u know u miss them when u start seeing them in other people

wrote this when u left to melb. so long ago now it seems! haha

the phone has been long gone

so have the messages

but never those funny memories!

Monday, June 21, 2010 at 4:29pm

am looking at the msgs u sent a long time ago. haha with some ice cream. they never fail to make me laugh, seriously. and at the same time they never fail to make me feel loved.

stuff like : eww u bring avinesh with u to watch that tamil movie!, if we can't agree we watch kuruvi!,

haha and i sent u sth like i tell my mom, and u said i tell my maid! lol the many stories of ur maids and overweight cats

oh and my fav one: pity, even my grandma wasnt that bad.
haha!

and my birthday msg last year! may u be blessed with g2 pens, a rich husband and 5 kids. Enjoy this 45 mins! tmrw it shall be my day again, just like everyday.

looking at this u still owe me my pens. fig tree dinner and mcd if i rmb correctly.

then there was that day where my dog got pregnant again : Omg.. so subur! GO NEWTER IT LA PLS!

and theres that bunch of : where is class wenly?
funny these used to be the most annoying ones, but now i miss getting them the most.

and now the new ones have arrived!

and u have not changed one bit!

<3

· · April 29, 2011 at 4:00am via mobile ·

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    Wan Nur Zayani I'm sorry I missed your calls! But please stop calling me. I won't let you come to my wedding. I am sorry, I have to choose my friends now :( you can wait in front of the palace to see me kiss my future husband, though :) x

    April 29, 2011 at 4:54am ·
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    Wan Nur Zayani By the way I miss you. As much as I loathe you, I still do!
    
    

    · · April 6, 2011 at 1:39am ·

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        Wan Nur Zayani Yes I've sent you an invitation. You will be sitting with the Queen. She wants her crown to be polished every 5 minutes or so. Haha. Kidding! How are you? I want to make Anzac cookies for you.
        
        · · March 24, 2011 at 2:54am ·

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            Wan Nur Zayani Please stop trying to be me. People can imitate me but they know that I can never be duplicated :) Please come to the wedding rehearsal tomorrow. I will need your help with my gown, it's pretty long! Thanks sweetie xxx hahahahahaha
            
            · · March 11, 2011 at 2:18am ·

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                Wan Nur Zayani Hello there! All ready for my wedding this coming spring/summer? William and I are soooo stoked ;) hahaha.
                
                Wan Nur Zayani When I come back, the peace will return as well. There can only be one queen and you know that..evil Wenly! Vireen, may the force be with you. Be strong through this hardship!!

more than words

what hurts the most?

some things said, they dont really matter

what matters most is by whom it was said

some things said by a stranger

they offend.

some things said by an enemy

they hurt.

some things said by a friend

they wound.

need. to. learn. to. shut. that. mouth.

Five years ago till now.
Some things time will never change

Forever

But I'm not sentimental
This skin and bones is a rental
And no one makes it out alive


This body's not my own
This world is not my own


I still believe we can live forever
You and I we begin forever now

- switchfoot, where I belong

sigh

To wake up at 2pm?

Or 3?

likeaboss
:D

lifeisgood

Hey you.

Thanks for supper
Crazy nights like this I won't forget
sorry I brought him up
i should never hv used this against u anyway

Thanks for being my friend, really.
:)

i dont care if i have class next year.

i wont go for it anyways

i just wanna go home :'(

and drink that burnt peanut tongsui for one more time

:)

year of the tiger!

fireworks!

embarassings

2nd uncle's hse!

4th uncle's hse. LOK LOK!

the complete 6!

cousin mamak!

i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home

seasons

i miss New Year's DAY!

u guys :)

kim, i think er ur abit er.. off beat. ahhahahha

everyone's YEARLY workout

the dancing in a circle during new years!

yes even the annoying ken hu up front

karaoke sessions at shuwei's (4th uncle's) hse!

i miss us 4

shukim this picture of u NEVER fails to make me laugh till this day. AHAHAHA

seriously u look like BAO QING TIAN LOLLL

the partner in crime aka tan shuwei

i miss u alot tan shuwei :( and i love u alot, i never say it. but i really really do, dont ever forget that

Mother's DAY!

two sets of the best partner cousins ever! wenly + shuwei, ann che + jan che

ann che, i found a friend who scolds me JUST LIKE U. haha. seriously no joke. i still remember u were saying "THAT GAI BEI IS MINE! nobody eat? I EAT!"

u dont realize how much u miss them until u start seeing them in other people.

