Rojak . That's life

Forever

2012-01-27T13:00:00.001+08:00

But I'm not sentimental
This skin and bones is a rental
And no one makes it out alive

This body's not my own
This world is not my own

I still believe we can live forever
You and I we begin forever now

- switchfoot, where I belong

sigh

2012-01-25T12:00:00.000+08:00

2012-01-24T12:20:00.001+08:00

To wake up at 2pm?

Or 3?

likeaboss
:D

lifeisgood

2012-01-24T12:19:00.001+08:00

Hey you.

Thanks for supper
Crazy nights like this I won't forget
sorry I brought him up
i should never hv used this against u anyway

Thanks for being my friend, really.
:)

2012-01-23T07:32:00.003+08:00

i dont care if i have class next year.

i wont go for it anyways

i just wanna go home :'(

and drink that burnt peanut tongsui for one more time

:)

2012-01-19T12:48:00.004+08:00

year of the tiger!

fireworks!

embarassings

2nd uncle's hse!

4th uncle's hse. LOK LOK!

the complete 6!

cousin mamak!

i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home i wanna go home

seasons

2012-01-19T10:59:00.008+08:00

i miss New Year's DAY!

u guys :)

kim, i think er ur abit er.. off beat. ahhahahha

everyone's YEARLY workout

the dancing in a circle during new years!

yes even the annoying ken hu up front

karaoke sessions at shuwei's (4th uncle's) hse!

i miss us 4

shukim this picture of u NEVER fails to make me laugh till this day. AHAHAHA

seriously u look like BAO QING TIAN LOLLL

the partner in crime aka tan shuwei

i miss u alot tan shuwei :( and i love u alot, i never say it. but i really really do, dont ever forget that

Mother's DAY!

two sets of the best partner cousins ever! wenly + shuwei, ann che + jan che

ann che, i found a friend who scolds me JUST LIKE U. haha. seriously no joke. i still remember u were saying "THAT GAI BEI IS MINE! nobody eat? I EAT!"

u dont realize how much u miss them until u start seeing them in other people.

CHAINESE NEW YEAR! =)

the cousins and a niece!

i miss CNY! where we would go from 1st uncle to 1st aunt, 2nd uncle to 2nd aunt, 3rd uncle to 4th uncle 's houses every year on different days .

the dances we performed and got rewarded for, the songs we sang! YMCA!

yellow theme for the 4th day of CNY at 4th uncle's hse!

lantern festival!

i really really love this pic.

us 5 again :)

our Tan family Yearly panasonic TREASURE HUNT! =)

birthdays!

SOUL-ED OUT! july birthdays =)

How to Dye ur Hair day!

the 5 cousins for life

shuwei il never forget we had to dye urs TWICE. hahhah. sigh. good genes u have.

CHRISTMAS AT MY HOUSE!

the 4 girls plus the 6th MIA cousin

the gang

WEDDINGS!

cheryn che's ROM =)

exam period.

remember those A Lvl days that were never gonna end? haha.

i miss how u constantly nagged at me to study and how i constantly nagged at u to relax.

those days are long gone now

farewells

part of our gang

family, the 2nd greatest blessing ever given!

i wanna go home :'(

critical analysis!

2012-01-19T08:12:00.004+08:00

Dear Lord,

I VANT TO THANK YOU FOR THE 58 FOR TRUSTS!!! =D

heh. not bad for my standard la haha after all my 52s and 55s.

the best part of it all was

she said i had critical analysis!

after 1384701y74032 things i have written. this is the first time in my life SOMETHING actually has some critical analysis in it lol

this includes the 60 sth mark for company, but it lacked critical analysis. which made the whole thing kindof pointless i guess. coz i just copied the statute book -.-

critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis critical analysis

i think i kindof get it now, the half a bucket of water's worth of knowledge of how to produce critical analysis.

but oh well.

made my day =D

by grace

2012-01-18T11:12:00.003+08:00

"when her hand touched his garment, a transfusion occurred."

it didnt bother Jesus that the woman came to him as a last resort, where she had no more money left to see any more doctors, close to no life left in her after that 12 years, nothing more for her to lose. It only mattered to him that she came.

He knows that with some of us it takes a lot of reality to snap us to our senses, so he doesn't keep a time clock. Those who scramble in at quitting time get the same wage as those who beat the morning whistle.

I guess that's what makes grace, grace.

-max lucado

am once again reminded how this grace given, but yet taken for-granted. no words can describe how truly blessed we are to be:

saved by grace, through faith

Ephesians 2:8

how precious did that grace appear, the hour i first believed.

it still amazes me.

2012-01-17T12:48:00.001+08:00

Forgive. It doesn't matter who hurt who first.

What matters is that you go build that bridge

-Max Lucado, God came near

2012-01-15T05:40:00.002+08:00

listened to ps chew's sermon on melchizedek again, never thought it was important till now

where the king of salem, a form of Jesus and the king of sodom, a form of the devil

What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul?

The king of Sodom said to Abram, "Give me the people and keep the goods for yourself."

But Abram said to the king of Sodom, "I have raised my hand to the LORD, God Most High, Creator of heaven and earth, and have taken an oath, that I will accept nothing belonging to you, not even a thread or the thong of a sandal, so that you will never be able to say, 'I made Abram rich.'

what have we traded our souls for ?

only to gain disappointments, rejection,

to feel lost and broken once again

along with our faith and our hope, taken away

to find that nothing lasts on this earth,

not earthly friendships, joy and happiness

at the end of the day it would just be you and your empty soul.

left with nothing, but for God to fill

2012-01-15T05:29:00.003+08:00

all who are thirsty

all who are weak

come to the fountain

dip your heart in the stream of life

let the pain and the sorrows

be washed away

in the waves of his mercy

as deep cries out to deep

2012-01-11T10:57:00.000+08:00

Let the love of my sweet Saviour

Come and flood your heart with joy

Like a fresh and flowing river

That your life would be restored

Let the worries of tomorrow

Wash away forevermore

And the song that stays shall be

2012-01-10T12:07:00.003+08:00

There is nothing else that's of worth to me

Thanks for the "session" tonight, am once again reminded why i do what i do.

Have been blessed in so many ways.

the point where u are constantly struggling in the dark and someone comes over and grabs hold of u and pulls u out.

why do we constantly stray from what we were meant to do or be?

This life we live is not for us to live alone.

2011-12-25T06:29:00.002+08:00

its gonna be christmas =D

this year we have a tree, we have family friends and we have good food and the good company.

forgot how important the tree was.

and family!

i miss the annoying kenhu.

i hope he hasnt grown up yet.

haha all the

SAY SORRY NOW! and the I TELL MOMMY!

i seriously miss those words now.

wont even get to see jillian grow up properly.

if only time would stay when we were all happy.

when nobody was old and there was no cancer, no high blood pressure, no diabetes, no heart problems.

when everyone thought they would live forever.

but its only when u learn to die that u learn how to live isnt it?

and only when u have lost that u gain,

u will then find that God is the only constant in life,

not friends, not even family

we will all face that moment, on the day we die, where it will be just between God and ourselves.

that bridge we cross alone, but with God

will our faith last till that very end?

Merry christmas TSUFEI! I dont really say this alot but i think i need to start and I love u ALOT.

we need to skype soon.

God bless and pls find a boyfriend asap :D

before u know it,

U WILL HAVE 5 KIDS AND WE WILL BE READING OUR BELOVED BOOKS UNDER THE COCONUT TREE IN MSIA.

time flies so so fast.

2011-12-10T11:51:00.001+08:00

we do not know what to do, but our eyes are upon You

2 cor 20:12

the hedgepig

2011-12-09T10:40:00.001+08:00

i have this weird friend,

her name is vivian ling

she believes hedgepigs are real and she has lost her ovaries :)

bless her.

2011-10-12T06:07:00.001+08:00

and one thing remains,

your love never fails

it never gives up

it never runs out on me

God sent

2011-03-22T02:53:00.002+08:00

so someone heard my cries about cardiff,

=)

2010-11-23T04:12:00.001+08:00

camp was good :)

went up to the mountains for hiking

it was suuuper cold.

made spaghetti bolognese with the group, from scratch! haha now with google, everyone can cook! =D

sermon on sunday was about backsliding

lol i guess He knows huh.

it was also about how there are no shortcuts in life.

in our walk with God and all

i guess all this while ive been praying for everything to be easy.

why can't life be like that?

no worries no pain no need for hard work.

then it dawned on me that if life were like that

we wouldn't need Him any more then, wont we

when will we rely on Him then?

if we ourselves are like gods of our own

is there a need for a god then?

most of the time we get down on our knees and cry out for help,

only when we realise that we cannot,

and remember that He can

and He knows this so well,

how "human" we really are, and so are our hearts

how ungrateful we can really be.

i guess without all this, there will be no miracles, and there will be no other way to show His amazing love and powers, no other way to show that there is a God

it wont be full of His surprises, it wont even be of Him any more

life would be meaningless then, if it were easy

Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men. Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers. Pray for powers equal to your tasks. Then the doing of your work shall be no miracle, but you shall be the miracle.

2010-11-11T07:28:00.002+08:00

its gonna be more than 10 degrees tomorrow. yay!

i can't wait.

even though it comes rain. but oh well

at least i get to feel my fingers

im sho hungry.

how is this possible when i just ate one bowl of cereal??

rah.

i want ice cream.

it's for my sore throat.

the best cure i tell u

maybe i shall steal some from the fridge later, when hannatan isnt looking

she wants it all for herself.

haha

i still cannot understand my company lecturer.

she is from cyprus i tell u.

