Lord u seriously must know the many times i wanted to give up

the many times i stood at roads thinking why am i still fighting for

the many times i wanted to just end everything,

where i blocked your voice

read books to silence my thoughts

it is memories that keeps us alive sometimes

memories that serve as a gentle reminder

the reason we are constantly fighting to live.

when you are once again reminded that the reason is not you

but for the creator

and for what he has done.

the reason why we hold on so dearly to some memories

remember?

when bad things happen,

we remember the good things

Remember those earlier days after you had received the light, when you endured in a great conflict full of suffering; so do not throw away your confidence in the Lord.

-hebrews 10

so we will not let go of our faith in Him, because of His faith in us;

we will love, because He first loved