Thursday, February 26, 2009

like that kind of day

feel like strangling sth now. or slapping someone. (haha shuwei will kena tomoro.)
and someone's gonna kill me for that. lol
sigh
feeling numb, void. just realized i've not been talking to You like i used to. have not been telling You everything.
i'll tell You now,
felt terrible when i lost the ticket. was searching high and low for it
then
i found it today!!! yes i was happy.
just for a few secs before i got to know that i couldve been there that day
that couldve been feeling has been nagging me.. GAH!
frustrated that i cannot do anything alreadyyyy..
but i guess il just have to be grateful i found the ticket.
thanks anyway i know im acting like some kid. gosh like KEN HU!!!
haha nah he's not even like that anymore.

grow uP!

went to celebrate xiu wei's bday that day. u can get the pics at www.peichee.blogspot.com.
lazy to post all of it up when they are about the same.
but i like this one:

tada!

oh and went to ou before valentines dat with the yap sisters. nah heres a pic of them playing HOUSE OF THE DEAD. LOL ern ying was helping her "reload" haha


and this is a vid of the elder one doing some "CHUNTED" dance moves. HAHA


NOW SEE THIS AND COMPARE. LOL

and finally, some funny pics to brighten up everyone's day. well, they did make my day.
my ming xiiii


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sanctus real, whatever you're doing

It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time to make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
And all I can do is surrender

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender...

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This is something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly
Something Heavenly

Monday, February 16, 2009

insomnia

am finding it hard to sleep these few weeks. since exams and cny and all.
i think i slept for about 2 hours the whole of last night
rah! its like my mind can't shut itself down. and i cannot seem to turn it off.
but it seems to like to shut down at all the wrong times, for example during those "night before exams crash course", 8am bio classes and all.

survived today on sugar and two pills of vitamin c.
oh and teh panas and nat's black pedas halls sweet.
being high on sugar, i only slept during the last question in the 8am bio class, and that was like amazing huh, i know :D *pats self on the back*

and we went bangsar for some shopping and banana leaf lunch!
haha the banana leaf thing was good! with mutton and fried brinjals and the nice nice curry
all for rm7.00!
and i bought a pair of jeans from cat whiskers for rm10.00!!!!!
TEN RINGGIT!!
hia hia. am sooo happy with it :DDDDDDDDD

oh and while visiting the track team's site, i found this:

meet my juniors! :)

first thing i noticed was there wasn't a single senior with them.
they look happy, cute, relaxed, probably after some strenuous training
and most importantly they look like a TEAM,
like 1 family, and like stitch says: Ohana means family, family means no one gets left behind
knew some of the kids wayy back, when they first started high school
and looking at them now, its sooo hard to believe that they are the same person i met the first day of kk.
lots of them have changed, gained confidence ( lots of it), learned to love, to give and to sacrifice one's self for others, to put others above self
because in a team, its not about you, its about everyone plus you

looking at the pic again, closely, my thoughts are : so this is the future of the track team
now i get the picture.
no matter how many medals each one of them won or how badly they lost,
they will always be part of the team
and no matter how they did in those meets i'll always be proud of them. very very proud.

haha this picture reminds me of the fun times we had together as a team

Thursday, February 12, 2009

on today

ello world :)

so our new year break has officially ended.
and i made my chinese new year's resolution for this whole year.

  1. to listen for His voice rather than talk nonstop
  2. to actually Do my homework!! DOOO YOURR HOMEEWORRRKKKKK!!!!
  3. stop eating unnecessarily, in other words, stop eating when we feel like eating!
  4. stop emo-ing
  5. get new songs from singhuey!!!
  6. get my rich boyfriend ( hmm the lousang hasn't worked yet)
haha been in a good mood this past few days. i even slept like twice only this whole week. not counting tomoro yet. usually im not awake before ten but I didnt even sleep in the 8am bio class on the first day of school! well maybe just dozed off for like ten seconds but then i was wide awake again! credits to nathalie's suuuuper hot HALLS sweet. the black kind. i felt like spitting it out halfway but i managed to tahan and was wide awake for the whole 2 hours :) go ahead and compliment me, its an achievement!

oh and today lemme intro u to two new friends of mine:
meet errrr teddy 1 and teddy 2!

haha obviously i haven't named them yet but i will soon! still thinking of nice guyish names for them. bought them for like rm 10 each.
OH WAIT!!! I DIDNT BUY THEM FOR MYSELF.
well u see, they started selling them to us in class as some Valentine's Day gift to ur loved ones. and we thought they were oh so cute. but then, it would be so sad to buy urself a Valentine's Day gift. haha sing huey was like: To sing huey, I LOVE U!!! I ALWAYS DO AND ALWAYS WILL" or sth lidat. haha. and we nearly didnt get them.

but suddenly.. was it nathalie or sing huey or shuwei or carmen had a brilliant idea.