CYPRUS.

sigh. and it doesnt help when u have 0 knowledge of company stuff

thank God i got this super kind woman as a tutor

she is awesome! =)

went for nottingham games that day

was great seeing familiar faces.

am so tired of trying to making new friends.

felt good being with people u knew since the start of high school.

at least we went through the whole peeling of the onion bit.

was nice feeling comfortable again.

things that make my day

2010-10-22T04:28:00.002+08:00

my spongebob cup! =)

digestive biscuits, with milk choc topping! and hot milo

elmer! haha yes he is very cute. but he belongs to the evil hannatan. and yes, hugs! =)

and the clear blue skies! with the sun. lots and lots of it.

2010-10-21T06:17:00.003+08:00

my best friends in uk

the alpha

and elmo!

i just brushed my teeth. and now i have wet sleeves. yuck

study plan fail tonight. PHAILLLL

2010-10-19T01:34:00.002+08:00

yday an evil monster ate my spare lip balm :(

this is the evil monster

tonight's dinner :)

potato and ham. good stuff!

and the grand finale: chicken! haha

it was awesome. thank God my housemate is a really good cook!

the ingredients of the friend rice dinner yday

veggie, carrot and potato. and abit of chicken

its already 7pm over here. and its so quiet :(

life here is well, kindoff depressing at night i guess.

but u wait till 11-12, the streets will be filled with happy voices, and singing and loud jokes

all happily on their way to the bar

i think i fat liao. :(
oh and i need a mouse. rah!

tsufei is coming on the 24th! of nov. wheeee

and we are going down to london on the 3rd to the 5th :)

i hope i find interesting places to take her in this month

shall go exploring next week maybe

i is hungry :(

but i is fat ady :(((

temptation go awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

it doesnt help when u put ur groceries in the living room

sigh.

the cheese was so good.

maybe il have one with bread later

which reminds me. how am i going to melt the cheese without using a microwave because i will die early or a pan which i will have to wash later.

rah! i need a toaster oven.

i go check argos now. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-10-17T07:19:00.003+08:00

yay

its 12.19

no i just need to tahan till 12.30

so i wont get up at 5am... again

i got an electric heater

sho happy

sometimes spoilt heaters are a blessing in disguise

hannatan is sleeping soundly beside me

this is a first lol

i usually sleep at 9.30 over here

i know right, sad cardiff life

sigh.

i used to be so busy in msia.

now that ur here

u wonder what were u so busy doing all the time

there is too much time here.

sigh i do not have textbooks

and my friends are asleep

so what do we overseas students do at night?

make full use of the internet speed here and stream vids =)

they have lots of bees here

i think it has finally dawned on me that i wont be seeing the family and friends for a year, more than that maybe.

i keep thinking that i will be seeing them soon.

tomoro maybe.

at help, ou or jln ipoh

this feels like a holiday. lol

sigh.

i need those books to studyyyy!

i need stress to keep my mind busy

change, it is the constant in life

today's file

2010-09-29T23:59:00.005+08:00

ever thought how our days are like files?
made up of a number of papers, some highlighted sentences where special things took place, which will then form our only memory of the day;
and maybe special notes which form our mental "note to self", all filed up into one colored file, maybe a rainbow shade from jan to dec.
Everyday it ends when the clock strikes 12, with the clicking of the metal binder and the titling of the file infront - 29 september 2010

let me show u my file today.

today i woke up at 6am, along with more than half the population of malaysia to go to coll, which starts at 8am.
i bought taufufa from the van, got a free nasi lemak from Acts' Church Help Campus Revo team. felt really blessed by it, and it kindof made my day, and my day lasted till 4pm.

today i went for my evidence tutorial, which was kindof a waste of time, and so i slept during the last 10 mins of class. i accidentally drew a line on mumbles' face, his jaw to be specific, and spent 5 minutes trying to get rid of the stain with my sanitizer.

today i went down to the mamak after class, laughed along with some friends, drank a few sips of my friend's drink which i cannot remember what it was now

today i skipped contract tutorial, cz it was our first, and she probably wasnt going to do much. had KFC for lunch with a few friends, watched the pipe explode and water gushing upwards near the toilet.

today i had another meet up with sarah and jaylyn and gang, to talk about cardiff , what we were gonna do over there, all the places to see and people to meet. and we tried our best to get jaylyn to go this year . heh tough luck.

today hanna tan and i spent an hr in the library choosing subjects for 2nd year, thinking of our future ahead, where hanna tan said she's gonna work for UN, and all i said was im not gonna take a 30 credit EU law.

today we spent another 45 mins in the mamak again, talking and laughing and basically waiting for time to pass

today i followed hanna tan to mainblock to take her visa pic AGAIN, cz she lost hers -.-
which she found later on

today hanna tan dropped me at KA, and i was gonna follow my mom back, and she was gonna pick her sister.

today i went online while waiting for my mom

today i found out a friend died.

i wonder what was he doing today before the accident. how was his day like, who did he meet, who did he talk to, what did he do

he couldve gotten up early too, just like the rest of us, maybe to rush an assignment, to get breakfast, to catch a train, to go to a meeting. what did he wake up to?

what were his plans for the day, im sure he had some, unlike some of us who just wanted to pass time, and get the day over with.

what did he slot into his file today? what were the highlighted things and the small notes written on the papers?

and to think we were making plans for year 2 and 3,

some of us dont even make it through the day.

today i went for a pasar malam session with annee, yiling and lam, where they bought new screen protectors and covers for their almost one day old iphone 4

today they came to see the puppy, heh they like moopie alot ;)

today i get to go home, take a shower, make a drink and sleep in my bed, while it rains outside

today i can close a file, and start a new one tomorrow.

i think i did quite a number of things today, with friends and all
maybe i didnt get all the ticks on the list of 'what has to be done today',
but i think i had a 24 hrs day, which is the only requirement to close a file

he didnt have a full 24 hours today.
i bet he only got half of the ticks on the 'to do' list today.
maybe even less than that.
why him? sigh is there even an answer to that question
if only there was one, at least we would have an explanation, a report.

it wont be sufficient even then would it? no matter what answer.
he was a great person, a nice guy. a super smart one too
what did he do to deserve this?
nothing right?
nobody deserves death somehow

why him then, why now?
why does he get his today and tomorrows taken away, when they are worth so much

in new york, concrete jungles where dreams are made of huh

his dream was destroyed there, along with his future.

and to see the impact he left in everyone's lives from high school to uni
from before and after today.
amazing person u are bryan.
one that the CH-ians will always remember.
i guess now he only doesnt exist when we forget,
but we never will

and so, how was ur file today?

2010-09-17T00:12:00.002+08:00

I'm falling even more in love with You
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until You make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with You
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with You

-lifehouse

2010-09-08T18:08:00.002+08:00

went up to genting with hannatan, jaylyn, sarah, nic, colin and shaun
cold air, starbucks, cards, friends, conversations, laughs, complaints, oh and jln ipoh hokkien mee :)

went up around 4 and reached at 5.45 -6 i think. stoopid gps. and the horrid kl traffic jam. ugh
there is nothing like traffic jams in KL. especially the one going towards the heart of kl. for example: jln TAR >:(

played monopoly deal and everyone kept bullying hannatan, nick and shaun. poor hannatan had nothing left at one point.
drank ice blended green tea frapp. sho smart of me.
was shivering by the time we finished our drinks and the 2nd round of monopoly deal.
and to think i was gonna wear shorts up, heh.
and all hannatan brought up was a pathetic shawl.
was shivering from the start till we went down. hahahha
halfway up genting, someone asked why dont we stay a night
i suddenly remembered abt the apartment sony has up there -.-
rah! i shouldve asked for the keys and permission :((
was actually thinking of hotels before this. sigh. stoopid.
in the end we had to leave early cz nic's parents were spending the night in gohtong jaya.
and he didnt tell them that he was gonna drive up.
his dad even asked him whether he was in the casino. LOL

and so i found out
cold air + starbucks + cards + friends + conversations + laughs + complaints + hokkien mee

is like drug

we need to do this againnnn ! :))

2010-09-04T23:51:00.003+08:00

sigh want to sleep.
to numb the feeling of being punched in the stomach
but sleep, it brings tomorrow
making it today

emilia the great

2010-09-04T22:37:00.003+08:00

thanks for sacrificing your time for others,
and your time for Him.
thanks for putting others above yourself,
and Him above everything else.
thanks for being a role model for us,
with Him as yours.
thanks for being such a blessing to us,
and thank You for blessing us with her.

i guess He decided the people there need you more than we do now.
bring her back okay? in one piece.
have a great 10 months over there
go make Him glad :)

thanks for letting me be your friend

imperfections

2010-08-30T09:06:00.003+08:00

had a great dinner last night. was talking when a friend suddenly mentioned, "i dont know whether it's normal or am i being too "calvary". haha. it was so funny but so true. sigh.
i guess back there it was all about how good we can sing, how good we can play, how good we looked, how good we sounded.

we sounded great, we looked great, we performed well. to an extent we even had youth concerts, shows, productions and got one big crowd of audience.

it started off well, a sacrifice.
then it became a show for the world.

our first time here, many could not even concentrate on worship. the music was too loud and the mics too soft, is something wrong with the sound system, why arent the singers giving signs to change, or giving signs to the musicians to change, theyre not singing in sync, the beats were off, why hasnt the screen changed to the chorus yet?

