legacy

I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
You could take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all who's who and so-n-so's that used to be the best
At such'n'such ... it wouldn't matter much

I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights
We all need an 'Atta boy' or 'Atta girl'
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world

I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things?
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy

I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthly list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy

Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...

lol had this song stuck in my head today.. i miss it! i deleted it a long time ago and i cannot find it in my folder anymore..TT AND MY ARES IS NOT WORKING AGAIN!!!!! TT
sigh.
and its so true, the lyrics i mean. what we will leave behind in this world, how will we be remembered..
its not about how many exams we aced,
or what noble careers we have chosen,
or how wealthy and popular we were.

there has gotta be so much more than this

i guess its about the love we gave, showing people how great His love can be.
maybe thats just how i consider existence is, by being a part of someone else's life.
and even when we finally depart from this world, we still do exist, as the permanent mark or legacy we left behind.

saturday

we went evangelising yday.. well sorta.
at the start of the day i was all hyped up! finally im gonna do something for other people and for God! instead of just talking all day about how we are gonna bring people to Him.
was supposed to go to some lrt station and talk to people, but we ended up giving out tracts in housing areas.. sigh. kinda potong steam lorhs.
and it was kinda depressing...
we were supposed to be at some lrt station with PEOPLE!!!!.. sigh..
soo many houses were either under construction or uninhabited. is this some house renovating season or sth??!!
but we managed to talk to some people that day. sad to say most of em rejected us but then at least all of em had a chance to know a little about Him.

haha at one point we were feeling so depressed that i think even He felt it.
somehow someway we met one nice Christian lady who told us to keep going on and to not be discouraged... =D

and yea she sortoff brightened up my whole day.
and once again im reminded of how important tracts are, that just one tract or leaflet may be able to save more than one life.

outings

this is what we've been doing the past 2 weeks...

ruey fwu's bday!

the gang at tony roma's

peichee bday boy and wenly

right after the bday thing.. it was divesh's bday at barcelona! haha had fun that day. stayed overnight at ZY's house!

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and yesterday.. WE HAD DINNER AT MUI JIE's HOUSE! haha. went one u with sing huey and gang and joined pei chee and gang right after kei tuck sek.

oh we met jamie and wei chin! while eating "tian bu la" tempura.

and we met bao er and shin ying too!

and we had" grocery shopping". haha

we had balloons too! left them in a pot at mui jie's house tho.. HAHA

GAAAH!

mui jie and the cake hsin wei made for her!!!! very nice wei

time for a family picture!

haha this is our "mommy".. earliest to arrive.. at 5pm weh, while the rest of us arrived at 8pm. she fried some very very VERY salty french fries.. HAHHAHA

and we had a game of WHO GETS THE BIGEST CARD. so losers had to finish one bottle.

will be turning on my studying mode.. haha. no more outings i say.. NO MORE!
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yea right.

those were the days

we used to go pasar malam every monday to eat lok lok.. haha!
and roti john.
we used to run to the taufufa stall after training and before study time.
haha and guess the today's special ice cream flavor.
our favorite was triple chocolate and rum raisin.
and all our mamak sessions.
and kepong ktz tongsuis and steamboats.
the late night hostel supper.
the potato with mayo and tuna and egg!
the tomyam mihun!
the BUBBLE MILK TEA!!

now everyone's gone.
nobody to eat ice cream with..
no room to go to during the hot afternoons
no one to go back to..

i miss watching and laughing at the ppl i know arubba-ing other ppl. LOL
and those dreadful 3000m run around the whole school tests that we went through together.
all the long long walks from class to the KH building.
and those water bags we "broke" during lab sessions. AHAHHAH ying hui's water bag i still remember!

i will always miss
the xiu hei pei chee whos always angry at something... HAHA
the lengzai khai sheng, stupid xin wei, 38 pei chong and more 38 man yao.
the nerdy wee ming, my chan wah darling, serious wilson, shorty marcus, kind uncle yile, red tomato yi jun, sapor soo pei ling, crazy evonne and many many more of u ppl i really love!!!

i miss waking up at 7.15 in the morning, lining up to brush teeth with everyone
being the last to come down for breakfast( oh wait 2nd last, yun xin was always the last)
haha i wana thank ah boon for waiting for me.
and trudging or sleepwalking all the way to class, with a cup of cereal in one hand and a pile of books in the other.
i miss crawling through the window of the room during recess ( yes i can go through! ) to get my homework and stuff that i left behind.

most of all i miss the ppl there.haha.
ah ying la, hui min la, ah boon la, hai mei la, wan ying la, salina la, hui jie la, miki la, turtle la, my roommates etc.
and all my classmates... ppl who left a mark for like forever in my life.

now they won't be there anymore.. no point going back anymore.
haha i won't get to see chan wah flirting with other girls and ah boon showing off her cup size
remember how happy we used to be when we ordered mcD late at night??!
how we LOVED mcD delivery ppl at that time. and the satisfaction after eating our mcD supper. * big happy sigh* that was THE best thing. haha so easily satisfied.
mcD doesn't taste that nice anymore without u ppl.

guess those days are gone...

now il be the only one left who goes to buy snacks from the van uncle and lady after school....................


oh yea! i forgot shuwei n ivy!!! and shukim is coming back permanently!!!