WE WILL BUY IT FOR EACH OTHER!! LOLL
at least we don't seem so despo. hahah! ok maybe still abit la.
so err i bought shuwei's red tedy, shuwei bought mine, singhuey bought carmen's pink teddy and carmen bought singhuey's pink teddy .
and we all got them together :) ain't it sweet
now i just have to name them

and ming xiang promised me he will get a mountain of teddies for me on Vday. hahah shall be waiting for it LOL

Friday, February 6, 2009

gong hei fatt choy!

lol the amount of monies i won this year! haha around 30 i guess?? coz normally i will end up with -30. and note to tsufei: i didnt get my 20 angpows!!

and so we were busy as usual. the whole week. until today
1ast day:

family photo!

then at the first uncle's house in menjalara:
cuzins photo

another uncle's house:
eason!
this cute kid i tell u. puts keys at the side of his bike to "start" the bike. then he reverses with the sensor sound, it kinda goes like this: tit tit tit tit tit .. haha
then he "locks" his bike with 1 beep and opens it with 2 beeps. so cute weh! and he talks in cantonese as if he were from hong kong.

then we went to my other uncle's house in pj. the food there is always the best among all the houses we go.

and after that we went to my cousin's house. yea my cousin who is balding. haha according to irwin. he is like i dunno, as old as my dad and i have nieces and nephews who are like wayy older, around 25 i guess. LOL
their super big house. my cousin is filthy rich!

the lookalikes

happy niu year!

then we saw this mirror at his house... haha!

and played fireworks at night as usual

2nd day:
and so after my singapore relatives left, we went to my 2nd aunt's house in the evening. didnt go to my 1st aunt's house this year coz i couldnt wake up in time. heheh
but we had fun. haha watching ken hu getting bullied and playing ginrami.

and then we lousanged our way to our rich boyfriends

quarter of my relatives

the closest ppl

bobo with her new lg phone. haha

angpow!

the pink sisters

then on the 3rd day:
the day of rest! kindof weird tho coz normally we would go to my 3rd uncle's house. but this yr no open house there. same thing for my 2nd uncle. TT
but i went out with tracy, vivian and marianne. had lunch at dragon i and snooker session in ou. haha tracy's snooker skills super chun i tell u! vivian also!
and we watched red cliff 2 at brem mall at night! haha super nice movie i tell u! and takeshi kaneshiro is sooo yao yeng! when he " borrowed" the east wind.

and the 4th day:
went to my 4th uncle's house. the day of karaoke and blackjack and more ginrami!
haha i won all of yang yang's money in blackjack, to lose it all to shukim i think was it? haha in ginrami later that night.
oh and we had LOK LOK this year too! HAHA the van broke down nearby and had to be towed all the way to the house. my uncle said so the fatman steamboat was really fat after all or sth like that. lol

with 2 of the cutest cousin bros

yellow theme!

and after the 4th day was outings and more outings. had a cousin's gathering at hun zhe's place where we watched mamma mia and chuck and larry. LOL super farney weh that day. and how my garlic breads got burnt and how i won xiao yun zhe's money. lol

headed down to sunway on monday with my roommates, had a great long talk with them. stayed in mph while they went to the water park.
headed over to yun xin's house. haha that girl will be the death of me! i waited soo long at the other side of the road for bus t623 to find that i was actually waiting at the WRONG side of the road. LOLL
so i crossed the road to see a blur flash of red passing by.the stupid t623!!! TT
yun xin said the next one would only come like 45 minutes later. -.-"
thank goodness it came in like ten minutes. phew.. stupid girl! haha

then stopped at kelana jaya and took a taxi to her place where i chilled for 1 hour waiting for miss chong to fetch us to tcher's place.
lol and she came without a car!
had dinner at some restaurant nearby, with the usual gang.
i forgot it was already chu 8!! lol rushed back just in time to see them pray to the err heavens

usually while they pray i would be busy serving the err.. burnt peanut soup. haha so mean but its true!! lol its always on that fateful day my aunt's soup will have " cao long" taste.

and the amazing fireworks display!!!
haha it was like a competition to see which house in jalan ipoh had the most money! haha!
everybody counted : 1k, 2k, 3k, along with every pop sound. loll the way those ppl burn their money. haha but it fine with me i guess coz we get free show.

