we do not know what to do, but our eyes are upon You

2 cor 20:12

the hedgepig

i have this weird friend,

her name is vivian ling

she believes hedgepigs are real and she has lost her ovaries :)

bless her.

and one thing remains,

your love never fails

it never gives up

it never runs out on me

God sent

so someone heard my cries about cardiff,





=)

camp was good :)

went up to the mountains for hiking

it was suuuper cold.

made spaghetti bolognese with the group, from scratch! haha now with google, everyone can cook! =D

sermon on sunday was about backsliding

lol i guess He knows huh.

it was also about how there are no shortcuts in life.

in our walk with God and all

i guess all this while ive been praying for everything to be easy.

why can't life be like that?

no worries no pain no need for hard work.

then it dawned on me that if life were like that

we wouldn't need Him any more then, wont we

when will we rely on Him then?

if we ourselves are like gods of our own

is there a need for a god then?

most of the time we get down on our knees and cry out for help,

only when we realise that we cannot,

and remember that He can

and He knows this so well,

how "human" we really are, and so are our hearts

how ungrateful we can really be.

i guess without all this, there will be no miracles, and there will be no other way to show His amazing love and powers, no other way to show that there is a God

it wont be full of His surprises, it wont even be of Him any more

life would be meaningless then, if it were easy

Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men. Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers. Pray for powers equal to your tasks. Then the doing of your work shall be no miracle, but you shall be the miracle.

its gonna be more than 10 degrees tomorrow. yay!

i can't wait.

even though it comes rain. but oh well

at least i get to feel my fingers

im sho hungry.

how is this possible when i just ate one bowl of cereal??

rah.

i want ice cream.

it's for my sore throat.

the best cure i tell u

=D

maybe i shall steal some from the fridge later, when hannatan isnt looking

she wants it all for herself.

haha

i still cannot understand my company lecturer.

she is from cyprus i tell u.

CYPRUS.

sigh. and it doesnt help when u have 0 knowledge of company stuff

thank God i got this super kind woman as a tutor

she is awesome! =)

went for nottingham games that day

was great seeing familiar faces.

am so tired of trying to making new friends.

felt good being with people u knew since the start of high school.

at least we went through the whole peeling of the onion bit.

was nice feeling comfortable again.

:)

things that make my day

my spongebob cup! =)

digestive biscuits, with milk choc topping! and hot milo

elmer! haha yes he is very cute. but he belongs to the evil hannatan. and yes, hugs! =)

and the clear blue skies! with the sun. lots and lots of it.

my best friends in uk

the alpha

and elmo!

i just brushed my teeth. and now i have wet sleeves. yuck

study plan fail tonight. PHAILLLL

yday an evil monster ate my spare lip balm :(

this is the evil monster

tonight's dinner :)

potato and ham. good stuff!

and the grand finale: chicken! haha

it was awesome. thank God my housemate is a really good cook!

the ingredients of the friend rice dinner yday

veggie, carrot and potato. and abit of chicken

its already 7pm over here. and its so quiet :(

life here is well, kindoff depressing at night i guess.

but u wait till 11-12, the streets will be filled with happy voices, and singing and loud jokes

all happily on their way to the bar

i think i fat liao. :(
oh and i need a mouse. rah!

tsufei is coming on the 24th! of nov. wheeee

and we are going down to london on the 3rd to the 5th :)

i hope i find interesting places to take her in this month

shall go exploring next week maybe

i is hungry :(

but i is fat ady :(((

temptation go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

it doesnt help when u put ur groceries in the living room

sigh.

the cheese was so good.

maybe il have one with bread later

:D

which reminds me. how am i going to melt the cheese without using a microwave because i will die early or a pan which i will have to wash later.

rah! i need a toaster oven.

i go check argos now. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yay

its 12.19

no i just need to tahan till 12.30

so i wont get up at 5am... again

i got an electric heater

=)

sho happy

sometimes spoilt heaters are a blessing in disguise

hannatan is sleeping soundly beside me

this is a first lol

i usually sleep at 9.30 over here

i know right, sad cardiff life

sigh.

i used to be so busy in msia.

now that ur here

u wonder what were u so busy doing all the time

there is too much time here.

sigh i do not have textbooks

and my friends are asleep

so what do we overseas students do at night?

make full use of the internet speed here and stream vids =)

they have lots of bees here

=(

i think it has finally dawned on me that i wont be seeing the family and friends for a year, more than that maybe.

i keep thinking that i will be seeing them soon.

tomoro maybe.

at help, ou or jln ipoh

this feels like a holiday. lol

sigh.

i need those books to studyyyy!

i need stress to keep my mind busy

change, it is the constant in life