would be like: go!! GO BUY SUMMORE!!! hahah but it actually looked that way.

then shuwei invited our college friends over on wed. played MAHJONG with ming xiang and ppl. lol finally i get to play mahjong. its been ages since i touched the set. taught around 3 ppl to play so we had enough kakis. haha! by the end of the night, even kevin and guo chin became mahjong sifus. lol

took silly pictures with the girls who stayed overnight- nat and singhuey. haha the four of us went down to the kitchen at 2 sth in the morning to cook indomie just because nat and singhuey had the sudden craving for it. Haha.

went to the curve the next day, shopped for awhile and went lookout point at night! haha stupid shufen zhe put my student id up against the window and some guy in the nxt car was staring at it. then shuwei aligned all cards with my face on it against the window and the guy in the next car took HIS ic out and PUT IT AGAINST THE WINDOW!! HAHAHHA stupid weh. funniest thing that happened all new year.
spent most of the time at lookout point laughing at shuwei doing silly stuff and her silly games. LOL she actually got bored enough to play the " hit my finger with ur finger game" LOLLL and we had a "lets see who can fa dai the longest" and " who can keep their eyes open without blinking" i lost that one. haha with the wind and dry eyes and all. it was freezing up there. and i quote shufen zhe: "nonid to bring jacket la! not cold wan! " she was hugging on to hers all night.

and so that is all the outings this 2 weeks, gonna send shufen zhe off tomoro.. i tot she was leaving on the 17th.. -.-" sigh will miss that woman alot.

and the last pic of the day: this was err long ago i think, when we went for michelle zhe's makeup workshop. at this cool restaurant called palet pallete i think.

roxsta girls :)