lol it sounded weird at first, dont get me wrong. it was good, but it wasnt anything like back then. music back there sounded great, after 12341234 hours of practice every week. ppl there were disciplined, on their toes, the lyrics had to be in sync, the singers would hv to come in on cue, ready to get their show on, and to make it look great.
cz they know if it didnt, they would hv to go up to the "holy of holies" and "get it" for an hour or more.

it wouldn't be a sacrifice then would it, if they were forced to give their best, till it became a burden, or worse, a show.

talked to waikin quite some time ago.
told him abt all the stuff we did back then. and said something like if u think they sound good here, u should come to calvary some day last time.
lol and he said sth like: thats cz u just pick those who are great, but not those who worship.

then it dawned on me how we were always emphasizing on being perfect back there. being great for the world to see. it was great for the world, but was it of any value at all to God

sometimes being good, does not mean it is right; being great, does not mean that it is of any worth.

guess we focused too much on what the world will think of us, rather than what does God think of it

we hid our imperfections, first from the world, and then from God.
ps andy said " let ur scars be someone else's stars". it really should be.

funny how a church has become a place for the perfects, and not the imperfects. the ppl who drink, who smoke, or who are different or weird in our eyes, it is like ppl are even embarrassed by their presence in church. that church would not be a holy place anymore, with these inside.

and He loves us the same.

guess we are still like that deep down. still imperfect, as much as them. and even more. what gives us the right to look at them differently, the right to judge.

at least they've got nothing to hide from the world or from Him.
why can't we be like that too.
instead of giving something that was great, why can't we give something of worth.
instead of being perfect, i guess sometimes it is when we are imperfect that God can do more. but we need to show Him that in the first place.

But he replied, "My kindness is all you need. My power is strongest when you are weak." So if Christ keeps giving me his power, I will gladly brag about how weak I am. Yes, I am glad to be weak or insulted or mistreated or to have troubles and sufferings, if it is for Christ. Because when I am weak, I am strong.
2 corinthians 12:9-10

2010-08-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are

2010-08-17T10:46:00.002+08:00

no time no time no time no time no time :((((

am writing like 5 and a half essays per day *pats self on the back*
but its not enoughhh rawrrrr!!!

i still have to flip the book while writing every single thing. ugh what a loser.

rahhh! i dowana study anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(

my friends just cried yday.
one called her dad and he was like: dun worry ah girl.. i saved up money for u to study another year ady. ur only 20 yrs old, theres still a long way to go. u dont need to finish everything in 3 yrs.

O.O her dad is soooo merciful!!

if i fail, my parents are gonna killlll meeee
i dont think there would even be a body for anyone to see and mourn

gahh! i need a bigger brain :(

and i need to buy pens to write in exams! o gosh i NEVER buy pens
theyre such a waste of money when u can just pick them up from the floor
but these few days, the students in help hv nt been very generous.
my cousin said i used to be able to get like 2 pens in 5 days.
now i get like 1 pen in 3 weeks? :(

it was even better in high school, when the pens were g2s and g1s
oh the joy of discovering one of them on the floor and adopting it
after asking the ppl around whether anyone dropped their pen of course.
and of course u only ask like 5 ppl? haha :D

its reasonable right? 5 ppl. ive tried reasonably to find the owner. so it's not theft right??
:D

but now ppl have gotten stingy. maybe its the economic i guess, ever since it got worse.
nobody leaves pens around anymore :(

and the one i want costs around rm1.50!
SO EXPENSIVE! sigh.

deposits

2010-07-29T18:26:00.004+08:00

come back! :( it wasnt enough

exams are like 3 weeks away? lol i guess it is about time to start panicking.
i need a wake up call.

had a good laugh today with the gang. haha power socket kononnya, with a switch and the wire to go with it.

had this thought somewhere last year end. its kindof fading away now,
shall write this thought down before it leaves my memory.

how did we come to love Him in the first place? what passed through our minds when we were kids in that CW class saying that sinner's prayer? i can tell u mine was yay, now i wont end up in hell. yes, clearly it wasnt purely out of love.

love for Him was once 'so that i can go to heaven' or rather 'so that i will not burn in hell'

take heaven and hell away from the picture,
will our love still be the same? will we still choose Him in the first place
was our love for our salvation more than our love for Him.
how more conditional can our love for Him be?

when are we going to love Him for what He is.

funny how it doesnt matter to Him whether He is what we choose eventually.
His love, unconditional

we love, because He first loved us - 1john 4:19
dont think He knows of the word 'because' when it comes to love, He just loves.

crisis

2010-06-28T10:47:00.001+08:00

help conveniently decided to reformat their computers in the law library on sat :(( how nice of them

how do i harvest my plants nowww?? :((

the library has lost its purpose

need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm need to farm

monday morning rain

2010-06-21T11:20:00.004+08:00

it started off with the cramps
then there was the beloved slipper with one side bitten off by smokie or pepper, or maybe it was smokie AND pepper. -.-
homework due in half an hours time, for contract tutorial. ugh

and it's raining outside. sigh monday morning rain.
this day is already gloomy enough

and there's zayani leaving tonight at 9pm :(

distortion

2010-06-17T19:10:00.007+08:00

it started off blank. then we started the colouring
simple was good, but to us it still looked empty.
then we went on with the colours, they were still bright at first
but we did not stop there, when we should have.
then they became dull as we added more and mixed them up
in hope that it we can bring it back to where it was, when it was bright and colouful
it is when the paper turns black that we stop, confused.
what have we been doing all long?
then we wish to erase it, to make it white again,
it looked its best then, when it was simple
only now do we realize

UMPQUA!

2010-06-14T17:53:00.004+08:00

baking at nat's place in DU after class last thurs :)
spent 1 hour deciding what to bake before heading off to bake with yen to get supplies
finally decided on a brownie tart, no i still dont know why it has such a name
it was awesome! of course with a little rum and UMPQUA!

baker 1: singhuey! the camera man and our driver to pasar malamm

baker 2 : the weird cousin of mine- shuwei . she was busy arranging her 'products' and trying to persuade everyone to buy them while everyone else was figuring how to poke the brownie tart to fill it with the ganache -.- dont worry u will get to see her 'products' later. she was trying to sell me that yellow one on the top haha

baker 3: the head baker nathalie! holding the wooden spoon to poke the cake. haha singhuey thinking of the right positions for the holes

the brownie tart before

the brownie tart after. sigh i know we have to do sth to make it more presentable haha but it was awesomee!! thick, compressed and nutty, rummy with UMPQUA!

and the moment everyone has been waiting for. tadah! haha she was busy colour coordinating them -.- they're actually coffee powder! nat has this high tech coffee maker at home where u boil the milk and stick one of these in and voila! out comes the coffee! the darker the colour the more intense i think. and some of them actually have a nice fruity flavour to it. and they have weird names! haha i only remember volluto! loll

this is...

2010-06-09T16:53:00.004+08:00

this is nathalie, getting her barbie doll colour hair wrap. and that is the very mean lady doing it for her. lol

i wanted it too!! then we can look super cool :) but by the time we got back the mean lady was gone sigh
shall go on fri with stephanie maybe before cell

this is Joy, Chewy's first puppy. i know, she looks more like a bear right??

i think she needs a better hair cut lol poor girl. i dont think Joy liked what shuwei did to her too haha

tabby's rat :) i kindof miss seeing it around

oh and this is deborah's Octy :) trying to swallow a car. she would like to shake leghands with u but she doesnt stick much

kertankongchinyee

2010-06-08T12:03:00.002+08:00

a day out for the KER, TAN, KONG, CHIN and maybe the YEE

:)

better days are coming

2010-06-07T10:26:00.002+08:00

dont think i have the right to ask why
but seriously, why..
can't You see she loves You the most, above everything else
the number of kids she led to You, the number of people she cared for
and though it all she still assured us You still Love

so why did You have to let this happen to her can You at least let me know??

maybe this is just a test of faith,
but how long more can she hold on?

sigh i know faith is not about receiving,
but still its so frustrating You know??

All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country—a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them. Heb 11:13-16

you should be studying you should be studying

2010-05-24T19:54:00.001+08:00

am going to look at this for 5 mins

you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying you should be studying

and try to feel guilty

and look at this for another 5 mins

exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro exam tomoro

then start to panic

rahhH!!

