Monday, November 22, 2010

camp was good :)

went up to the mountains for hiking
it was suuuper cold.
made spaghetti bolognese with the group, from scratch! haha now with google, everyone can cook! =D

sermon on sunday was about backsliding
lol i guess He knows huh.
it was also about how there are no shortcuts in life.
in our walk with God and all
i guess all this while ive been praying for everything to be easy.
why can't life be like that?
no worries no pain no need for hard work.
then it dawned on me that if life were like that
we wouldn't need Him any more then, wont we

when will we rely on Him then?
if we ourselves are like gods of our own
is there a need for a god then?

most of the time we get down on our knees and cry out for help,
only when we realise that we cannot,
and remember that He can

and He knows this so well,
how "human" we really are, and so are our hearts
how ungrateful we can really be.

i guess without all this, there will be no miracles, and there will be no other way to show His amazing love and powers, no other way to show that there is a God
it wont be full of His surprises, it wont even be of Him any more

life would be meaningless then, if it were easy

Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men. Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers. Pray for powers equal to your tasks. Then the doing of your work shall be no miracle, but you shall be the miracle.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

its gonna be more than 10 degrees tomorrow. yay!

i can't wait.
even though it comes rain. but oh well
at least i get to feel my fingers

im sho hungry.
how is this possible when i just ate one bowl of cereal??
rah.
i want ice cream.
it's for my sore throat.
the best cure i tell u
=D

maybe i shall steal some from the fridge later, when hannatan isnt looking
she wants it all for herself.
haha

i still cannot understand my company lecturer.
she is from cyprus i tell u.
CYPRUS.
sigh. and it doesnt help when u have 0 knowledge of company stuff
thank God i got this super kind woman as a tutor
she is awesome! =)

went for nottingham games that day
was great seeing familiar faces.
am so tired of trying to making new friends.
felt good being with people u knew since the start of high school.
at least we went through the whole peeling of the onion bit.
was nice feeling comfortable again.
:)