Selamat hari raya!

it means we will have raya sales everywhere!
it means we will have clear roads for the next 5 days!
it means we will not have anymore road blocks
it means we will not have anymore traffic police who suddenly "tumbuh bagai cendawan selepas hujan" so active har now..
it means we can park illegally by the roadside wherever and whenever we want!


it also means my driving license will not be coming this week... TT

sigh.. i miss CCFU! :(

monsters

so this was the topic of our sat youth service for err... 3 weeks i guess?
and we got to know more about monsters living inside us and stuff. and we evaluated ourselves for like a week(okok i did a one day evaluation) and then today was the monster busting session.

here are some of the monsters:
pride
selfishness
laziness
anger
etc.

well i guess i have almost everything inside of me. heh yea what a monster!
which i sort off knew all along. what have i been doing with them and what haven't i been doing to them.
haha believe me after the test you will feel like the worst person ever! how unholy, unrighteous,
imperfect. and how i look like in His eyes.
its a miracle He did not turn away from me and did not desert me. how much i have sinned and yet He still loves me the same as yesterday. and we all know how God cannot tolerate sin. after seeing all your monsters at once in one day you tend to despise and loathe yourself, imagine what God sees in you everyday. but still He did not leave us nor forsake us.

and He did it all for love

i wanna thank You for Your forgiveness. for forgiving me over and over again for the terrible stuffs i did.
and Your unfailing love for me that surpasses everything in this world.
Thank You.

The LORD, the LORD, the compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness - Exodus 34:6

an old song..

It's all about saving Grace
All about living love
Being Jesus
To those he came to save
Sharing life
And giving our own away
All about serving God
All about saving Grace

-saving grace by point of grace

changfu's farewell and carmen's birthday party!

and we went all the way to..

i wana thank God for journey mercy wehh... shuwei's car jerked all the way there. we thought it was going to die on us!! i really wana thank God for protection on us and we all came back safely in one piece!
and we ate..

hong lim gai siu wan.. VERY NICE!!

happy birthday carmen, FU U FRANCIS! haha stupid changFU

nah we didnt really smush her. but look who got smushed instead,

CHANGFUUUU

then we started taking lots and LOTS of pictures..

elaine+carmen=beautifuls!

the girls, cept carmen. heh

a very lucky shuming and his two beautiful wives.
eh nono.. one wife and one bini.. haha ZY!

carmen.. u owe me ALOT FOR THIS!!!

sing huey and shuwei and dunno whut blue martini

mr and mrs khor

the girls + vicki the upcoming bollywood star

*sniff sniff* u husband stealers. may ur karma get u!!!

part of the guys and their chocolate milk. haha.

lengzai hong lim! ahahha nola ur MAZDA more lengzai

and the happy family!

we are all connected! lemme tell u how..

there was once a boy named changfu. he married wenly and they lived happily ever after. it was love at first sight. soon after their marriage, he started cheating on his gorgeous wife with some bimbo named zayani and a very very pretty vireen.
so wenly, the gorgeous wife decided to leave him and she ended up with MING XIANG! and from mrs chew she became mrs khor.
then ming xiang decided to cheat on poor wenly with ZY. and to get even, wenly did the same with shuming! and when ZY found out ming xiang one leg step two boat, she found herself two more husbands, divesh and shuming.
and so wenly found 6-7 more husbands to overcome depression.
and well, in penang shuming started to become the centre of attention and suddenly EVERYONE wanted him. and so his binis are: carmen, lilih, sing huey, shuwei and nathalie!
and sudenly everyone started cheating on each other!!!
the war of the worlds started..

shuwei cheated on shuming with hong lim and changfu!.
sing huey cheated on shuming with changfuu!
divesh cheated on wenly and ZY with vireen and MISS KANAA!!!
and miss kana cheated on divesh with tsen yi!
and everyone left shuming for ming xiaaang... TT
and they left him again for ming yi, his twin. hahah same wan ma....
heh. drama and more drama. sing huey said its like desperate housewives! ahahaa.
and so this is how A52 groupC is connected. well most of them anyway.