2010-05-20T21:31:00.003+08:00

u know u miss them when u start seeing them in other people.

funny how u thought that stage was over

that u can get up and move on ur own

when u thought u buried it deep enough, until it seemed like it never existed

then u wish and u want and u finally believe that it doesn't exist anymore

funny how little things, random places can bring back a bucketful of memories

that flood up ur mind, wave after wave, then it dazes u out

remember?

funny what a hypocrite we are sometimes

when we wish to forget, but want to remember

and we move on, to cling more

sometimes i really wish i have a memory of a goldfish

but what is life without memories? when u have nothing to remember

sometimes even the happy ones make u sad

but they were ones that were supposed to make u laugh, weren't they?

some of them, they're not what they used to be anymore

when u collect a new one, u find that some of it wasn't what it was anymore

when ur afraid of losing any of them, yet want them all to go away.

i win again

2010-05-17T11:01:00.006+08:00

yay! i do not have the talkathon today

YAYY!!

my lms lecturer canceled one of her tutorials again.
i haven't seen her since i don't know when, can't seem to remember what LMS lecture was like these days lol coz she always cancels them, she's fortunate i can still remember her face. for now.

talking machine

2010-05-16T18:52:00.003+08:00

sorry miss, police station. :D

was 2 hrs late for my 3 hr class that day

i win. (:

that woman can talk non-stop i tell u. 3 hrs straight without breaking a sweat.

i think i have her from 4-7pm tomoro

:(

2010-05-14T19:05:00.006+08:00

Blessed Be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed Be Your name

May his name endure forever; may it continue as long as the sun. All nations
will be blessed through him, and they will call him blessed
-Psalm 72:17

can't wait for cell tonight :)

like a dslr

2010-05-12T18:37:00.007+08:00

why Lord didn't u bless me with photographic memory ? :(

then every time i blink it would be like taking a picture and locking it into the 1TB hard disk in my head forever.

so cool rite? i won't need to spend 48 hrs on my criminal notes for the test tomorrow. just flip the page, *blink*, flip again *blink*
then i can 'print' it out -words only, onto my paper tomorrow! fast draft summor..

and i can sit on the sofa guilt-free and watch Malaysia lose in the Thomas Cup.

fulfilled prophecy

2010-05-11T10:09:00.002+08:00

i knew it i knew it.

it was a good thing i didnt even bother to lift the cover of my LMS book :D

the prophecy was fulfilled hia hia

i'm getting soooo good at this i think i should consider doing it for a living.

she didnt come

AGAIN.

and now we have 4 hours of contract

AGAIN.

:(

2010-05-10T21:52:00.003+08:00

should be studying now. aih.
i think there's going to be LMS test tomorrow. but yea i hope class gets cancelled. as usual :)
hence the "i think"

i cannot seem to find my phone :( forgot where i left it and it's on silent -.-
will have to sit on chairs and sofas and try to feel a vibration with my butt

my friend moved one whole table from coll back to his house LOL
talk about saving money hahhaha

oh one more thing before i leave to plant more brinjals, mumble got dewhiskered that day :(((( but the process was so funny i forgot to be sad lol. poor mumble

2010-05-07T12:48:00.003+08:00

here are some sing-a-pore pics :)

this is my sista, being happy

and the awesome awesome ice cream!

this is my sista, being a pork. haha

am still in my PJs farming. sigh need to decorate the frames soon =(

help me o Lord

2010-05-06T23:31:00.003+08:00

today was the day chin wenly stood up for herself!! in FB!! *pats self on the back*

sigh yea pathetic rite ?? on fb -.-

the day will come when she will be able to tell it right at the person's face. soon my friends soon.

but meanwhile, i need Your forgiveness, and i need to forgive.

after tonight after tonight

debbie sent me this game
http://www.addictinggames.com/dontwhackyourboss.html

click click! it was an awesome anger reliever.

seriously.

hahha sent it to anastacia and she was like omgosh did u try the drawer?!!?! LOLL

after tonight after tonight changed to after the game after the game

and indeed i am now anger free. *takes a deep breath.. and smiles*

happy thoughts happy thoughts

what a friend i've found

2010-05-04T22:45:00.006+08:00

everyone has at least one bff.

ad so mumble met a bff in the library today

meet Bingham!

this was the moment where they both found out that they originated from Africa but were made in China! they both speak chinese btw.

=)

got a call from my bff yesterday :) all the way from aussie land.

one of the reasons why i keep insisting we go back to bkt tinggi rabbit farm..

dont worry you.. all things will straighten themselves out before you know it. :)

have been neglecting the best friend from up above these few days. u know it is so easy to proclaim our love for You, yet so easy to say i hate You, banishing You from our thoughts. how shallow man's love can be; how childish we truly are, when we love, but we say we don't. how easy it is for earthly things to gain our love, which then pushes away the love we have for You.

am glad Your love will never cease, nor can we run away or hide from it. not because you're forced to, but because you love.

And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 8:38

a free human!!

2010-04-30T03:04:00.003+08:00

I HAVE FINISHED MY CONSTI ASSIGNMENTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PRAISE THE LORD!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

some colours just to show you how happy i am.
finally all of it is done of course with the big suggestions, eh no inspirations i would say, from You ! haha

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
turns out he didnt forget that there was a test, just wanted less damage done -.-
and we thought he was this old man with deteriorating memory, thought we outsmarted him
loll

i bet you he was laughing at us behind our backs that day.
so much for laughing at his "bad memory" -.-" haha but seriously we thought we conned him!

look who's having the last laugh now

while we were studying

2010-04-26T22:06:00.006+08:00

introducing the imaginary friend:

and his best friend, porky!

porky got restless and started walking everywhere:

=D

not to forget the newest addition to our little study group, Mumble!

mumble is a leopard all the way from china! or maybe a cheetah, i dont know. =(

now that i have him he can teman me while my friends are paying attention in class! hia hia

so until i find out what exactly mumble is he shall be a cat, for now.

how long can you do it?

2010-04-25T22:08:00.003+08:00

sigh finding it very very difficult to walk on water

at first we take big steps, leaping across, eyes on Him
then we slow down, taking note of the surroundings
then from a jog we go into a walk, getting confused by everything around

then only do we notice what is beneath us and start sinking, without knowing it

"O you of little faith, why did you doubt?"
Matt 14:22-33

how many times do You have to stretch out Your hand to catch us? only to have us fall back again. sometimes i wonder why do You even bother. are we really worth the trouble?

but thanks tho, for catching us all the time

the smart people

2010-04-22T22:13:00.002+08:00

wenly, yiling, anastacia, annee, xueqi, hannatan

i just had to do something to beautify her

=D aww u know i love you

a million raindrops

2010-04-22T20:59:00.002+08:00

All Your thoughts let them fall
Like a million raindrops
On this desolate ground I’m standing on

- bebo norman

holidayyy =(

2010-04-20T11:52:00.002+08:00

now i have one week of holiday.
with no friends! =(
everyone has either went back to their hometown which is a gazillion miles away from here or having exams, busy studying bla bla bla

sigh i miss a levels. when everyone lived in PJ, i shouldn't have complained back then, saying it was AIYO SO FAR AWAY, or HAR GO ONE U AGAIN??? now everyone lives in places like sabah, johor, ipoh, penang and kelantan -.-

how i wish we can go one u now. rah! shouldn't have complained so much.

2010-04-10T20:50:00.001+08:00

OMGOSH OMGOSH

I GOT CARDIFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

praise the Lord!!!!

wenly has a uni!! =D

2010-04-10T19:48:00.002+08:00

i have a reply from university of EXETER =)))))))))))))

dont worry dad, i wont be washing plates or wiping tables in the future! hia hia

2010-04-06T00:07:00.003+08:00

every day you discover something new about yourself, something you never knew you had inside of you.

sometimes it jumps right out at you, slapping you in the face, when it was just right there all the time.

didn't know you had that inside of you didn't you

2010-04-01T23:19:00.003+08:00

anastacia: ehhh yi lingg! u know?!??! SUAT CHEE'S CAR KENA TUNDA!!!
yi ling: *GASP* ( a super duper loud and long one, all with the big eyes and wide open mouth)
OMGOSH!! seriouss????

and annee goh kept imitating her the whole day! ahahhahah that girl is good wey seriously.

what a joke for suat chee lar. sigh that poor girl had to go all the way to kepong to get her car. -.- had to skip a class and test and all. was gonna laugh at her at first lol but decided perhaps this wasnt a very good time, not yet anyway. =D

what a nice day tomorrow will be! no assignments to pass up, no classes to replace
theres contract assignment due next fri but oh well, will think about that some other time.
heheh. i feel so lazy. lazily happy.

since i've got nothing to do i googled april fool's day pranks! haha
guess what i found--> aprilfools.com

looking at the pranks and jokes there, sigh some ppl are seriously too free!
look at this:

Psychology Trick: Tell your pet they were adopted. Watch the shock on their face. -.-

i tried some stuff today! told regene we had 8am replacement class tomoro haha!
and told debbie help library burned down. i seriously think she believed me for at one point.

EXCELLENT!

2010-03-31T12:36:00.003+08:00

my turn it in report is still 0% -.-
oh well i have printed it out and there is nothing the lecturer can do about it =D
haha my friend msged her to ask about it and she said well if u resubmit and it still says 0 then EXCELLENT! hahahha i hope she doesnt ask us to turn it in again, if not i wont be EXCELLENT.

but seriously how can it be 0 when i copied and pasted so much stuff? :S
sigh weird thing that turn it in

just realized i came so close to losing a friend that day

if he had awaken from his deep sleep earlier,
if he had set his alarm clock to get up earlier,
if he had took that train to MMA that morning,
he would have been in that train that got bombed
we would have lost a friend

his seniors were on the train tho, one was the fortunate one who got out just before the bomb exploded because he felt that weird.

one moment ur here, thinking of what to eat maybe? the test an hour ago? or what movie to watch
the next moment u dont even exist in this world anymore, what's left will be memories of what u did; the thoughts u kept to urself, will be gone with u forever

how fragile life is..

just the thought of today.

here is proof that i have been studying! =)

for the test tomorrow =(

it's aliveee!

2010-03-29T20:02:00.002+08:00

yes a feeble attempt to revive my blog.

i have an announcement!

wenlychin has finished an assignment 5 days before the due date!
whoot!

