Friday, July 13, 2012

:'( how to stop the tears these days.
I need u
I'm sorry

Saturday, July 7, 2012

And everything just changed overnight

People, family, relationships, connections

Ironic how death n weddings they occur on the same day

It was just supposed to be filled with joy. But now it has been taken up by something else.



I dunno how to say anything now

Need to go home :'(

Don't want to wake up to something I would know

If only time would stop just last night

Everything would still have been perfect
Or repairable

Everything changes tomorrow

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Hello u.

Thanks for all the late night talks, the movies, the food, the cards, the good company, the patience, the laughs and the tuitions of course!

And once again, thanks for being a friend.

Graduation would not have been possible without u, just so u know

Always know that u are dearly loved :)

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

I want to go home :'(((((

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Psalm 27

The Lord is my light and my salvation,
Of whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the strength of my life,
Of whom shall I be afraid?

The one thing that I desire of the Lord,
That will I seek
That I may dwell in the house of the Lord
All of my days

Thursday, May 3, 2012

为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

just downloaded a piano in the phone to play this.

brings back so much memories eh?

in the form 3 homework book.

miss this song so much

i still remember how u came up to me and went : hey u wanna listen to this song i composed?
i was like O.O seriously???!?! yes of course!

felt so honoured. and happy i was one of the first few who had a chance to hear ur first piece.

xiao bai helped also. heh wonder if he still remembers this song

the melody may be wonky, the lyrics may not fit
it may sound cheesy
but hey,
we were 15

it is still the best friendship song ever!



Sunday, April 22, 2012

youth again tomorrow!

sometimes it gets so frustrating, discouraging. to see them looking at the time, hearing them rapidly answer a question just for the sake of answering

but then again. they joy of watching some change
some taking charge, and some willing to share.
and laughter! the best thing ever

il take on more of the bad moments just to see these.
refined under pressure huh. 

no one else can do it like how we do it
so why dont we go ahead and do what we were meant to do

fear, pressure, insecurity, they lock our feet back onto the ground.
along with its grip on our hearts.

its so encouraging sometimes to see the people stepping up
when they realize, hey, i need to do this. 
and even more when they have never done it before.

ruth said something on a thursday,
' u know sometimes when God is asking you to do sth, just do it already. dont wait, dont ask questions
dont ask opinions'

why the wait? why the insecurity?
sometimes we feel the call, we know it, deep down. 
there will be no peace until we answer

why do we hesitate, when we know it is from God
why the fear of our own inabilities, when we know of God's abilities

some shoes, no one can fill.



Monday, April 16, 2012


sleep doesnt come easy these days

either that or i keep waking up.

too many thoughts; too many images

problems and the old guilt, they seem to come back and haunt you at night

what a relief it is to wake up, to find that it never happened at all.

or just not yet.

and how comforting it is to wake up in warmth

i woke up last night, and thank you.


cold christmas eve morning in windsor
im having roastduck cravingssss



lamentations 3:23
His mercies are new every morning