lol and my cousin and i were like: ITS U I SHALL MARRY! and then an even bigger and nicer one would appear in the sky at the opposite direction, and we would go : OH NOOO! ITS THAT ONE! lolLL!!! the highest bidder would get us. haha
my silly cousin with great imagination-- ivy ,said everytime they stopped, it was to replenish their amo or err refill. their wives would be like: go!! GO BUY SUMMORE!!! hahah but it actually looked that way.

then shuwei invited our college friends over on wed. played MAHJONG with ming xiang and ppl. lol finally i get to play mahjong. its been ages since i touched the set. taught around 3 ppl to play so we had enough kakis. haha! by the end of the night, even kevin and guo chin became mahjong sifus. lol

took silly pictures with the girls who stayed overnight- nat and singhuey. haha the four of us went down to the kitchen at 2 sth in the morning to cook indomie just because nat and singhuey had the sudden craving for it. Haha.

went to the curve the next day, shopped for awhile and went lookout point at night! haha stupid shufen zhe put my student id up against the window and some guy in the nxt car was staring at it. then shuwei aligned all cards with my face on it against the window and the guy in the next car took HIS ic out and PUT IT AGAINST THE WINDOW!! HAHAHHA stupid weh. funniest thing that happened all new year.
spent most of the time at lookout point laughing at shuwei doing silly stuff and her silly games. LOL she actually got bored enough to play the " hit my finger with ur finger game" LOLLL and we had a "lets see who can fa dai the longest" and " who can keep their eyes open without blinking" i lost that one. haha with the wind and dry eyes and all. it was freezing up there. and i quote shufen zhe: "nonid to bring jacket la! not cold wan! " she was hugging on to hers all night.

and so that is all the outings this 2 weeks, gonna send shufen zhe off tomoro.. i tot she was leaving on the 17th.. -.-" sigh will miss that woman alot.

and the last pic of the day: this was err long ago i think, when we went for michelle zhe's makeup workshop. at this cool restaurant called palet pallete i think.

roxsta girls :)

Saturday, January 17, 2009

NaCl

why oh why
why did i write NaBr??!??!
WHYYY!!?!??!
telll me why??!??!
it was open book exam summor.. -.-"

and why didn't it occur to me that i can actually press sin( "pie" over 4 ) with a CALCU!!!
.. nowonder they all think im stupid.

sigh and many more stupid mistakes.
WHAT WERE U THINKING U NINCOMPOOP!!!
okay maybe i wasnt even thinking.
hngghh

1 more week.
I WILL SURVIVE!!!
shall see the sun next week
so.. ALL OF U MUST COME OUT!!!

Saturday, January 10, 2009

youth today..

Jesus, Lover of my soul,
All consuming fire is in Your gaze,
Jesus, I want You to know,
I will follow You all of my days,
No one else in history is like You,
And history itself belongs to You,
Alpha and Omega, You have loved me,
And I will share eternity with You,

It's all about You, Jesus,
and All this is for You,
For Your glory and Your faith,
It's not about me,
As if You should do things my way;
You alone are God and I surrender
To Your ways


- Kari Jobe
:)

Thursday, January 8, 2009

my goo goo eyes!!

MISSING: LAB GOO GOO EYES

REWARD: 1 mcD set lunch

yea so have you seen my lab goggles?
.. >.<" i had them a few weeks ago.. they were right there!!! on my desk!!! that was before Christmas.. and now they've disappeared! hnghh some kid cousin of mine must have thought it was his Christmas present

sigh.. *stands amid clutter in the room*
i've checked everywhere!!
*flaps hand helplessly*
and i can't seem to miss call it

and my practical exam is tomorrow!!!!! TOMORROW!!!! >.<" some acid is gonna splash right into my eyeballs i know it i know it!!

but then i remembered my dear friend yuan han.
THANK GOD FOR YUAN HAN, i owe him big time. haha
thank You for reminding me.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

rhizopus stolonifera!!!

exams are a few days away, still can't feel the stress yet. lol
but this time i did start my revisions early, i guess. but i dont know how much of it really entered my puny brain. see, my brain has something like an auto cleanup after 24 hours. so i don't really remember much of yesterday. so err i guess that leaves around 30% of bio in my brain??

but at least i know how they make yoghurt by using lactobaccilus bulgaricus, and dunno what thermophillus
and i know whats DNA replication, translation and transcription.
oh n i know what causes acid rain and why we are experiencing flash floods and a humongous increase of CO2 gas.
how by farting we increase release methane gas into the atmosphere.. is it only cows that do that????
and bla bla bla

yea i think i got it all under control, or so i hope.