*pats self on the back*

a big accomplishment =D

now all i have to do is wait for the turn-it-in report, which is taking hours -.-

wore my "lucky" duck socks today =) haha in an attempt to make the day better as class started at 8am today .

laughed till my stomach ached during the 3 hr break today. sigh its been such a long while since i had such funny convos with help ppl.

hanna t. who laughed at the half told urine and poop joke,
annee whose laughter was mostly the source of ours
yiling the champion and anastacia the sampat haha

i miss times like these we use to have

so much for laughing at yun xin for nt being able to eat msian food
guess what?
she now has access to free chapati every single day
real authentic indian chapati all the way from india
now guess why?
cz her housemate happens to come from india

lolllllllllll

i cast u out!

2009-11-30T00:22:00.001+08:00

check out khey jou's display pic on msn

lol so farney lar!

2009-11-29T23:32:00.002+08:00

so jeewang@jiwang talked about faith without deeds is dead
that got me thinking for awhile.
why is it useless? shouldn't having faith be enough, by just believing
so why the actions or deeds

then it came to me,
but by faith they all did something.
to affirm that it was faith they had

i guess that's the difference between faith and blindly believing?

it's like someone telling u that the char siew pao in connaught is the best.
now u know it, and u actually believe it and think that the char siew pao in connaught will be the best.
but u won't know what u actually had in that char siew pao until u went there urself to get it, it shows that u really believed it and even did something, to prove that u believed: u bought that char siew pao. so it shows that u actually had faith in that char siew pao

cz if u didnt buy that char siew pao, it would just be a thought or something u believed in and nothing more right?

james 2:22-his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did

because having faith is so much more that that.
and also having faith not for results but in Him.

to walk on water

2009-11-15T23:56:00.003+08:00

i dunoohhh

i don't know whether i should go 4 yrs straight to perth or do a 1 year twinning to uk.

guess im kindof scared to go to perth after all, or im afraid that im not ready? sigh i don't know..

im thinking maybe it's the security i get here. the safe comfortable feeling, knowing how everything here works and all. and friends. yea biggest part of that
hving left calvary and all, we hug on to every chance of stability or comfort. and it's seriously great to find security in another group of ppl. having formed stable friendships in just 3 months?. and i mean really really stable ones.

i dont even think that i had anything like this in the past few years. where u actually feel wanted and loved
where u actually know that the stuff u had and shared with the other person will still be there the next week.
or u actually know that they are gonna talk to you
i guess it's like you don't have to be in doubt or have the insecure feeling, thinking everytime u walk into the place whether this person or that person will talk to you or whether they will choose to ignore you this time, whether the stuff u had or shared with them will last a week.
whether that friendship we had, did it last a week?

sometime a few months back we stopped pretending to guess, because that guessing thing stopped. because at one point we didn't need to guess anymore because we actually know this time round

and how can i leave this? now that i've found it

don't know whether im strong enough to leave the security i've found here
sigh.. but u never know what He has in store for you
have a feeling that i need to go over, to take that step of faith and surrender all to Him

sigh but i really don't have the guts to walk on water
but then u will never change right?

sometimes it's just so hard to do the stuff You want to do u know??? rah

i know!! i think.., i think i know!

2009-10-27T21:52:00.004+08:00

am spending the remaining of the month at my aunt's law firm thing, heh no she is not the lawyer. she's the secretary =) and a very stressed out one too.

sigh i shall never be able to work in an office.
seriously, paperwork and wenly don't go together, could never and can never.
i tried.. really!
and i think being organized is a talent.
one i obviously do not have =D

anyway so that has narrowed down my choices of what i i think i shall do in the future.
no desk jobs! hia hia
no sitting at the desk counting, typing, photostatting, email-ing, faxing, printing, etc

so no business, cz ur gonna have to type proposal after proposal right? and all the faxing la, photostatting

and no accounting, that is the most stressed out desk job, ever!

so er what's left is science? but wenly just passed her chemistry with 300/600, praise the Lord! =)

so it's mostly archi? maybe law, maybe not.. what if i cannot read that much?? >.<
* "but think of the money u will make!", says the little voice in her head *

sigh.. at least it's down to two or three.

now im connected! =D

2009-10-22T11:36:00.002+08:00

YES I FINALLY GOT MY SIM BACK!! =))))

let the sms marathon begin! =)

were we?

2009-10-21T12:34:00.004+08:00

What grace divine what selflessness
That Christ would bear the weight
Our proof is scarred on hands that bled
That we were worth every nail

were we really?
it is amazing that even after He knows what we will do in the future,
no matter how many times we've hurt Him or how many times we've broken his heart
we can still come back and know that His love will still be there for us
how unworthy we really are
to be loved like that
by His everlasting love

and it is not just love we get,
it is also His faith in us, to have faith in Him; His trust in us, to trust Him.

to even get to call Him my Father, my friend
and to know that nothing can take this away from us. nothing in the world

For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
romans 8:38-39

who are we to deserve this?

an update! :D

2009-10-18T22:20:00.007+08:00

and now i miss the cold air! heh. it felt weird sweating for the first few days here lol, just got used to it.

and so i hid myself from the face of the world for a week to er think and unwind
in other words i was just lazy. and i saw enough new faces to last me another few weeks lol
it was kindof scary heh

oh and i left my simcard in aus.. >.< "soo you lah!" according to my friend, and i have to agree. sigh forced to "fast" my hp for a month or so. it felt really weird at first, being disconnected to the world, but then i got used to it after a week, and was like :" why did i even need a hp back then ??" haha now i dont have to worry about getting mugged, getting mugged again, dropping my hp in the toilet or whether it has enough batt to last me the day. and i think it feels good, being disconnected from the world, having an excuse not to "catch up" after coming back. heh hopefully this feeling will last for awhile longer, at least until my dad has time to get me a new sim lol oh and i have this! :))))
my uncle bought it from perth. now i have sth to do!! :D am starting to get bored
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so here are two random pics of mine :) just to lengthen this post

some random street in perth

i took this cool cool cloud pic! hahah have never seen them clouds like that before

now that one of my best friends has a gf(finally), i can hereby announce that I OFFICIALLY LOST MY KEPONG KAKI! TT

heheh but yea am super duper happy for u! haha but i haven't told her yet, but by the time u read this i probably will be laughing with her somewhere in jln ipoh :D

am waiting for alicia to send me a msg saying that we shall go out for 5oo days of summer tomoro. heh hopefully zayani will be able to excuse herself from her royal duties and come along with us :)

sigh but kirly's phone is upstairs with her.. sigh that means i will have to go get it.
rah! this is why u need ur own phone. eh no, ur own sim heh yea sometimes it's annoyingly irritating not to have ur phone/sim with u

gosh now i know how ppl feel right now when they cannot get u..

lol i think i've had enough of being disconnected from the world...

poor u took a one way trip, i think i miss you now..

I WANT MY SIM BACK! .... >.<

a day at kl hilton :D

2009-08-26T12:44:00.008+08:00

and so we took the Canadians shopping at mid valley..

zhi lynn with her walls ice cream advert winning smile :D

kirly and her beloved coconut

jonathan, nicole, zhi cheng, wenly, kirly, zhi lynn, and xiang lim

the bathroom was nice!

the poolside lounge

the pool!nicole, wenly, michael, xiang lim, zhi cheng, zhi lynn and kirly :Dsplash!the happy people

more happy people

the "lifeguards", i dont think the asistant knows how to swim tho. haha!

kirly chillin

drinking the fruit smoothies that costs like 19rm each!! sigh

one particular orange one tasted horrible, i think it had celery in it. but zhi lynn liked it. oh well, that explains her weight. haha

this vry vry shy blackbelt boy

kirly and her dragon fruit drink. at least that's what we think it is

sunseton the way up to the room nyahiahia

watched monsters inc and ordered domino's while nicole put michael to bed. about time to cz he started throwing paper aeroplanes at us. hahah! he taught a young ang moh kid in the pool to kick the water and splash people. bad influence, says nicole lol!
but he is one super cute kid! reminds me abit of ken hu tho, haha.

am super tired right now lol even after waking up at like 11.30???
have to find a sarong to wear this fri. and will have to learn how to tie a tudung for the malaysian night. what do mamak people wear anyway?!??!

sigh i wanted to be the pm's wife. that would be so much easier right? haha oh well
i shall go google mamak outfits now. tata!

of danny guglielmucci and brokenness

2009-08-18T15:45:00.004+08:00

danny guglielmucci came to sib to preach!!!

i didnt quite hear them say his name at first, but when he started talking about how he overcame his brokenness and how his son lied about having cancer.. and suddenly i sat up n realized HEY THIS IS DANNY GUGLIELMUCCI!!!!

i didnt bring my bible, brought the bible in the hp. though, so i couldnt bring myself to get him to sign on my hp. i wanted him to sign my bible!!! the blue one!!! lesson learned.

and the sermon that morning was awesome. ps danny talked about his brokenness and how He uses our brokenness to make us unshakable.
and in Him we will always be whole.
and i realized that it was the answer all long to the questions i was asking Him all the months. why did u let this happen to us? why must it be us? why not another house?
and it was like He smacked His answers right at my face that morning at 8.30!!
i was like O.O
is was amazing.
one word: awesome!!!

