umarani

i went mamak . two days straight. with 314 and track team ppl. haha now i know all of double E's secret admirers. heheh.

songled on friday last week. it was scary.. really. singing infront of everybody. but then told them that we are not singing for other ppl but for our best friend up there. wasnt that scary anymore. went thru the process of choosing songs. kept thinking what if they dun like this or that or what if we sing out of tune?! but then reminded myself it is God we are trying to please. not other people. so who cares what song we sing. learnt a new chinese song too. we have hari ini, now we have zhan mei zi quan. nyahah. got to learn how to pray in chinese tho.

had a talk with my friend one night. it was like another wake up call. life after death?

im learning how to focus on my life after death now. its not death really. but a starting of a definitely better life. one in heaven. maybe then i wont be afraid of living a meaningless life but to prepare myself for the better life in heaven. we are here but for a moment. everything is temporary. our home, earth. its like one of the train stops before we reach heaven. am i afraid of dying? i dunno relly. im more afraid of wasting my whole life doing everything thats worth nothing. my fren said most Christians are afraid to die. hmph. when the time comes we will see. its like the train stop. ur dad will only give u the train ticket when u reach the stop. yep, He will get us all geared up and prepared.


one more thing before i go: when i get rich, im going to donate water heaters to the hostel. and cockroach free toilets and showers

-wenly-