balloons! and the sea

the nicer ones are in the dslr. sigh will get them tomoro

:)

kuantan was awesome!
hehe had nice carnivals and i even did the sand art thing
the one u peel off the sticker and pour coloured sand onto the thing
super fun
and it was FREE
hehe paid by shuwei's dad's company
so we had free basketball shooting games, dunking games
even hand tattoo and i had a doraemon! hehe
and they got sheila majid to sing for half an hour, guess how much they paid her..

30K!!!!! for only half an hour.. gosh..

i should seriously think of becoming a singer

and the 15 mins of fireworks display
it was super =)

shall post more pics of the Hawaiian night when i get that dslr
and the beach pics! yes they modeled for me

had fun with the balloons and the sea

what we all need these days

is a little faith :)

heb11:1-Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

ps kenneth said: faith is not getting what you wish for, but it should be what you wish for.

sigh, so true.
but it is so difficult to believe what you don't see, to hope for the things that have yet to come
and when we just have it in our grasp, we struggle to keep it and not let it go yet again.

and when it is all over here, we can say
2 timothy 4:7- I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.


hey you! keep that faith
heb 12: 1-let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

ramblings

It's like daylight at midnight

It's my favorite dream

Where nothing's really as it seems.

Don't wake me just take me

Take my hand and I'll believe.

i will believe- nichole nordeman

home sweet home

sigh after being with the outside world for sooo many days...
it is about time i confine myself at home. haha am tired of seeing so many faces at once
it kindoff scares me now. >.<

heheh this is so funny

shuwei at the place we were working

we nearly killed mr lim when we told jui wan zhe about ARCE. haha

sigh

green day-21 guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for? 
Does it take your breath away 
And you feel yourself suffocating? 
Does the pain weigh out the pride
And you look for a place to hide? 
Did someone break your heart inside? 
You're in ruins 

One, 21 guns 
Lay down your arms 
Give up the fight 
One, 21 guns 
Throw up your arms into the sky, 
You and I 

When you're at the end of the road 
And you lost all sense of control 
And your thoughts have taken their toll 
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul 
Your faith walks on broken glass 
And the hangover doesn't pass 
Nothing's ever built to last 
You're in ruins 

Did you try to live on your own 
When you burned down the house and home? 
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die 
And you can't get another try 
Something inside this heart has died 
You're in ruins 

sigh i shall go read my jodi picoults now. eh no not mine, emilia's.
shall buy breakfast at tiffany's soon haha when im ready to venture out of my house.
that book is just so good i have to have it :)
hmm, maybe i shall go out tomorrow then. heh

pay day pay day pay day

shuwei and i just did the impossible.
5 and a half days selling houses in puchong, bandar puteri
SO SIEN WEHHHH
so to entertain ourselves, we brought books, LOTs and LOTS of books
and pillows, for our poor asses

we spent our days looking up from our books to like 5-6 ppl a day
what questions did they ask? :
Q: eh what room is this ah?
ANs: its a utility room like a maid's room, u can use it to put ur stuff
Q: then where do i put my maid?!?!?!?
Ans: err, u can put her in the guest room
Q: then where do i put my guest?!?!?!??!

LOLLLLL haiyoyo how i know u la uncle, haha that convo was btwn shuwei and an uncle

Q: wah! so expensive eh
Ans: errr.. its a guarded community, got lake la, bball court la, need card to go in wan.
Q: wah its lease hold summore so expensive !! u know ah the puchong one also cheaper than this, and that is THE ONE!
ANs: aiya when this is finished it shall be THE ONE!
Q: still so expensive! puchong that one ah.. bla bla bla
(and he left grumbling)

and when jui wan zhe took us to the site, we found out that the storeroom is SUPER BIG! haha so shuwei had an answer for the uncle before:
Ans: u can put ur maid in the storeroom! hahaha! or if u have like 2 guests, the storeroom is big enough for one! hahah u can put him there LOLL

and then how can i forget that weird/perverted guy:
(referring to the model)
Q: how come this side and this side not the same ah?!?!
Ans: the whole thing is a semi d.. -.-"""

HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT A SEMI D WAS!!!! O.O
that poor thing

and before he left:
Q: eh u guys wana work part time?
Ans: how much? and do what ?
Q: orh just filling out forms, i work for citibank u see, (takes out a name card, crosses out the person's name and fills in his name)

shuwei and i were like O.O

then he went on:
oh i can fetch u to my office, my office is in my house
!!!!!!!!
WHAT ON EARTH! aiyoyo who do u think we are??? little kids ah? we are not that stupid to be bluffed by u ok

then shuwei kicked my leg, i looked up from the book and laughed out loud, couldnt tahan ady, i think he must have seen that "leg move" and he left
haha! the nerve to ask us to his house to work????

shall be waiting patiently for my well earned money now :)

confuzzled

:S

of happy endings, and 1 sad one

it was prom!! haha i dont have the pics with me now, well cept a few "after prom" ones
the rest is in shuwei's cam which i didnt bring back with me

wenly and naderlie :)

again!

and again! haha i just realized the only 3 pics of yday was all with nathalie :)
as for the rest, fb is just one click away

so we thought we were gonna be hotstuff on fb the next day, but guess what,
while we just went to bed at 6, shireen's mom came barging in the room at 7 shouting: EH!! MICHAEL JACKSON DIEDED!!!!
O.O
HOW CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!?!??!?!??!??!??!

TTTTTTTT
the first "in" song we all knew was: we are the world
i rmb every cny all us cousins will form a circle and hold hands and sing that "in" song

haha i rmb how BIG hun zhe teng zhe and jin zhe 'S LOVE for michael jackson was.
they even had this gigantic poster of him on the wall, in jin zhe's bedroom
n i rmb asking : jin zhe, this michael jackson is girl or boy??? LOLLL
when i was like five??
HAHAHHA and her reply was: what do u think?? -.-"
I really didnt know at that time!!

sigh he shall be dearly missed

change

trying to.. trying really really hard to.
sigh really dont want it,
but i guess we cannot avoid it anymore
no point hiding from it,
cause its gonna come, either way
we still have to i guess

so? what are we waiting for?
am ready when You are ready

bring it on

the end!!

its the end of college life for us. haha half sad tho, but prom is nxt week! haha thinking about the shopping we are gonna do, haha intense shopping and gan-fei-ing makes me happy :)

whats life after coll? haha we shall just wait and see what happens. sigh the end, lol brings the jason reeves song in my head. such a scary place, haha but i guess its all about moving on.

The end
is such a scary place to start
Everything is torn apart
I don't know where to go from here

In the end
there's no reason to pretend
I know you won't be back again
I gotta find a way from here

I don't know where I'll fall down but I'm sure to hit the ground

'Cause it's not over 'til it's over
Every ending's a new beginning
One more chance to get it right
One more chance to get it wrong

It's not over 'til it's over
Sometimes nowhere leads to somewhere and it all starts again
It all starts again in the end

And it's such a scary place to be
Everything is in between
I don't know where to go from here

And in the end
I see it's all up to me to figure out where I should be
I'm gonna find a way from here

-jason reeves <3

help me walk on water.

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

-hebrews 11:1