To the cross I look, to the cross I cling
Of its suffering I do drink
Of its work I do sing

For on it my Savior both bruised and crushed
Showed that God is love
And God is just

At the cross You beckon me
You draw me gently to my knees, and I am
Lost for words, so lost in love,
I’m sweetly broken, wholly surrendered

What a priceless gift, undeserved life
Have I been given
Through Christ crucified

You’ve called me out of death
You’ve called me into life
And I was under Your wrath
Now through the cross I’m reconciled

In awe of the cross I must confess
How wondrous Your redeeming love and
How great is Your faithfulness

-sweetly broken by jeremy riddle

2009-08-11T11:53:00.009+08:00

camp was fun! heh really
after camp i ended up with a bunch of new friends in sib and a cell group! =)
it was really a extend ur limits kindof camp
especially the making friends part. its the first time i went to a church camp without the ppl i grew up with

lol i realized how much i missed calvary youth during those 3 days and 2 nights. heh missed the laughter of kimberly la, the commanding voice of vivian! lol how she used to get ready all the stuff and tell us what to do with the computer etc. and elyse! that woman, haha i missed all the crap that comes out from her mouth. and sandy! those walks to shell station to get junk to much on while waiting for our parents. and the cheras gang? daniel, caleb, yuen chun, victoria rebekah, valerie :) and tabby, annabiao and amanda! heh that funny thing. i missed the naughty shermaine too!
sigh and melissa, my bff in church. lol with all her funny bf stories. i miss you! :(

i miss those familiar faces, the comfort of knowing every corner of the church and ppl there.
i didn't realize how important that feeling was until recently, when i was put into a place where suwen n i only knew each other. haha it was kindof scary, and i felt very very insecure. but i found out the ppl were actually really really nice. and genuine.

and that was the whole point of going to camp i guess, i really learnt how to stretch my boundaries, get out of my comfort zone and it didn't fell good one bit at first.
like their theme expanding ur limits. i think mine got expanded, alot.

"Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch your tent curtains wide, do not hold back; lengthen your cords, strengthen your stakes." -Isaiah 54:2

and there were the funny moments in camp, the two visiting rats in dorm 2, the whole dorm full of girls were screaming weh. haha imagine 1 screaming girl, multiply the volume by 10 and multiply the number of girls by 20-30, you'll get what i mean. haha and my "stunt" as stephanie calls it.
and so i met drama queen stephanie, elyse-like- siew kuan, nice nice clara and rachel, yinmun's older sister rachel thong! lol , wei chin lookalike -melody she sings too!, and shin yin my cell leader! oh and melissa hehe who reminds me of kimberly in a way.

found out you really gain alot, when u choose to let Him take over and take you over the your limit, to rely on Him for He has no limits.

i miss you ppl!!

from sunday schools to youth. heh

the gang

haha! all the 17 yr old girls

and again!

the youth concerts!

valeris, tsufei, melissa and stephanie

melissa and pamela
the whole group now haha lots of diff from when we were 15???

=)

balloons! and the sea

2009-07-29T17:11:00.004+08:00

the nicer ones are in the dslr. sigh will get them tomoro

kuantan was awesome!
hehe had nice carnivals and i even did the sand art thing
the one u peel off the sticker and pour coloured sand onto the thing
super fun
and it was FREE
hehe paid by shuwei's dad's company
so we had free basketball shooting games, dunking games
even hand tattoo and i had a doraemon! hehe
and they got sheila majid to sing for half an hour, guess how much they paid her..

30K!!!!! for only half an hour.. gosh..

i should seriously think of becoming a singer

and the 15 mins of fireworks display
it was super =)

shall post more pics of the Hawaiian night when i get that dslr
and the beach pics! yes they modeled for me

had fun with the balloons and the sea

what we all need these days

2009-07-20T13:17:00.004+08:00

is a little faith :)

heb11:1-Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

ps kenneth said: faith is not getting what you wish for, but it should be what you wish for.

sigh, so true.
but it is so difficult to believe what you don't see, to hope for the things that have yet to come
and when we just have it in our grasp, we struggle to keep it and not let it go yet again.

and when it is all over here, we can say
2 timothy 4:7- I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.

hey you! keep that faith
heb 12: 1-let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

ramblings

2009-07-17T15:51:00.003+08:00

It's like daylight at midnight

It's my favorite dream

Where nothing's really as it seems.

Don't wake me just take me

Take my hand and I'll believe.

i will believe- nichole nordeman

home sweet home

2009-07-13T10:57:00.004+08:00

sigh after being with the outside world for sooo many days...
it is about time i confine myself at home. haha am tired of seeing so many faces at once
it kindoff scares me now. >.<

heheh this is so funny

shuwei at the place we were working

we nearly killed mr lim when we told jui wan zhe about ARCE. haha

sigh

green day-21 guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for? 
Does it take your breath away 
And you feel yourself suffocating? 
Does the pain weigh out the pride
And you look for a place to hide? 
Did someone break your heart inside? 
You're in ruins 

One, 21 guns 
Lay down your arms 
Give up the fight 
One, 21 guns 
Throw up your arms into the sky, 
You and I 

When you're at the end of the road 
And you lost all sense of control 
And your thoughts have taken their toll 
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul 
Your faith walks on broken glass 
And the hangover doesn't pass 
Nothing's ever built to last 
You're in ruins 

Did you try to live on your own 
When you burned down the house and home? 
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die 
And you can't get another try 
Something inside this heart has died 
You're in ruins

sigh i shall go read my jodi picoults now. eh no not mine, emilia's.
shall buy breakfast at tiffany's soon haha when im ready to venture out of my house.
that book is just so good i have to have it :)
hmm, maybe i shall go out tomorrow then. heh

pay day pay day pay day

2009-07-11T18:59:00.002+08:00

shuwei and i just did the impossible.
5 and a half days selling houses in puchong, bandar puteri
SO SIEN WEHHHH
so to entertain ourselves, we brought books, LOTs and LOTS of books
and pillows, for our poor asses

we spent our days looking up from our books to like 5-6 ppl a day
what questions did they ask? :
Q: eh what room is this ah?
ANs: its a utility room like a maid's room, u can use it to put ur stuff
Q: then where do i put my maid?!?!?!?
Ans: err, u can put her in the guest room
Q: then where do i put my guest?!?!?!??!

LOLLLLL haiyoyo how i know u la uncle, haha that convo was btwn shuwei and an uncle

Q: wah! so expensive eh
Ans: errr.. its a guarded community, got lake la, bball court la, need card to go in wan.
Q: wah its lease hold summore so expensive !! u know ah the puchong one also cheaper than this, and that is THE ONE!
ANs: aiya when this is finished it shall be THE ONE!
Q: still so expensive! puchong that one ah.. bla bla bla
(and he left grumbling)

and when jui wan zhe took us to the site, we found out that the storeroom is SUPER BIG! haha so shuwei had an answer for the uncle before:
Ans: u can put ur maid in the storeroom! hahaha! or if u have like 2 guests, the storeroom is big enough for one! hahah u can put him there LOLL

and then how can i forget that weird/perverted guy:
(referring to the model)
Q: how come this side and this side not the same ah?!?!
Ans: the whole thing is a semi d.. -.-"""

HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT A SEMI D WAS!!!! O.O
that poor thing

and before he left:
Q: eh u guys wana work part time?
Ans: how much? and do what ?
Q: orh just filling out forms, i work for citibank u see, (takes out a name card, crosses out the person's name and fills in his name)

shuwei and i were like O.O

then he went on:
oh i can fetch u to my office, my office is in my house
!!!!!!!!
WHAT ON EARTH! aiyoyo who do u think we are??? little kids ah? we are not that stupid to be bluffed by u ok

then shuwei kicked my leg, i looked up from the book and laughed out loud, couldnt tahan ady, i think he must have seen that "leg move" and he left
haha! the nerve to ask us to his house to work????

shall be waiting patiently for my well earned money now :)

confuzzled

2009-06-29T14:14:00.002+08:00

of happy endings, and 1 sad one

2009-06-28T01:22:00.003+08:00

it was prom!! haha i dont have the pics with me now, well cept a few "after prom" ones
the rest is in shuwei's cam which i didnt bring back with me

wenly and naderlie :)

again!

and again! haha i just realized the only 3 pics of yday was all with nathalie :)
as for the rest, fb is just one click away

so we thought we were gonna be hotstuff on fb the next day, but guess what,
while we just went to bed at 6, shireen's mom came barging in the room at 7 shouting: EH!! MICHAEL JACKSON DIEDED!!!!
O.O
HOW CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!?!??!?!??!??!??!

TTTTTTTT
the first "in" song we all knew was: we are the world
i rmb every cny all us cousins will form a circle and hold hands and sing that "in" song

haha i rmb how BIG hun zhe teng zhe and jin zhe 'S LOVE for michael jackson was.
they even had this gigantic poster of him on the wall, in jin zhe's bedroom
n i rmb asking : jin zhe, this michael jackson is girl or boy??? LOLLL
when i was like five??
HAHAHHA and her reply was: what do u think?? -.-"
I really didnt know at that time!!

sigh he shall be dearly missed

change

2009-06-22T01:20:00.002+08:00

trying to.. trying really really hard to.
sigh really dont want it,
but i guess we cannot avoid it anymore
no point hiding from it,
cause its gonna come, either way
we still have to i guess

so? what are we waiting for?
am ready when You are ready

bring it on

the end!!

2009-06-18T23:58:00.004+08:00

its the end of college life for us. haha half sad tho, but prom is nxt week! haha thinking about the shopping we are gonna do, haha intense shopping and gan-fei-ing makes me happy :)

whats life after coll? haha we shall just wait and see what happens. sigh the end, lol brings the jason reeves song in my head. such a scary place, haha but i guess its all about moving on.