and last week i left my phone with nicole during ben's christmas party. so i decided to fast my phone for a week. A WEEK!! with no contact with the outside world. and far far away from my dear w660.. TT the experience was so painful, it was as like soul separation kindof thing.

okay so maybe i exaggerated abit...
and so i used most of the time i used to msg ern ying, yun xin, and voice msg xin tian and ji ying..
to do some kick ass studying.
and that's how i know all those stuff today. sigh which means i haven't been input-ing ever since i got my phone back. GRRR..

and it doesnt help when u have an attention span of err.. i dunno... 10 minutes???
and when ur always looking for food half an hour. sigh.
as if exams alone aren't depressing already
now we have getting FAT during exams.
hnghh.
what's worse than that???!

oh well. before i go back to do some serious studying,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BOON!!!
( see!! got different colours wan leh)
may u grow taller and prettier!
and may u become flatter. haha, WHERE IS THE BIG BRA U WANTED TO SELL TO ME HAR?!!?!
wear ady leh. hmph i knew it.
haha just wana let u know that ur a wonderful person and I LOVE U alot!!
thhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssss much. haha.
am really thankful for u. haha u with ur stupid jokes and wuliao thoughts.
haha jkjk. i enjoy listening to them tho. heheh
u mean alot to me and u will always be one of the most important person in my life :)
VVIP!!
i hope u have a great year ahead and faster la decide what u wana do :D
but no matter what u choose i bet u will do great in it
Happy Birthday and thanks for being my friend, really.
I LOVE U LENGLUI!

PS: u already " fa yu" ady lar, stop dreaming! LOL

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

31.12.2008

it's the last day of 2008..
2009 is less than 12 hours away..
BUT I SWEAR WE JUST LEFT CH YESTERDAY!!!
sigh. this is one year im not looking forward to..
with all the changes, the exams, the people leaving and never coming back...
its gonna be a big year,
a big change

have been trying to move on
the more i think of it the more i start to dread 2009
where everything is gonna change.
it will never be the same..

at least He never changes
that's comforting
at least we all have Him to hold on to,
and that is forever.
thanks for a wonderful 2008 :)
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Made me Glad

I will bless the Lord forever
And I will trust Him at all times
He has delivered me from all fear
And he has set my feet upon a rock

And I will not be moved
And I'll say of the Lord....

You are my shield
My strength
My portion
Deliverer
My shelter
Strong tower
My very present help in time of need

Whom have I in Heaven but you?
There's none I desire beside you
You have made me glad
And I'll say of the Lord....

Sunday, December 21, 2008

This is NOW

camp was awesome!

being in God's presence all four days
listening to what He has to say,
seeing kids worship with all their hearts,
desperate for His touch,
having a passion for His name,
learning to make a STAND for Jesus
and for our generation.

roommates!
part our gang

bigger part of our gang


we stayed at le paris hotel which is not in paris
and someone found a maggot in the soup!! O.O

and tsuyin sortof destroyed the toilet in her room.
kirly tried to fix it with her n it sort of overflowed, then rebekah came in and flushed the thing, this time it REALLY overflowed. HAHAH!

oh and we played the Game of Life which was kindof fun!
my group represented COCO the engineer!
despite the fact we worked sooo hard just to go to hell! LOL but yea that's life!
we had to fit in lyrics to the song jingle bells, and siew li did most of the job, coming up with sth like this:
verse 1:
madagascar air,
this is good we swear
we will take you there
we even do your hair

chorus:
mada air, gascar air
dashing through the air
we will take you anywhere
we go everywhere, HEY!
and we had to sing it real loud for wei lin to hear. and she was standing near the beach!! lol
i gave up halfway and decided to shout

and there was a newspaper building structure thing as we chose to be an engineer
haha as kenson was one, we easily completed most of it. like building a structure taller than lee en, building penang bridge, double storey pyramid
the worst was building a sandcastle up to her waist. under the scorching sun! TT

and we paid tithes to the wrong church! LOL who would have thought sweet sweet jamie and brian siew was the cult and KANE, DANIEL TEO and IAN YUN were actually the real church. LOL kane was so scary weh gangsta looking.. haha!
and the cult told tsuyin's group to go to the casino and gamble! lol and they still paid!!
brian even gave us " blessings" . haha sigh must BEWARE of "churches" like these.

and yea it really opened our eyes :)