the stupid hill + lantern festival!

i failed my road test... TT

all thanks to that stupid hill with the traffic light. NORMALLY WHEN I GO NO CAR INFRONT WAN MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....

but but but. im retaking the road test next monday! hahah. hopefully i won't slide down the hill this time.

and i wana thank God for sending HANSEL that day. haha so ngam he failed the inside wan last time so he was there that day!. not that im happy he failed or anything but AT LEAST I GOT FRIEND!! it really helped. and thanks shuwei singhuey nathalie for the msgs! they took away most of my anxieties. well except for zayani's msg. HAHAHAH. but it cracked me up :D
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oh and we celebrated our lantern festival at juiwan zhe's house! 6 storey mansion! heheh. i went there empty handed but came back 8 months pregnant. heh. and so did everyone else. SOOO MUCH FOOD!!! CAN FEED HALF OF AFRICA WEH!!!

then gorgorzhai and jun howe gor tried to throw alvin into the pool. at the end of it, alvin's handphone ended up swimming in the pool instead of him. hahhahaha. instead of diving in immediately to rescue his beloved mobile phone, he sat down on the nearby chair with an " oh.."

OWEI YOUR HANDPHONE LAAAAA UNCLE!!!!

so jun howe gor jumped in with nice shirt and pants and all to save alvin's phone. sigh. the poor guy. heheh. later, he turned on the jacuzzi thing. haha KEN HU WAS SOOO AFRAID OF THE BUBBLES!!! he jumped right out and kept on asking :" YEEE WHAT IS THISS??!!! WHY LIDAT WAAAAN??!! I DUN LIKE LARRR!!!" and he kept away from the pool... which was sortof a good thing for everybody i guess, until ivy talked to him and got him in again.

then we had a short karaoke session in the karaoke room, which our microphones were quickly taken over by alvin, suyen, ning ning and ying ying.

then we had our annual lantern walk .and so we big ones took some lanterns hanging near the pool and distributed them to those kids. NOT AN EASY TASK I TELL U!!!

"wenly jie!!! i want a green one laaa... "
"suwei jie!! how come my lantern lidat wan???"
" YERRRR I ALSO WANT THAT RED LANTERN!!"
" AIYAAAA I NEEEDDD A BIG LANTERN LAAAAA!!" <-- so obvious who it came from right??!!! hmph.
"LENGLUI JIE JIE CAN U HELP ME PRWISSSSSSS!!!"
"wenly jie my stick leh???!! i got no stick!!!!"

it took us almost an hour just to get ready and walk out from the house. to go for a 15mins walk... -.-" AND WE KEPT STOPPING.. all those kids..... :

" AIYAAA my lantern no more light ady!!"
" OIIII MINE NO FIRE ADY! GIVE ME FIRE!!! FASTERRRRR!!!!!!" this came from suyen.. so impolite! HMPH! i got also dowana give u lah.
" WAAAAIIITTT my candle no more!!!"

i nearly lost it.. ARRRGHHH!!! so mafan! five steps stop once five steps stop once.
especially KENHU who was walking beside me, halfway he said loud enough for the whole of tropicana golf club residents to hear : AIYA MY HAND VERY PAIN OWEIDY LA.. HOW ARH?!! HOW?!! I NEED TO GO BACK OWEIDY LAHH..
so i told him to shut up and walk. then KENHU SQUINTED sideways at me. HE BEH ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh.. kids these days arhh.. hahah even ivy threatened him, : "KEN HU if you don't keep ur voice down and shut up we won't bring you home with us. "
AHAHHAHAHHA

went swimming after that with kirly ivy khinxian and yangyang. ivy who couldn't wash her hair for THREE days went down in jui wan jie's SHOWERCAP!! AHHAHAHHA ning ning said she looked like a maid.

we had a GREAT time that day. there is nothing better than having a few hundred cousins ( heh kuajeong abit but it always seems like that to outsiders) in your family. *happy sigh*

gahh its in my head..

yun xin the genius!