The end
is such a scary place to start
Everything is torn apart
I don't know where to go from here

In the end
there's no reason to pretend
I know you won't be back again
I gotta find a way from here

I don't know where I'll fall down but I'm sure to hit the ground

'Cause it's not over 'til it's over
Every ending's a new beginning
One more chance to get it right
One more chance to get it wrong

It's not over 'til it's over
Sometimes nowhere leads to somewhere and it all starts again
It all starts again in the end

And it's such a scary place to be
Everything is in between
I don't know where to go from here

And in the end
I see it's all up to me to figure out where I should be
I'm gonna find a way from here

-jason reeves <3

help me walk on water.

2009-05-25T18:39:00.001+08:00

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

-hebrews 11:1

finals and bees

2009-05-13T12:26:00.003+08:00

shall nt be coming back till end of the month i think, when we have a 2 week break.
sigh shall start studying now, lol i know its a little bit too late. haha
but oh well, better late than never.
having physics prac later around 6pm.
kindof looking forward to it, heh
shall be walking on water this whole month! haha so catch me if i fall yea *winks up*

oh yea before i go. BEES HAVE INVADED MY HOUSE!!!
sigh more like they have found MY ROOM to their liking. grah! of all places.
they came, they saw, and the conquered.. TT
i didnt dare to venture out from my parent's room the whole morning, until i heard my granpa coming up the stairs to wake me up i guess

i used to think man's greatest invention is the aircon,
well now i think man's greatest invention is insecticide, haha

i hope they all find a better place to move their nest or sth. urgh the feeling that they made their nest near my teddy bear or sth. MAYBE ON MY TEDDY BEAR!!! GRAH!

exams and bees,... what a combination for the week.. >.<

krispy kreme doughnuts!

2009-05-01T12:52:00.003+08:00

i had mine!! :D

they are finally here in malaysia! go get urs today! haha at times square.
its super duper sweet by the way, just like the ones i had in aus, no difference. it's like they dumped one whole bucket of sugar for the icing. haha but the bread is super nice. :)

go try go try!

blackmail !!

2009-04-21T20:09:00.003+08:00

this is cookie! everyone say hi cookie!

cookie belongs to some cousin of mine. yea the one with the brain comparable to the size of a nut! hia hia. i bet u miss cookie already! :)
to ensure his safety from JOY,
...
...
...

U BETTER GET ME AN ITOUCH OR AN IPOD IF UR FEELING POOR.

IF NOT.....

BYE BYE COOKIE!!!

the day we nearly dieded

2009-04-20T20:14:00.002+08:00

yes today is the day i shall forever remember.. not! most likely the day i wish to forget.

saw a terrible accident at our side of the road. and it wasn't even the car on our lane. it was the car at the opposite lane! he rammed a pole, i saw the whole thing kemek lying on the floor u know!! and the car in the ditch nearby at our side of the road. the poor person, a proton saga u know.. then saw like 9866456413 motorbikes parked along the side of the road, and a gazillion more people helping the injured.

shuwei and i were like wahhh why so jam wan?? then she said now is the time to "bat"
and so we looked out the window, she slowed down and all to get a better view. i didnt dare to look at the injured person tho, who knows how much blood will be pouring down the face or sth. ughh

then when we nearly reached home, shuwei was like: WAHH WENLY !!! GD THING WE CAME HOME LATE!!! OMG OMG OMG!! THAT COULDVE BEEN US!!!!

for those of u who have watched the curious case of benjamin button, IT WAS EXACTLY LIKE THAT!! except in our case, it wouldnt be "if only", it would be "good thing"

good thing we had chem prac trial today so we left later than usual,
good thing i broke the measuring cylinder,
good thing i did some careless mistakes and spent some time mourning over the lost marks before i left,
good thing shuwei talked for like 5 minutes on the phone and refused to move from her spot even tho i tried so hard to make her budge,
good thing we had a walking speed of some snail or sth.
and most of all,
THANK YOU LORD!!! phewww

if not that would have been us in the ditch with that saga.

if we were just a few minutes faster, caught the first bus, rushed to the lift, didnt wash our conical flasks and beakers, if kana hadnt had our practical today,
that couldve been us!!
wah good thing kana decided to have chem prac trials today!! she practically saved our lives!!! and to think i hated her with my life! that shall change now.
lol talk about strangers being angels.

2009-04-13T19:04:00.003+08:00

on friday around 10pm, wenly did the noblest thing ever! she saved like 10 ppl at one shot and even risked her life while doing it.

SHE DONATED BLOOD!!

gah! till now i can still feel them inserting that humongous needle in my arm. and YESSS it hurts.. stupid nurses who told me that it wont hurt as much as that that first prick of the needle when they tested my blood group, liars!!! TT . my vein went bengkak for like a day.

but the pain of the big big needle was NOTHING like THE PAIN when they pulled the strap of that thing (the one u use to take ur blood pressure and heartbeat) and conveniantly KAPEKED MY SKIN IN THE INNER SIDE OF MY UPPER ARM!!!!!!!! TT around 10cm of it i tell u! that was the ULTIMATE one i tell u. my eyes clouded immediatly and i coudnt even shout properly. adoih. yelped at them to take it out but it took them like 5 whole minutes to get the thing done properly. kapeked it again while adjusting it. TT its like someone pinching one whole row of ur skin, try that!

they managed to take one bag, after forever, maybe its my low blood pressure lol, you ppl shouldve seen shuwei's wan.

went back to primary school right after that. haha teacher suvina still remembers us all! and my standard 3 teacher! chatted with them for like 3 hrs?? she even bought us vitagen :D

took lrt to klcc for pc fair after that, was supposed to go for the easter thing. sigh but it was sooo far :(
sold some stuff tho. haha mp3s and mp4s. shukim and ivy managed to sell psps! haha. but it was fun la working there with all the cousins. lol how we had to tahan till like 4pm justto eat lunch, and the way we ate! haha like starved caveman or sth. and kx was the star salesperson! haha 8 mp3s on the first day!

we stood for soooo long until we had to half crawl our way back home. haha no im not joking.

oh and on sunday we went to ACTS for easter service! and it was awesome (:
its like we were refugees but we found a home. lol but yea. told some of my friends and they are cominggg!!! haha. i hope more of them will come, and see for themselves, the truth is out there! haha!

sigh gtg do my bio now. while waiting for that miss esther lim who just turned 19 a few days ago to reply my txts. -.-"

storm-lifehouse

2009-04-06T20:42:00.002+08:00

How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I could see you
This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be all right
And everything will be all right

I know you didn’t bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Because I’m so used to living underneath the surface

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be all right
And everything will be all right

if only my imaginary friend were a guy!

2009-04-01T18:50:00.005+08:00

just read this book that was recommended to me by farhana and wan nur. hahah!
and it was super sweet!!!!its bout this girl having an imaginary friend and later met him for real! it was a super sweet book ok! haha farhana is gonna say: omg! u liked it?! but its romance!! -.-" i liked the notebook also wad.. but seriously that girl has to stop reading romance novels 24/7 and read sth like er.. FREEDOM WRITERS!! =D or my friend flicka!. she didnt even finish my freedom writers diary!! HOW COULD SHE NOT!?!??!?

TT to those of u who have never had an imaginary friend around before, U ALL ARE SO SAD!! hahha jkjk.. sigh but i still missed the times i had my imaginary friend. the stuff we would do when im quite sure nobody is looking, lol i even had some of those conversations during lessons in primary school! hahah. enjoyed the times i had with the great a** kicker who stood up for me at all times and at all costs.
oh and that's not the end of it.
then came my imaginary horse,
my imaginary dog, etc.
all the stuff i didnt get to have wayy back. hahah!
oh don't u laugh at me, some people i know have had imaginary cars, super heroes, and da da da.

and when we all grew older, some of us grew out of it.
as for me, well i found God
and i talk to His Spirit all the time now, my best friend.
and this time it's for real. =)

the small reunion

2009-03-31T18:19:00.003+08:00

went here with ah mok at around 7.30, looked around trying to spot one long table filled with ppl but we didnt see anything like that.
tried to hear the loud loud voices of the pasar gang but we didnt get any.

and so we sat and talked and talked and waited and waited.

and finally at around 8.30!! the ppl finally came!

tang lai fa! haha my bff since primary school :) head girl and everything. one of the most accomplished ppl i know.
tham sook yan! my classmate until she jumped pts. haha this is another superwoman i tell u! now doing chem eng at nottingham. and shes super pretty!
and this is ser yee, the kid girl of the class. haha! forever so small size wan

the girls

the guys, introducing ah ow, waihong and ah mok!

the ppl present that day. where are the rest ?!?!??! sigh.
am looking forward to go back to chung kwo this fri =)

my lengchai

2009-03-24T18:17:00.005+08:00

and so wenly came back from coll,
sayanged chewy and replied a text,
bathed and had some yoghurt,
turned on the computer and logged on to fb.
and so while her eyes were sapu-ying the screen, she caught a glimpse of this SUUUPERR LENGCHAI at the top right corner of her screen.

her heart skipped A beat. haha okay maybe TWO beats like sing huey always says.

and so she scrolled all the way up the screen to get a better view of that SUUUUUPPPPERRR lengchai...

and she saw this
aihhh I KNEW IT!!! normal ppl where got soooo lengchai wan.. TT

got conned by lee hom =(

come lets do a tag!

2009-03-22T16:30:00.001+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Winamp, iLike, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 as many friends as u want!
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. DO NOT CHEAT & Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
mercy-one republic

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
grace kelly-mika (AHAHHA!)

