confuzzled

:S

of happy endings, and 1 sad one

it was prom!! haha i dont have the pics with me now, well cept a few "after prom" ones
the rest is in shuwei's cam which i didnt bring back with me

wenly and naderlie :)

again!

and again! haha i just realized the only 3 pics of yday was all with nathalie :)
as for the rest, fb is just one click away

so we thought we were gonna be hotstuff on fb the next day, but guess what,
while we just went to bed at 6, shireen's mom came barging in the room at 7 shouting: EH!! MICHAEL JACKSON DIEDED!!!!
O.O
HOW CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!?!??!?!??!??!??!

TTTTTTTT
the first "in" song we all knew was: we are the world
i rmb every cny all us cousins will form a circle and hold hands and sing that "in" song

haha i rmb how BIG hun zhe teng zhe and jin zhe 'S LOVE for michael jackson was.
they even had this gigantic poster of him on the wall, in jin zhe's bedroom
n i rmb asking : jin zhe, this michael jackson is girl or boy??? LOLLL
when i was like five??
HAHAHHA and her reply was: what do u think?? -.-"
I really didnt know at that time!!

sigh he shall be dearly missed

change

trying to.. trying really really hard to.
sigh really dont want it,
but i guess we cannot avoid it anymore
no point hiding from it,
cause its gonna come, either way
we still have to i guess

so? what are we waiting for?
am ready when You are ready

bring it on

the end!!

its the end of college life for us. haha half sad tho, but prom is nxt week! haha thinking about the shopping we are gonna do, haha intense shopping and gan-fei-ing makes me happy :)

whats life after coll? haha we shall just wait and see what happens. sigh the end, lol brings the jason reeves song in my head. such a scary place, haha but i guess its all about moving on.

The end
is such a scary place to start
Everything is torn apart
I don't know where to go from here

In the end
there's no reason to pretend
I know you won't be back again
I gotta find a way from here

I don't know where I'll fall down but I'm sure to hit the ground

'Cause it's not over 'til it's over
Every ending's a new beginning
One more chance to get it right
One more chance to get it wrong

It's not over 'til it's over
Sometimes nowhere leads to somewhere and it all starts again
It all starts again in the end

And it's such a scary place to be
Everything is in between
I don't know where to go from here

And in the end
I see it's all up to me to figure out where I should be
I'm gonna find a way from here

-jason reeves <3