CHAINESE NEW YEAR! =)

the cousins and a niece!

i miss CNY! where we would go from 1st uncle to 1st aunt, 2nd uncle to 2nd aunt, 3rd uncle to 4th uncle 's houses every year on different days .

the dances we performed and got rewarded for, the songs we sang! YMCA!

yellow theme for the 4th day of CNY at 4th uncle's hse!

lantern festival!

i really really love this pic.

us 5 again :)

our Tan family Yearly panasonic TREASURE HUNT! =)

birthdays!

SOUL-ED OUT! july birthdays =)

How to Dye ur Hair day!

the 5 cousins for life

shuwei il never forget we had to dye urs TWICE. hahhah. sigh. good genes u have.

CHRISTMAS AT MY HOUSE!

the 4 girls plus the 6th MIA cousin

the gang

WEDDINGS!

cheryn che's ROM =)

exam period.

remember those A Lvl days that were never gonna end? haha.

i miss how u constantly nagged at me to study and how i constantly nagged at u to relax.

those days are long gone now

farewells

part of our gang

family, the 2nd greatest blessing ever given!

i wanna go home :'(

critical analysis!

Dear Lord,

I VANT TO THANK YOU FOR THE 58 FOR TRUSTS!!! =D

heh. not bad for my standard la haha after all my 52s and 55s.

the best part of it all was

she said i had critical analysis!

after 1384701y74032 things i have written. this is the first time in my life SOMETHING actually has some critical analysis in it lol

this includes the 60 sth mark for company, but it lacked critical analysis. which made the whole thing kindof pointless i guess. coz i just copied the statute book -.-

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i think i kindof get it now, the half a bucket of water's worth of knowledge of how to produce critical analysis.

but oh well.

made my day =D

by grace

"when her hand touched his garment, a transfusion occurred."

it didnt bother Jesus that the woman came to him as a last resort, where she had no more money left to see any more doctors, close to no life left in her after that 12 years, nothing more for her to lose. It only mattered to him that she came.

He knows that with some of us it takes a lot of reality to snap us to our senses, so he doesn't keep a time clock. Those who scramble in at quitting time get the same wage as those who beat the morning whistle.

I guess that's what makes grace, grace.

-max lucado

am once again reminded how this grace given, but yet taken for-granted. no words can describe how truly blessed we are to be:

saved by grace, through faith

Ephesians 2:8

how precious did that grace appear, the hour i first believed.

it still amazes me.

Forgive. It doesn't matter who hurt who first.

What matters is that you go build that bridge

-Max Lucado, God came near

listened to ps chew's sermon on melchizedek again, never thought it was important till now

where the king of salem, a form of Jesus and the king of sodom, a form of the devil

What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul?

The king of Sodom said to Abram, "Give me the people and keep the goods for yourself."

But Abram said to the king of Sodom, "I have raised my hand to the LORD, God Most High, Creator of heaven and earth, and have taken an oath, that I will accept nothing belonging to you, not even a thread or the thong of a sandal, so that you will never be able to say, 'I made Abram rich.'

what have we traded our souls for ?

only to gain disappointments, rejection,

to feel lost and broken once again

along with our faith and our hope, taken away

to find that nothing lasts on this earth,

not earthly friendships, joy and happiness

at the end of the day it would just be you and your empty soul.

left with nothing, but for God to fill

all who are thirsty

all who are weak

come to the fountain

dip your heart in the stream of life

let the pain and the sorrows

be washed away

in the waves of his mercy

as deep cries out to deep

Let the love of my sweet Saviour

Come and flood your heart with joy

Like a fresh and flowing river

That your life would be restored

Let the worries of tomorrow

Wash away forevermore

And the song that stays shall be

There is nothing else that's of worth to me

Thanks for the "session" tonight, am once again reminded why i do what i do.

Have been blessed in so many ways.

the point where u are constantly struggling in the dark and someone comes over and grabs hold of u and pulls u out.

why do we constantly stray from what we were meant to do or be?

This life we live is not for us to live alone.