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!

heh. sorry i just found out about ur achievement. haha.
NO.1 LEH!!!!!
ok la even though its like a few months ago.. BUT STILL.. !!!!!
FIRST IN CLASS!

so who cares if its the 4th class or u only got a 68 average..
U GOT NO.1!!!! IN CHONG HWA!!!!!!!!! at least u got it before!!!! haha.

IM SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
just to let you know :I hope you get FIRST again.! haha well more like i hope you get good results in ur UEC! and an A in MATHS and physics!!!!! have faith in urself because you CAN and you WILL, and because i believe that you will do great!

hahah. love u lots. even though you are abit giam lar...hahha :D


so at the end of the year.....
you will be sharing the rm200 with me yes? heh.

my all time favourite song.

最重要的小事 -MAYDAY


我 走过动荡日子 追过梦的放肆 穿过多少生死
却 假装若无其事 穿过半个城市 只想看你样子

这一刻 最重要的事
是属於你 最小的事

世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹 什麼是真实
为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑 买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙 活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日 全心守护你
最小的事

我 就算壮烈前世 征服滚滚乱世 万人为我写诗
而 幸福却是此时 静静帮你提著 hello kitty 袋子

这一刻 最重要的事
是属於你 最小的事

世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹 什麼是真实
为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑 买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙 活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日 全心守护你
最小的事（最重要的事）

你 笑得像个孩子 每个平凡小事 变成永恒故事
PH；希望我们的故事也会甜蜜而永恒

to AH HUI!!!

where

who

and what

ahhui- the fastest runner ( below 13s i think) and the prettiest of all. AHAHAHA that was before i joined.. heh. nah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
and so xue er took us all to EAT!!!! haha thanks ya. it was fun :)
and so we had..

with lots of fresh lemon!! AHHHH so syok!

SLUUUUURRRRRPPP !

and lap cheong

gam zham gu with cheese and butter!

ladies and gentlemen i now present to u the dish of the day.. COW'S TONGUE!!!
haha xue er said when u eat it it feels like ur french kissing the cow.. AHHAHAHAH da keh lun

paper steamboat.. O.O

and so after we had the cake.. which every piece tasted like durian -.-' thanks to that one and only slice. we had a photography session with the birthday girl!

master soya, ah hui and FAKE QUEEN!!!

i was trying to get them to take a pic with me... -.-"

then they paksa me to go up the chimney... IM GOING TO HUMAN RIGHTS DEP. TO SUE U ALL!!!!! mistreating ur own beloved maid.

....

the best friends!! ah hui and xue er!

the 3 beautiful ppl!

.. okay maybe 2.

nobody wanted to take pics with me. THAT PEI CHEE AND YUN XIN LAAAAAAAAAAAAA

shot 1 which i sortoff sneezed into the camera

shot 2: ur lucky coz i managed to control myself n not sneeze into ur hand.

finally.

and this is everybody!

haha. i like this pic.

and the total bill went up to almost RM500!!!!

was relaxing infront of the computer.. drinking my apple juice and thinking : ah, life is good.. for now.

was trying to break stupid yuan han's 36k high score in word challenge.
hmph. of course u got it.. U ONLY HAVE LIKE WHAt.. 38 FRIENDS?? -.-" haha im just jealous. VERY VERY JEALOUS of your highscore lah.

i have to get over myself and move on to another game!!! MOVE ON WOMAN!!

then shuwei comes online and tells me she just woke up at 7 sth. and she said at 3 pm: i just wana sleep, for awhile. yea right.

and then she tells me about our math test tomorrow. TOMORROW!!!!!!!... i forgot.. again.
ish. and she said:" heh i knew that would happen."

I HAVE A TEST TOMORROWWWWWWWW.. there goes my ah-what-a-nice-nothing-to-do-evening. there goes all the joy in my heart too.. TT

tata for now.

what a beeyoutiful day!

first, look what my mommy bought for me..

tada!

14 packs ! all from some warehouse sale!
3 FOR RM10!!!!!


heheh. and we got to rate miss kana today..AHhh, WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE.
hia hia so finally all those suppressed feelings i have for her.. well lets say i got all of em written in the comments box. not so many good stuff to write about her tho.. lol
i only remember some of them tho..

it went sth like this:
rate the stuff on a scale of 1-5, 1 being the lowest and 5 being the highest.