AND TSUFEI IS COMING BACK ON THE 29TH!!!
oh well. i guess we all have to move on.

today and tomorrow.

today is the day Obama wins the election, and made history.
today is the day i had a 8.00am bio class which i sort of slept through it. heh.
today is the day of my TNF senior's birthday- jing xian
today is the day an army of red ants.. RED ANTS! of all the species, invaded my blue school bag and tried to move every crumb left of yesterday's doughnut. sigh so i went to college with my stuff in a PAPER bag. lol sort of liked it tho. didn't have to go through the whole ordeal of zipping and unzipping and rummaging into the black unknown for my calcu or w660i.

and i feel really really bad today.. a sand bag thing for gardening fell onto a puppy.. a PUPPY!!!!!! TT i don't even know if it will survive tonight.
why why WHYYYY???! TT
really really hope it doesnt die. can't do anything right now..

and tomorrow?

tomorrow wenly will have an 8 am BIO class AGAin which she will sleep through AGAIN..
tomorrow is ruey fwu's birthday, and wenly will go out to midvalley to meet with some old friends of hers. right after class. around 2.30 pm
and then she will come back dead tired, just in time to change clothes and go out to sunway to celebrate divesh's birthday. this will be around 5.30 i guess??
tomorrow after dinner at sunway wenly will be going to barcelona and she will not dance and will not drink much, but just sit there n stone, or maybe fall asleep.

well maybe just a few changes mite happen.
maybe il skip physics exp.. sigh mite as well skip the whole of chemistry before that.. gah. >.<"
maybe i won't fall asleep during bio. i feel guilty.
no.. i must NOT fall asleep.
maybe i wont go barcelona after dinner. so mafan.. n i hate the smoky smell.. TT

and maybe the puppy won't die.

sigh..
gtg. have prayers to say for tonight...
it just might save the puppy
shall go look at it again.

happy days

we had a game of TABOO a week ago in DSA.
this time we played it with ming xiang n shuming n william aka LIANG DONG LIANG (LTL).

haha!
super funny weh how the guys describe stuff, totally different wan i tell u.
here are some examples:

(the answer is penthouse)
LTL(william): neh nEHHH!!! that sexy magazine!
the girls: PLAYBOY!
LTL: nonoonO!! got another 1 wan!
shuming: nehhh! that porn magazine ahhh
the girls: HOW WE KNOW?!!?!? LOL we don't even read this sort of thing wan we only know PLAYBOY.... >.<" and they went on trying soo hard to describe it when they finally gave up. lol when we found out it was penthouse, shireen: OHMYGOSH WHY CAN'T U ALL SAY THE ROOM ON TOP OF THE CONDOMINIUM?!??!
AAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHA

and another one:
(the answer is seagull)
william: err err..
shuming: neh that actor. steven what? steven.... ???!?!
the girls: harh??!
william; neh that wan that acted in ( insert name of show) !!!!
the girls: HARH??!

and finally,
shireen: SEAGULL!
william+shuming: YEA!
aiyohhhhh couldn't they just say a bird that flies over the ocean?!?!
>.<"

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and we celebrated yun xin's 18th birthday at lookout point in ampang!

so after my class outing in midvalley pc fetched me from sg buloh station and we all met at DESA PARK CITY. then we sat in ah lai's car and reached there in around 15 mins, not counting the time taken while waiting for joanne. HE WENT AT 160KM/H!!! TT i nearly died.
UP THE HILL SUMMORE!!! haha scary but syok at the same time.
then we came down in BB's MURANO hahaha. he went sumwhere near ah lai's speed but not that scary tho coz its a four wheel drive
stayed at xieling's hse with yunxin and wanying. sigh nostalgia.
then later in the morning we had BAK KUT TEH at kepong.
and then about 1.30 hours after we reached ch, yunxin n i went to uma to eat AGAIN. haha
stupid fried ice cream.

desa park city

yiu wee in the trolley and peefee the aunty

the cake pc made for yun xin.

the gang at lookout point

walking in to chong hwa. lol too hot ma. haha half of the umbrella got burnt off by the candles on the birthday cake.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO!