Saturday, March 31, 2012

easter break is hereeeeeeeee!


cant wait for it to start, and to end.

so exams will be done and over with!

am gonna miss youth, next session should be after easter

from the beginning where no one talked to anyone

to sharing little bits and pieces of life now.

something more can be done, and should be done.

the planning and brainstorming shall hence begin!

oh annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnndddddddddd

THE SUN IS HERE!!



thrive, not just survive

Monday, March 26, 2012

After two nights

I'm wont be surprised if I have no more tears left

The worst thing to happen is becoming someone u don't even know

How do u even hate urself when u don't even know who and what to hate

Now? I feel like a pile of trash
For what i did maybe. And more for what I didn't do

I guess its true then,
you are your worst enemy.


Clearly the dark night of the soul is here

I hope it is, coz there will be light soon

And then the good sleep will come

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Stop already

I just want to sleep.


Why do u still fall

:'[



and now the pillow is wet


no sleep tonight

i miss chewy

Saturday, March 24, 2012

The whole body aches. Napped and woke up, felt like puking. Must be the 3 dinners in 1.

There are like 15 people in the living room with 73748072 cans of beer, and an iPad.

Playing in between, with background music

I need random nights like my sis has.
But there's no beach to go in Cardiff at night.


Lol Junkiat is getting angry again. Haha that drunkard.

I vant to go to the beach, soak my feet and brush them with the sand.

I remember a night back in Aus, where we randomly gathered and lighted fireworks in the cold night.

random night outings and hangings

The cake was a success!
The Victoria strawberry sponge cake
Not the carrot cake which became butter cake tho.

Oh wells. But both were goooood

At least that's what I choose to believe.
Heh. My reality

I need a back massage plssssssss

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

We live, we learn, we forgive, and never give up.

How nice would it be to begin all over again.

To be able to think the impossible

Back where there were no limits,

Where fear did not have a grip on our hearts

Back where we truly believed that Jesus could do anything and everything

When did we let our limits blind our eyes to his limitless?

To start where it was a blank page

Where we weren't defined by anyone

Not even ourselves

When should we notice that our limits and boundaries , we have set ourselves.

It's about time now, since much has gone and there isn't much left.

For the days we are given are gifts from above,

And today we remember to live and to love

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Whatever that happened once could always happen again.

Where is ur stand today?
Or do we just flow and sway.
What would you do if it happens again?
We are all called for a time such as this,
would u make that stand then?
Today they take away your bible,
One day they will try to take away your God.

Stand, and make a difference.


A voice says,"shout"
I say, "what shall I shout?"

These people are nothing but grass,
Their love fragile as wildflowers,
The grass withers,
The wildflowers fade,
If God so much as puffs on them

Aren't these people so much like grass?
True,
The grass withers,
The wildflowers fade,
But the word of our God stands firm and forever.

Isaiah 40:6

Committed and surrendered.
Two different words, two different meanings

We may be committed, but have we surrendered?

If yes how much have we surrendered?

Parts of our lives or our life as a whole?

Studies? Relationships? Family? Church? Any part of it that has the sign on the box saying "please do not touch"

When was the last time you even let him come close to these boxes, not even mentioning when was the last time He touched them or opened them.



Let my foolish pride forever let me down

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

John 15
You didn't choose me, remember; I chose you

My stupidity amazes me sometimes.


I don't want it to happen again :'((