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
chasing pavements-adele

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
not as we- alanis morisette

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
life is short-butterfly boucher (o.o)

6. WHAT"S YOUR MOTTO?
come home-one republic

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
whisper-a fine frenzy (SO NOT!!)

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
all at once-the fray

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
the face of love - sanctus real

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
brand new day-joshua radin

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
where we belong-sanctus real

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
run-snow patrol

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
something heavenly-sanctus real (lol!)

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
lost-coldplay

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
see the world-gomez

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
better days-goo goo dolls (LOL i would certainly have seen better days by then)

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
say-john mayer

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
good man-john ritter (ahahah !)

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
today-joshua radin

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
ten thousand angels- caedmon's call ( yes please!!)

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
we will not grow old- lenka (haha very true!)

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
drops of jupiter-train

ten thousand angels-caedmon's call

2009-03-21T21:17:00.001+08:00

how long you have traveled in darkness weeping
no rest in language, no words to speak
but there in the wreckage beneath bricks and bindings
love has come, love has come for you

against the night sky of your waiting
your face is like starlight when he walks in
everything worth keeping comes through dying
love has come, love has come for you

so lift up your heart now, to this unfolding
all that has been broken will be restored
here runs deep waters for all who are thirsty
love has come, love has come for you

ten thousand angels will light your pathway
until the day breaks fully in the East
they will surround you and make your way straight
love has come, love has come for you

(got this song from singhuey, it's my "cannot-seem-to-get-it-out-of-my-head" song, for now)

the best news ever!

2009-03-18T18:50:00.002+08:00

i got this quite a few days ago. LOL maybe a week ago. from MARCUS the good news bearer. haha actually its GREAT news.

my chem teacher IS GOING TO SRI LANKA!!!

hia hia hia!

I hereby declare tomorrow as THE best day of the year!!

am in such a gooood mood =)

and shes nt coming for 2 classes!!! yipeee!
lol at first i thought she was going for good. NEH STUPID MARCUS LA LOL!
then after i called to alicia and announced the good news she screamed for joy for awhile and said:

" BUT I THOUGHT SHE GOING FOR HOL SHE SAY!??! SHE SAY GONNA REPLACE CLASSES?!! "

and it was because of these words,
my happiness was shortlived.
and i asked marcus if it were true, that she is coming back, he said: of coz la! U THINK WAD?!
i felt like slapping him weh! ahhhaha jkjk. i should belanja u instead
sighhh.
i'll even sponsor her ticket there! a ONE WAY ticket.

then i called zayani and she said to be thankful for what we get. haha for the 2 chem classes we get to miss. 2 days of not being picked on just because we are sloww. haha

oh well. i shall start being thankful now.
YIPEEEEEEE!!!!!

to take or not to take? to drop or not to drop?

2009-03-17T19:01:00.005+08:00

sigh its been a long long day

have been thinking of how to bring up my grades from Bs and how to salvage my chemistry and physics.

lol was disturbing wan jing in physics class every five minutes..
i'd decide to retake C3, then decide to drop it 5 minutes later.
haha
and make a "final" decision to drop chemistry, only to make another "final" decision not to drop another five minutes later. haha
and this went on and on for a whole 1 and a half hours. hahaaha
shall belanja that poor girl tomorrow.

well in the end i have finally decided i shall not drop my chem, and give it another chance.
who knows? i might get a C. haha

oh and its time for us to get together and save the earth!
haha so on march28
8.30 to 9.30pm
get ready to switch off ALL the lights!
why?
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COZ IT'S

and this is some banner yuan han designed! haha for the campaign at one u. stole it from his blog. CLICK ON IT AND SEE! SUPER NICE WEH! haha
so anyways, remember to off all ur lights during that time.
and please remember NOT to shower anywhere near that time :D

WENLY GOT A FOR BIO!!!

2009-03-15T16:34:00.002+08:00

YESHHH PPL!!!!!

ur dear friend wenly has got an A for BIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDD

hahahah well only bio 1 la but still!!!
PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

ahhh the sweet sweet smell of an A in a some science subject. its all coming back
it has been AGES since i've last smelt and A
haha

okaylah
even though i got 2 Es for chem,
one which i retook and got the EXACT same marks
sigh, nothing can be done with me and chemistry,
WE JUST DON'T HAVE THE CHEMISTRY!!!

but i got 92/120 for chem prac!!! HIA HIA HIA!!! 3 marks away from another A
oh well, have decided to not retake anymore chems, yep thats the last straw
anyway i wont fail my overall chem cz i've got that almost A. haha

now have to cound how much more to and overall A in bio. haha
shuwei said : NOW UR THINKING OF GETTING AN A IN BIO!!! :O
but i still duno which one to retake!!!! TT

but anyways that will have to wait
shall go be happy for now :DDD

weiming's bday and the orphanage

2009-03-09T19:36:00.006+08:00

celebrated wei ming's bday at uma on friday night, after ice skating with my classmates.
saw some of the ppl i havent seen since we were form 5 like aimei@ dai ngan shu.
haha, realized that i missed them alot.

it says HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING WEI MING! <3>

introducing his FIRST wife

the second wife

and the third wife

the guys!

the girls, jealous jealous girls

wenly and the cow

ppl of the same height!! HAHA after all these years!

dai ngan shu the pimp

wenly and zhen yu- the brain, the money and the BMW!!!!
I DIDNT KNOW!!!! if not i would have spoilt ji ying's day and followed them back!! TT

then we went to kepong on sat night after youth, the pics are with vivian aih.
first time going out with a big part of the gang, dierdre la, vivian la, elyse la, ern ying la, andrea la, jason la, sandy la, and wei lin. and we laughed thru the whole night. haha should do this more often la.

and then we went to lookout point on sat night with the tan cousins. raymond our nephew drove sooo fast he nearly sent all of his aunties and uncles to somewhere up there. tsk tsk, and all the aunties gave him a lecture about it after we reached. HAHA
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and today! we went to one orphanage in pj. helped them clean the drains, windows and rake some grass. and now my limbs feel like they weigh 10 kg each. haha but all in all it was really really fun !

and the grave we err "dug" up! LOL! actually it was a pile of dirt and leaves.
then suddenly melissa asked whether they buried sth underneath, LOL!
then we dug up some shoes, and cloths and i think melissa found a ribbon! haha we kept apologizing while we dug the leaves up and they said it was gonna find melissa at night coz she took her ribbons! HAHAH!

met supernice kids like daniel, david and caleb. and a very very naughty esther.
she scattered all the grass we raked in a pile didnt want to hand over the dustpan as she wanted to "help" haha.
and daniel thought me the diff between a woody stem and a soft stem, and told me how caleb killed the snake and rats in the garden, thats why they call him caleb the scientist. haha
but what really touched me was seeing how protective they are over each other and how they cared for each other.
like daniel helping esther wear her shoes and telling her not to climb up the window still,
and some kid helping another kid with his specs, taking a small screwdriver like thing out from his pocket and screwing the thing back in place.
and how daniel wore a helmet and gave me his cap in while we were wiping the windows in the rain ! haha felt so loved

reminds me of how joshua put all our slippers in line and made space for us to sit on the mat, how samuel made sure everyone was ok and john wong helping his sister, esther
i miss them!! :(

that's daniel in orange, haha

sandy with a very very cute hon

sigh what a happy happy day :D

LOST

2009-03-05T19:32:00.004+08:00

where oh where have my results slip gone??
oh where oh where can they be??!??!??!
WHEREEEEEEEEEEEEE
TELL ME WHEREEEEEEE!!!!!
gah!
and i need it tomoro.. -.-"

i wish i have some super eye power,
then i can find all the stuff i lost
and i can even do this:
I CAN SEEEEEE YOUUUU ALLLLLLL THE WAY FROM HERE!!! lol heheh lame i know, creepy even.

i hope i didn't throw it away...

got stuck in HELP car park for nearly 45 minutes yday.
ALL THOSE FUTURE HELP STUDENTS : BEWARE I TELL U! ( u know who u are)
1.BE PREPARED
2.BE READY
3.BE ARMED WITH ALL UMBRELLAS AND POKING STICKS OR ANYTHING ELSE THAT WILL ENABLE U TO GET PPL OFF THE BUS AND GET U ON THE BUS!

coz at 4pm SHARP,
the whole of HELP is gonna push and cram their way up those small teeny weenie shuttle buses from wisma to the main block.
and its all MAY THE BEST MAN GET ON THE BUS attitude!

the guy on the right who looked so nice and gentlemanly,
the girl on the left who looked so shy and timid,
THINK AGAIN,
WAIT TILL U SEE HOW THEY GET UP THE BUS!

walaoweh the last time i shouted : WHO DROPPED MONEY ON THE FLOOR!??!?
nobody bothered to look
our record (shuwei n i) till today is 4 buses
yeap ppl we missed 4 buses

then u would think, oh finally i got on the bus, now i all i have to do is get to my car and drive home, end of story

sad to say it is not the end of the story for the poor kids in HELP

this time get ur ipods, buy a few new cds or a new BOOK even,
coz ur gonna get stuck for another average HALF AN HOUR in the car park!
bet u can finish like half of the book in ur car for two days
listen to 2 cds a day in the car park while ur jamming ur way out to the one and only ticket collector booth thing.

sigh so when ur class ends at 4pm, dont be happy that its all over just yet,
coz the REAL nightmare starts in the CAR PARK.

hmph m still glad shuwei and i honked at that stupid traffic guy who kept us at the same spot for like 20 minutes. !!!