sometimes i feel like this..


>.<" i feel like its tearing me apart. splitting me up into two. everytime i get hold of one i tend to lose the other, its just so hard to keep them all together.
and its just not the same without any one of it.

maybe i should let them all go. fly fly fly!
sigh, but i really do care, or maybe i just want to care.

and maybe im just scared of what will be left after they have all gone away. like layers and layers being peeled away, stripped of all i take pride in and exposed.

coz its so easy to hide. to feel safe and secure. and think that u can fool the world.

I need You so close to me
Cause You're the only One who makes my life complete
Oh Lord I know it took so long to see
That You are my security