1. does she respect students? 1 la.. i would have given her 0 if 0 were applicable.
2. err puncuality ... i gave her 2-3 i can't remember for all those 30 mins late for practical classes days.
3. teaching method.. i think i gave her 3-4 , what can i say i am a merciful person. heh.

but that was all the mercy i had for her. the rest were either 1-2 and an occasional 3.

heh. and ooh i went for calvary carnival.. heh not as many ppl as last time tho. with the rain and all the stuff happening in church. but it was quite an ok crowd i guess.. i sold drinks! sold lots of em. with shuwei jasmine and angeline i think. heh. it was FUN :) and so il post the pictures after i get them from shuwei. heh i hope i remember.

chemistry+kana=your worst nightmare!!!

TT dreading it.. i don't wana face her...

maybe il just skip chemistry tomorrow.. sigh.
shes gonna say im useless againnN!!!!! and brainless or sth degrading to us again..
i can see it now.. im gonna feel sucky tomorrow.

whyy.. hngghh

im gonna study physics now. tata! have a test on friday.. * sigh*.. and gonna see changfu off soon.. *double sigh*

my cwang fwuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!

saddening..

珍惜

so we had spaghetti today from MANU life.

and we did this experiment where we had to time our reflexes. before and after drinking a full cup of coffee. my reflexes improved =D
coffee without milk sucks... blek i had to add 2 tablespoons of sugar. sing huey's tasted like syrup.

missed a few ppl today..

tabby's gone for 3 months.. and tsu fei's phone is goneeee.. now i have to facebok her. sigh.. which takes her a million years to go online and reply my msg in facebook. and i miss shukim.. TT.. farney girl, kindoff stupid at times tho.. lol
and i miss ern ying! who won't be able to come out and see sunlight untill after SPM.
and ern cheeeeeeeeeeeee... far far away in some forgotten place in aussie land.
and elyse.. who has been working since err.. easter??

all in all.

i felt terrible today..

so i decided to treasure the time i have now with the people around me.

went back to school and we went for ice cream! haha i had green tea ice cream! it tasted almost like the one i bought from bon odori in form 3.. i still cannot find anything like that ice cream that day.. green tea ice cream with wafer. the best combination ever.

haha and i finally got to see ah ying today! YOU SOLERA C CUP!!!! I MISSED YOU SOOO MUCH AND I LOVE UUU!!!! haha i got to scream at her today!!.. and let it all go.. i miss our screaming matches lah. heheh. and those farney-not-so-insulting-after-all-insults we gave each other.

i even got to sit in pei chee's car, after i chased after her car some 20-50m. hmph they locked me out.. >.<
and i went to see yun xin and hui min chop off their hair!
haha not i mou liu or anything, just wanted to spend time with them. i dun even care if they are studying or doing nothing.. lol i guess i just don't want to miss anymore moments like these. with them.

and so,

i now owe ah shiong one ice cream, double E one baskin robbins SINGLE SCOOP, ah bing some muffins and the rest of 314 one taufu fa.

and for that i am one happy person.. :)

YIPPEEEE

IM SOO HAPPIEEE NOWWW!!

physics test canceled tomorrow!!!!

it just made tomorrow sooo much better

SING HUEY U MADE MY DAY!!
haha n i quote her: LIFE IS GOOODDDDD!!!!

tata! i got tomorrow to look forward to :D

tomorrow

TT this time tommorow.. it will be another school nite.. *big sigh*

back to the old routine. back to those gan cheong fear filled days with plenty of chemistry and kana.
saddening.. and depressing too.

on a brighter note. there's always zhi wye, lilih, sing huee, nathalie, carmen, alicia, vireen and zayani to look forward to!

and fried kuey teow! chong hwa ppl like yun xin and pc and hui min and ah ying and ah boon and 314!!

heh. maybe its not so bad after all.



tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
-avril lavigne-